All that is on my mind this thanksgiving is how much god loves us, and my thankfulness for this...............

 Update 1/9/2024 husband has covid 19 again..........me and oldest daughter don't have covid right now. Brian got some special drug so that the covid 19 don't get him having to go to the hospital again bad, like what happened to him last time he got covid 19. 

  Right now I'm battling "dry mouth" I ain't been drinking enough water lately.............the struggle is real. Enjoy this blog post from 2015.......................

All that is on my mind this thanksgiving is how much god loves us, and my thankfulness for this. For a long, long, long time, I didn't believe god loved me that much. Anybody can go to this blog and pick up some "sense" that "oh here is a person trying hard to please god" "here is a person trying real hard to get god to love them" (like more then the tiny amount I deemed god loved me) But the above song is the case, "He loves us, oh how He loves us, oh how He loves us, OH HOW HE LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!"
1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
  That of course doesn't mean "go ahead and sin" you know since how god loves us so much, we should want instead of sinning to be pleasing to god. We are all scarcely saved, and our best efforts are weak and feeble at best often (ya rich people could do a slew of good, but I'm sure even the wealthy have days where they haven't "hit the bar" - where there were family members they should've phoned or friends etc. and they were to tired, etc.) Let's love one another, read our bibles, pray put god first..................
He is a good god
He deserves our love, our worship, our adoration, our time in our days
Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment."

  I finally this year, understand that god loves me. If/when I am chastened by god (people as well - there have been people in my life that have not "held back" the rod or whatever not like a real rod), it is truelly out of love. When people in my life are like "sheri........................................." or when god chastens me...................doesn't feel great for me at the time. Revelation 3:19 "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent." In retrospect I am able to look back and realize how loved I really am : ) 

  --------------- if anyone is interested in knowing this the "biggy" item for me lately, is to put away "childish things".........................................and I'm terrified of being a "adult" like full out I'm saying. And I've came to realize, or I'm coming to realize, that putting away childish things.............won't "KO" me like I think it will. 

 ------------ I have reason valid reason to fear being a full out adult..............cause often it is the adults that think they know everything, that will not accept correction from god or from men. It is often those that are childlike in their hearts somewhere, that I believe are able to take correction. 

.............my complete terror of being a full out adult ever I imagine is more extreme then that though

.............................I know of a few adults. I am terror filled of what they are. 

 We are god's children...........................

Proverbs 3:11 "My son, despise not the chastening of the Lord; neither be weary of his correction:"
Proverbs 13:24 "He that spareth his rod hateth his son: but he that loveth him chasteneth him betimes."

  If you is a "big time adult" out there, it's not to late for you you can become like a little child and get to receiving correction from god again.........Matthew 18:3 "And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven."

  I recogn just keep going to my blog that'll cure you of your "adultism"

(my latest piece of art, I like flowers a lot)

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

PS.............Ya I'm a fan of peter pan!

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If you find yourself in a lowly place on earth - SERVE GOD/JESUS, HAVE ZEAL HAVE FIRE, WE ALL CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOGETHER!.........................

Update 1/8/2024 this morning I went down a you tube rabbit hole, about the january 1st 2024 miami aliens. And the earth's core heating up, the sun being ACTIVE NOW, before it wasn't, now we have "super sun flares". 

I can't talk much..............I really can't...................

but if you want to be human and survive.............................

you bestest figure out what your super human powers are!!!!!!!

DON'T TELL ME YOUR JUST A HUMAN BEING LIES!!!!!!!!!

Acts 10:28 "And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean."

  Figure out what your super human powers are............

maybe you levitate

maybe you can walk through fire

maybe you have "ultra telepathy" 

etc. 

  Then HONE THEM GET BETTER AT THAT!

for.....................

it's gonna get hard to be on earth......................

Matthew 24:21-22 "For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be. And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened."

If you find yourself in a lowly place on earth - SERVE GOD/JESUS, HAVE ZEAL HAVE FIRE, WE ALL CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOGETHER!.........................
Confession: I'll often go on and on about how lowly I am on this here blog (but I desire glory just like many you all do) not that it's bad to desire that (think long as you ain't actively trying to "vaunt" whatever launch yourself up or whatever, not that that'd even work it's god that raises up or brings down someone Psalm 147:6 "The Lord lifteth up the meek: he casteth the wicked down to the ground.") Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
  I find myself in a lowly place right now.......................we can't control when god decides to raise us up either.1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" Who knows when that "due time" is.
 My point which I'm getting at...........many of us are in "lowly" estates on this here earth at this particular bit of time. STAY HUMBLE! STAY MEEK! SERVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Let's say god didn't raise me up til I get to heaven, could be heaven is the "due time"..........................Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all."
  I am unfortunately plagued with this "succeed" mentality that is all over this planet. I often think if I don't make myself a big time tele-evangelist (yes women shouldn't lead I know that) that I am a big time failure (I'm just telling you all the truth here). Or to big time succeed, I recogn as a worship leader, or church pianist maybe????????????? Like you know be something "big time"
When in reality not only is is ok to be something small, something of what diminuitive stature on this planet - IT'S PROBABLY FOR THE BEST! 
 ----------- Sure there can be a time to be "raised up" by god that also is blessed and good
----------- But also the time of serving god/jesus maybe a bit more, or just clean just the idea of that of being lowly in a lowly place and serving god/jesus THIS TIME OF LIFE CAN ALSO BE VERY BLESSED! VERY GOOD! (even in the event that we aren't raised up til we get to heaven aka the idea behind the bible verse "christ in you, the hope of glory" Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:")
   I am currently pestering the elder and his wife to contact, mike and lisa and/or to have the elder and his wife over to my house...................(oh of the apostolic christian church of america though I no go there no more)

I WANT TO BE THE LEAST AND THE SERVANT OF ALL!

