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Wednesday, December 10, 2025

Just letting you all know I love both my husbands (I pry really do have 2 husbands........many much "extreme supernatural" shiz has happened to me that doesn't happen to everyone else). Nobodies perfect, and life is hard, especially in america people work billions of hours and then if they like us they having to help their adult kids (well 1 of our kids right now, one lives at home) make rent cause rent is so exceeding the wages people often earn in america. I feel like I've been in a war, I feel like a war veteran......................following jesus is supposed to be hard and not easy Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."...................but in america to me it feels "the hard" amount is a little excessive at the moment rents are to high in usa way to high in my estimation................

The living room floor is now done 😁 There is fresh clutter as you can see on the living room coffee table. But now I feel so much less stress. This is nice flooring it looks good (and this was the worst of the flooring in the house, the rest the house the flooring isn't "that bad" - not counting the garage the garage is a disaster).............................
I'll admit neither me nor brian clean as often and/or donate things as much as we should. WE ARE CURRENTLY CHANGING ALL OF THAT THOUGH!
Just letting you all know I love both my husbands (I pry really do have 2 husbands........many much "extreme supernatural" shiz has happened to me that doesn't happen to everyone else). Nobodies perfect, and life is hard, especially in america people work billions of hours and then if they like us they having to help their adult kids (well 1 of our kids right now, one lives at home) make rent cause rent is so exceeding the wages people often earn in america. I feel like I've been in a war, I feel like a war veteran......................following jesus is supposed to be hard and not easy Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."...................but in america to me it feels "the hard" amount is a little excessive at the moment rents are to high in usa way to high in my estimation................
so many "divorces" out there
what about mercy??????????????????????????????????????
it looks like "mercy" is near a non-existant thing anymore out there
("sheri 40% are still married") - that's bad statistics in my mind in a country 62% claim christianity, but even if they were muslims I'd think SHOW MERCY
Quran 24:22: "And let not those of virtue among you and those with abundance swear not to give [aid] to their relatives and the needy and the emigrants for the cause of Allah, and let them pardon and overlook. Would you not like that Allah should forgive you? And Allah is Forgiving and Merciful".
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
but my family threatening lawsuits (one of the two, not cause of anything I had posted, they said "don't you post that or I'll sue you" was the style of lawsuit threat they made chewing me out mind you - cause I pointed out the truth of some matter and had made them very mad..........don't even recall what but I mad them very mad and had some "proof against them" something damning they don't want people to know that's what I recall)
I need at the very least a break from my family but pry more then a break since how I don't think they are able to stop threatening lawsuit
bible says 
be at peace with all men as much as within your power...............
Romans 12:18 "If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men."
the only way it looks to be to live peaceably with a lawsuit sueing people style family is to no longer be in that family --------- if you or I can pull that off???????????????
if we can't pull that off all of us that were born in "lawsuit families" or married into one then we will be chewed out threatened often pry and that'll be miserable for us. 
JESUS CAME THAT WE MIGHT HAVE LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY................
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
fully digging this song...................
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I'm lookin for some good black eyeliner right now, and demonia's brian and the kids walk to fast I need tall boots.
I'm glad jesus life more abundantlied me cause it's ruff enough in america. 
I am TRYING GOD
Malachi 3:10
Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
He better deliver to else He's about to look REALLY BAD......................no hate for god, no, but if he don't bless me he's about to look like a cheap chump................................THE BIBLE SAYS TRY GOD....................................SO DON'T BE UPSET WITH ME SAYING THAT GOD MIGHT END UP LOOKING LIKE A "CHEAP CHUMP" THE BIBLE LITERAL SAYS TO TRY GOD! OR AS IT'S WORDED "PROVE ME NOW HEREWITH" ---------- OK GOD DON'T BE A "CHEAP CHUMP" THEN................................





Monday, December 8, 2025

America if you want to not be a 3rd world country. It's simple TITHE. Malachi 3:10-11 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts." ...........................................

America if you want to not be a 3rd world country. It's simple TITHE.  Malachi 3:10-11 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts." ...........................................



10 Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.

11 And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts.

12 And all nations shall call you blessed: for ye shall be a delightsome land, saith the Lord of hosts.

MANY ARE LEAVING AMERICA RIGHT NOW I SEE NEW VIDEO'S UP ABOUT PEOPLE LEAVING AMERICA ALL THE TIME RIGHT NOW ON YOU TUBE. 

BUT THEN WHAT HAPPENS THEN

THEY RIDE THE "GOOD TIMES" OF THE COUNTRIES THEY GO TO 

AND THEN WHAT IF/WHEN "THE GOOD TIMES" END????????????

DO THEY THEN MOVE TO ANOTHER COUNTRY??????????????

WHY MOVE TO COUNTRY TO COUNTRY TO COUNTRY LIKE THAT WHEN YOU HAVE THE BIBLE?????????????? (unless none of them know of the bible??????????????????)



Saturday, December 6, 2025

So I've been just helping do signs for years (It was a job I got hired for - now brian is the one on the "tax form" he switched me out of my job and filled out the official tax form for my job mind you, and he's getting whatever tax whatever social security benefits collected me non anymore - if he kicks me out the house I'm destitute). Anyways he says $120 a month is a "tithe" for me.................so I already donated like $5 at least to the church we are currently going to this week, now I donate the rest for the week..........................

