Bible says don't wear gold jewelry - but my "self esteem" is low. People have beated me down to much in life! I never recovered from the day I watched online a live church service from a messianic christian congretation that I used to go to and the rabbi said "she's herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre" and then proceeded to tell the congregation don't worry he'll never let a person with a pirate themed you tube page run his church - my you tube page was pirate themed back then even though I never asked to run their church or mentioned nothing like that ever, and then said they thought I was nice but turned out to be a total bish. Because I ain't very vocal in real life that equals I'm a total bish according to that messanic congregation. I NEVER RECOVERED FROM THAT. And people have been real mean to me on the internet over the years, just years of me being attacked...........gold brings my self esteem back a lot if I'm wearing enough of it and today I'm feeling like I'M BACK FROM THE DEAD!!!!!!!!!........

 Bible says don't wear gold jewelry - but my "self esteem" is low. People have beated me down to much in life! I never recovered from the day I watched online a live church service from a messianic christian congretation that I used to go to and the rabbi said "she's herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre"  and then proceeded to tell the congregation don't worry he'll never let a person with a pirate themed you tube page run his church - my you tube page was pirate themed back then even though I never asked to run their church or mentioned nothing like that ever, and then said they thought I was nice but turned out to be a total bish. Because I ain't very vocal in real life that equals I'm a total bish according to that messanic congregation. I NEVER RECOVERED FROM THAT. And people have been real mean to me on the internet over the years, just years of me being attacked...........gold brings my self esteem back a lot if I'm wearing enough of it and today I'm feeling like I'M BACK FROM THE DEAD!!!!!!!!!........

1 Peter 3:3 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;"

I won't say which of or if any of this is solid gold or not. 

I made the little cross ring on my pinky finger to give jesus christ the lord props.

 I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed gold jewelry. People respect gold jewelry, it says "hey I'm not a poor person you can beat down for your lord jesus christ" CAUSE PEOPLE ARE HORRIBLE TO THE POOR FROM MY EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." That's the bible saying the poor are treated like crud and I know they are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 My "cut jawline" is due to what I'm injesting lately that is going to get me skinnier then the ozempic kids probably. But I don't want to say what I'm injesting because I want to finally not be the "fatty" of my family. (people are so mean to the fat and the poor --- so mean - from my experience)

  If I talk about what I'm injesting to much you'll know what it is pry, hint, it has more glp 1's safe to say then the really expensive style of ozempic, and bonus ingredients to anniliate fat in people's bodies. TIKTOK made me do it! I saw so many success stories I was like ok. Told brian about it, he went to fred meyers and bought 2 varieties of it. THE STUFF WORKS. 

  Somedays I'm even combining this mystery ingredient with berberine, to up the glp 1 EVEN MORE. The scale is just torpedoing down for me. 

the patriachy if I'm the norm

and it looks to be I am the norm

is just CRUSHING WOMEN

our self esteems need HELP

ps though it don't matter if it's real solid gold or not I believe (I'm desperately allergic to those low end gold platings - I end breaking out in rashes fast) but I full believe the more fake gold ups ones self esteem to. 

and it's relaxing

I feel so relaxed right now

gold does way more for me then rocks/crystals 

I believe 2 things people need in 2026 in usa most of us - stress relief and jesus which is also stress relief in my estimation

stress ages people

if you look around see how old people look most of them they are stressed they really are

well no wonder, it's so expensive to live in the usa

(I think people in other countries that aren't the usa look younger often) 

The flouride in your water usa america is aging you.

I don't even believe in flouride in toothpaste. 

(I have some "go to" magical toothpaste that makes it so I don't get cavities anymore - but need it to not sell out ever, so I keep secret) 

..................back to the patriarchy harming my self esteem........................

in elementary school the boys were often most of the time treated better then I was (to the point as a little kid I NOTICED IT, like I wasn't blind)

in the workplace I wasn't treated as well as the guys usually there were job exceptions including my current job which not only do I get "men level pay" my current job my bosses feel like family to me. Me and brian both do my realistate job - it's a two person job, one person can do my job but it's much harder of a job to do solo..................WE LOVE OUR REALISTATE JOB 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

my whole life my self esteem has REALLY BEEN HACKED AT

AND THEN TO TOP IT OFF....................people online often it's guys attack me and they have for years and years and years

(maybe guys don't want to see a women with any self esteem so they must attack her online?????????????????????)

I asked brian what a "tithe amount" would be for me and he said $120 a month, so I have been giving (most weeks - besides the 1 week our refrigerator and microwave died) $30 a week....................

YOU ARE BEING SUMMONED LUCIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!