It's a Heart thing.........................

Update 12/1/2025 I did think I was a apostle for a long time I don't anymore. (at one church many women talked among themselves, decided I was a apostle, told me I am a apostle and then laid hands on me and prayed for me)

women are just 2nd class trash all of us according to the bible!!!!!! the holy word of god that hasn't been corrupted at all according to billions of men all over the earth..................(it has to be billions considering how large christianity is at the moment)....................

and I look stupid talking about talking to pastors on my blog

but brian told me not to talk to him e-mail my families churches pastors so that's what I did for a long time

not anymore I left my families church

Genesis 3:6-7 "When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it".

  1 Peter 3:7 "Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered."

1 Timothy 2:15 "Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness with sobriety."

(my elephant ear betta fish Mr. Fitz now has 3 maribo balls in his tank, and almost right away I noticed a difference with Mr. Fitz.......now he's happy swimming around all day 😁)

John 13:14 "If I then, your Lord and Master, have washed your feet; ye also ought to wash one another's feet." - There's many things we can do to "wash one another's feet" Playing chinese singing bowls in this stressful time we are living in is one way I do believe. Some you all maybe that's singing???????? Or art????????????? I big time recommend doing those things for the body of christ. Cause that is what Jesus wants us to do "wash one another's feet".

 Sheri 2021 - I was making the most of a bad situation the women most of them of the apostolic christian church did not want to be friends with me. I seriously was desperate to leave this church, so desperate that, that was my motivation for trying to become a member (knowing I wouldn't be allowed to become a member because I refused to heed their "commandments of men" - and I was right ------- my plan worked, it got my family fleeing that church so we could go finally somewhere where I might could be liked - maybe or not YIKES), that and I was tired of being left out of the "church meetings" -------- went to that church 5 or so years or more I loose track and then to be told I have to go home, can't hear whats going on in the church -  that was really frustrating to me. 

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Letter I just wrote 5 seconds ago to mike and john 2 pastors of the apostolic christian church of america that I am friends with...............at the end when I say "it's a heart thing" I believe that it's a heart thing............................
John 4:24 "God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth." My other pastor friend one from the big uh prayer site, asked me today to tell him about one thing I'm thankful for some big miracle that happened to me in the past --------- few I could choose from have ta ponder that some. (actually really really becoming friends with this pastor - yep friends with pastors I've gone to the kooky lands for sure : ) hahahahahahahhaahahahahahahah
But anyways John 4:24 is the verse that hit me today --------- no halfheartedness, no this lukewarm stuffs, no one foot in the world, NO! God is a spirit; and they that worship him MUST worship him in spirit (aka cause they's walking in the spirit they ain't walking in the flesh none) and in truth (really really really making that daily effort to deny yourself and take up your cross and follow jesus EVEN if your daily effort is COMPLETELY PATHETIC as is my daily effort DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Told god how I'm annoyed sometimes - I get it - I get that the rest of the body of christ knows a bit more then me so they all got their acts more together then me - I get that!!!!!!!!!!! I got the apostle memo on the notepad there!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 4:10 "We are fools for Christ's sake, but ye are wise in Christ; we are weak, but ye are strong; ye are honourable, but we are despised." MEMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I get frustrated I tell god, cause I think christians really think themselves to be way above me - well ok if you is you still should like esteem me higher it just makes sense to esteem you dink weakling higher then yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Does a fool not speak some sense here????????????????????
 I'll leave you 2 of my 3 pastor friends to ponder that, have a great day : ) paul #2 I can't change that none this weakling just gots to do my best everyday my sad effort cause god he ain't looking for halfheartedness, he ain't looking for no lukewarmness NO he is a spirit "........ and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth." I tell god the body of christ should all look upon me as if I were a king for reals, that I ain't trying to be a butt or nothing, that I am that weak ------------------------- if I get any clue any idea that any christians think they's so much better then me (man I get annoyed with that) I need to stay focused n'stuff, I am 100% epic like that oh don't worry bout that none, I know mike heard the last coin drop in the pond : ) it's bad, but I stand by my whole do my best sad effort everyday idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Sheri -------- the annoyed meter is a little high right now - I tell god I'm like god peter think that was the apostle he was right you ain't no repector of persons and it's true I'm the weakling of the body of christ but if I'm humble, if I'm repentful, making a daily effort - it's my heart you look at...................it no matter how weak I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It matters how I choose to live today and tommorow and the next day --------------------- do I go off and walk in the flesh and sin, or do I make my sad effort to follow jesus everyday ---------------- it's a heart thing,
Sheri

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................