Do you have fire??????? And zeal to live for jesus??????? Got fire?????????

Romans 8:14 "For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God."

I wrote this while in the cult, or church, pry cult.........................so I was attacking the body of christ in this blog post...........that's the "sad state" I was in................................
Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth." I wonder w/mainstream christianity I wonder if mainstream christians have fire (jumping up and down and singing a lot and raising your hands does not equal fire really, I not sure if mainstream christians have fire???? I really aint????? ----- they aren't like the smith's friends who get up and testify and you can know of their fire and/or lack of or have some idea anyways) And where are the logs they get to stick in their fireplace to have a fire?????? Being that they all appear to believe that jesus died on the cross for their sins and presto they confess jesus is christ and boom they are saved or something to that effect. ----- If salvation is instant, w/a baptismal, or a prayer, if you all really believe salvation is instant and you are boom saved, then how you going to be on fire?????? Unless there is indeed something of my self life that needs to die!!!!!!!!!
I am thankful I believe jesus paved a way for us to go.......Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" There are logs I can stick in the fireplace!!!!! John 12:25 "He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal." I have been going on for months now - ok longer then that mourning that I don't have any friends to go to the mall with, and not such a fancy house ----- FOOLISHNESS that is!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 Corinthians 7:10 "For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death." Isn't that the "sorrow of the world" this woes me I do not have that house or that car, or those friends! Very much so I am not only to not sorrow "the sorrow of the world" but "hateth his life in this world"!!!!!! It's a very foolish thing I have sorrowed after wishing that I had friends to go with me to the mall -- so much better to "hate" my life "in this world"! Surely that is not something that brings me life sorrowing that I do not have friends to hang out with me at the mall etc. But if I hate my life in this world really hate it, I "shall keep it unto life eternal"!
1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." Don't sorrow cause you don't have the things they have (those that are "of the world")
I am determined to hate my life in this world more then ever, no be doing no more of that "sorrow of the world" stuff which very well there is a "sorrow" of which the world sorrows, there really is a "sorrow of the world" people in the world I find do sorrow that they don't have a hot tub, or a new car, or a whatever : ) over stuffs!!!!!!!! I believe this "sorrow of the world" I believe it truelly exists!!!!!!!!
The truth of the matter is.......1 John 2:17 "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever." The whole world and THE LUST THEROF it's going up in smoke it "passeth away".........."but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever" It's a fab thing I have 0 friends to go hang out with me at the mall ----- I'm going to hate my life in this world.......and do all I can do ALL I can do to crucify my flesh to it's lusts and desires Galatians 5:24
"And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." This "world passeth away, and the LUST THEREOF.......but he that doeth the will of god abideth for ever" it's all going up in smoke!!!!!!!!! S - M - O - K - E SMOKE!!!!!!!!!!!! The lusts of this world to, those very lusts that I have STUPIDLY lusted for jewelry for cars, etc. PASSETH AWAY..........BUT HE THAT DOETH THE WILL OF GOD ABIDETH FOR EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man I'm out to hate my life in this world ya hate it, hate the lusts of this world, hate the lusts of my flesh, hate my life in this world HATE IT. Cause in doing that I will "hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal"
Especially it is on my heart that the lusts of this earth passeth away, how fruitless that is ----- the lusts of the flesh. HOw empty those lusts of the earth are!!!!!!!! They "passeth away"!!!!!!!! But that "he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever"!!!!!!!!! Jesus paved the way, it is a real way he paved........Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" It is god's will that my flesh be crucified to it's lusts and desires ------ it is god's will that I hate my life in this earth and thereby "keep it unto life etermal" The will of god must be that I die!!!!!!!!! To my self life!!!!! And to my flesh - all it's lusts and desires!!!!! A death I must die to my self life, to my flesh, I hope to start dieing that death much!!!!!!!!!!!...........Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;" DOWN WITH MY FLESH!!!!!!!