I went recently to one my aunts funerals, and I went up to view her in the casket (and did tear up - I will miss my aunt) I thought hard about how when we die, we end up either in a urn, or a box............probably. The stuffs you bought you cannot take that stuffs with you. 

  What is the meaning of life??????????????

Is it to buy a bunch of stuffs - no. 

I recogn it is to experience the love and mercy of god, and to also give out that same love and mercy to everyone you know. To love. To serve. 

  The devil would have you all to believe "the life" is to be glamorous, and to have lot's of makeup and lot's of worldly goods, and lot's of status............

JESUS REALLY IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE!

John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and thelife: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."

  changed the song there once was a different song on this post

now the song is......................cause this song is talking 

what's about to come upon this earth that will make mens what hearts fail.............

Luke 21:26

Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.

oh - nanu nanu

that's alien for have a great day!

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 yesterday brian cleaned around his computer and found a bracelet I had bought a long time ago, a giant magnetic type bracelet - man it helped my arthritis yesterday. But I still gotta loose a lot of weight quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jesus definately came to bring us life more abundantly I have decided, because life is much more abundant when we love one another, when we even love our enemies.........................

Update 1/6/2024 husband is sick with I guess flu? (he ain't coughing so, he's ruled out covid) And I finally planted the lucky bamboo (I need all the luck I can get - I just have miserable luck always) people hate me, people attack me online often, that's all that happens to me I'm attacked "for jesus". Anyways the bamboo was like $2.50 and the nice tin red pot was only 97 cents I recall at IKEA.....................(I've never planted lucky bamboo in dirt - but I theorize the dirt will help the plant - this lucky bamboo is planted in dirt).............................

Jesus definately came to bring us life more abundantly I have decided, because life is much more abundant when we love one another, when we even love our enemies. Somedays I will put a slew of thought, into how is the life jesus came to bring for us to have "more abundantly"?
The verse I ponder much...............
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
  Cause Matthew 19:27 "Then answered Peter and said unto him, Behold, we have forsaken all, and followed thee; what shall we have therefore?" The bible says we need to love our lives not unto the death!!!!!!!!!!!!
Revelation 12:11 "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death." Basically we all need to do what the disciples did in Matthew 19:27..................crucify our fleshes to their lusts and desires and loose our lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 10:39 "He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." So that's like loosing most all your earthly possessions, and your life to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I've ended up very much relating to peter in the bible in matthew 19:27 "............what shall we have therefore?" And somedays I think to myself, how is this life more abundantly? Would not life more abundantly be me being able to go out and dance some, and drink like 3 beers enough to like not get drunk but nice and "toasty"? There are items in this world that I greately still think would be "life more abundantly" if I could do them some. 

  But I have decided jesus has indeed came that we might have life "more abundantly" 

Cause following jesus I love people! 

I am finding I am able to love my enemies even - 

this is really good! 

 The apostolic christian church of america (I don't go there anymore - I have to mention this cause there's people that might have a seizure if I went there) but they have a song that has a lyric that says "without love, lifeless through this world I'd pass"...........I don't know where this song is located in the zions harp so this one works in a snap...............ya I'm a Tom Jones fan world why wouldn't I be?......................

Have a great week earth! 

(I'd totally go to a Tom Jones concert!)

LOVE

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The truth: Often a "godly woman" doesn't just bamn happen, she's built up by men basically pastor's, her husband, jesus, god etc.........................

Sheri 1/5/2024 isn't allowed to speak even 1 bible verse EVER to my current (2nd husband - he does not allow that - read previous blog post in 2015 for more info on that). But all anybody needs is the bible!!!!!!!!!! John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;" People out there will say you need fellowship, you need to go to church etc. etc. - naw you just need the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's all you need!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 4:20 "For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power." I'll say this much men pastors mens in general brainwashed sheri 2015 real good, she was chirping just what they wanted her to chirp...........................gag................🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮....................

peloton weight lose/ I'm mostly vegan lately (for health reasons, both my asthma and my arthritis had gotten extreme................so I gotta loose weight). I am not sucking it in in this pic, and you can tell I ain't sucking it in, cause my chest and my butt have shrunk as well........like total me shrinking in size is happening 😁👍......................

(my latest galaxy painting)

The truth: Often a "godly woman" doesn't just bamn happen, she's built up by men basically pastor's, her husband, jesus, god etc.........................Proverbs 31:10-12 "A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies. Her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value. She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life." I don't think any girl/woman/lady out there just could happen to end up like proverbs 31:10-12 without taking on some guidance from some men..............if those men just be jesus/god/holy spirit...............pastor of your church............etc.
  Someone asked me recently "you know your a girl right?"
 You would think that question wouldn't stump me somehow. I feel like if I admit I am a girl, I'm admiting defeat somehow. Admiting I need help.

I DO NEED HELP!

 But I do struggle with the idea of accepting that I am indeed a girl. I didn't build myself up.......................I have been spiritually built up by a mighty army of men!  

  This song holds true for me...........................I am a pile of clay that is, what I started out as, a lowly pile of clay...................................

BUT I AM BEING BUILT UP INTO A MOUNTAIN!

(As a girl, so clearly it can't be the "house of horrors" to be a girl that I think it is in my head, if I am a mountain someday................then that isn't the house of horrors scenario)

Isaiah 64:8 "Yet you, Lord, are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand." I put this verse here cause men, you are no different then us womens, you also are clay.............

either your on god's potters wheel being formed into something fab

or - YIKES is happening to you

(if YIKES is happening to you, repent give you life to jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET ON GOD'S POTTERS WHEEL!)

 I am getting sidetracked right now, this bit of the bible is so nice......................Titus 2:11-13 "For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ,"

Girl yep, and that's ok. 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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