So I heard a few minutes ago, lucifer say "Their getting ready to turn on the green light on ruby"
------------------------ I might like tithing
I've like gave big before but never like regularly tithed - I'M DESPERATE BY NOW GOD NEEDS TO HELP ME OUT!
So I've been just helping do signs for years (It was a job I got hired for - now brian is the one on the "tax form" he switched me out of my job and filled out the official tax form for my job mind you, and he's getting whatever tax whatever social security benefits collected me non anymore - if he kicks me out the house I'm destitute). Anyways he says $120 a month is a "tithe" for me.................so I already donated like $5 at least to the church we are currently going to this week, now I donate the rest for the week..........................
I'm going to say which church so everyone knows this is a christian church
this is me trying god
Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it." God's going to have to get "creative" because if god gives me more earhtly things household clutter that will be Him cursing me. The only way god can truelly bless me is with a larger house. 
  God giving me earthly things wouldn't be a blessing, but a curse my house has to much stuff in it! 
  There was a organ in picture below to the left, I just sat for hours watching it burn in the firepit................so that now we have a space for a christmas tree and after that cat shelving.........
as you can see the stone floor (it's fake) now goes up to the living room, brian is about to install more stone flooring today in the living room ----------- so a lot of that destroyed wood flooring is finally going bye bye. 
I DON'T HATE GOD
I AM FRUSTRATED WITH GOD/SOCIETY AND THE BIBLE
BECAUSE I HAVE DONATED DAILY TO CHARITIES FOR YEARS
AND ALL I AM IS ATTACKED ONLINE
nothing good "good" has happened to me
1 land I can't built on so if your going to count that I can't build on it
the other one
we ain't even got the foundation for the cabin done yet
battling the mess in our house in the city and all the city things that need to get did
I'M IN HELL
Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."
I don't find Luke 6:38 to be the case AT ALL. LIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS If it ain't looking to be true for me, and I have donated to charities daily for years.
but that's ok 
luke 6:38 pry is bs looks to be fully bs and crap garbage trash bible verse
NOW I TRY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Friday, December 5, 2025

I'm not wanting to "upsurp" authority of men. Nope when lucifer, satan the devil get's here I will listen carefully to him 1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." He HAS WISDOM............despite popular opinoins about the devil.....................

I'm not wanting to "upsurp" authority of men. Nope when lucifer, satan the devil get's here I will listen carefully to him 1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." He HAS WISDOM............despite popular opinoins about the devil.....................
sure
he's giving his power to the beast
Revelation 13:4 "And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is like unto the beast? who is able to make war with him?"
well he ain't just giving power to the beast FOR NOTHING
this is a "thought out maneuver" 
lucifer ain't blind
he can see the caos on this earth and the need for a 1 world order
this system isn't working
it isn't working
when people can go missing and never be found for maybe years and years
when people with some them in usa 2 jobs and they living in tents cause they can't afford rent THAT'S A BROKEN SYSTEM
SURE
we ain't wanting to change the pyramid
no
you got 
moses wasn't one of the poors
NO HATE FOR THE PEASANTS
joseph didn't stay with his peasant family
jesus was without a home - so technically a peasant if you want to get technical ------- but I strongely believe jesus was a "tee hee peasant" cause he it does look to be per the bible I CAN READ..........................was continually pretty well at people's houses, where they cooked his meals, pry the best food, pry their very best --------- TREATED LIKE A KING "well sheri he's the lord" well I still have a point. 
and there isn't nothing wrong with that
I would hope God almighty would be able to bless his people! I WOULD HOPE SO!
There's gotta always on earth be a "mountain to climb" so that people will want to excersize more
read their bibles more
pray more
--------------- so that they aren't most of them sitting in their parents houses their whole lives playing video games!
ok I go sauna
none of us ladies can give the beast "our power" ------------- only lucifer, satan the devil can do what he's about to do AND FOR AT LEAST AWHILE (til people die and go to hell) I believe the "one world order" WILL HELP
you all got to get it out of your heads that lucifer, satan the devil is just evil and wicked and has no care for human kind that's ain't the case!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men."
  are there horrible, horrible men, that rape and kill and kidnap women and kids - yes...........................that should not ever have authority yet they pry do in their society. 
  Lucifer isn't the type to rape and harm children or women - no - he's a legit leader!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (you can hate him, but he is a legit leader and he ain't stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 
 He's about to give if he ain't already the beast power - FOR GOOD REASON. 
I'M A LITTLE SATANIC WHATEVER
JESUS CHRIST IS LORD
HIS PEACE IS GREAT FACT I'M ABOUT TO READ THE BIBLE AFTER I POST THIS
THEN SAUNA
πŸ‘ΏπŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“
i'M NOT A "UPSURPER OF MENS AUTHORITY" - JUST WISH WOMEN WOULD BE TREATED BETTER AND THAT AIN'T A CRIME
ps.............I pay the 33 cent processing fee everytime I donate to the church below that me and brian currently attend...............................
I am TRYING GOD
Malachi 3:10
Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
He better deliver to else He's about to look REALLY BAD......................no hate for god, no, but if he don't bless me he's about to look like a cheap chump................................THE BIBLE SAYS TRY GOD....................................SO DON'T BE UPSET WITH ME SAYING THAT GOD MIGHT END UP LOOKING LIKE A "CHEAP CHUMP" THE BIBLE LITERAL SAYS TO TRY GOD! OR AS IT'S WORDED "PROVE ME NOW HEREWITH" ---------- OK GOD DON'T BE A "CHEAP CHUMP" THEN................................



Thursday, December 4, 2025

I think God made us poodles. LOWLY. Hebrews 2:9 "But we see Jesus, who was made a little lower than the angels for the suffering of death, crowned with glory and honour; that he by the grace of God should taste death for every man." I mean go ahead praise the lord all you want on sunday........................but somedays I wish I wasn't a poodle - AM I THE ONLY ONE??????? I wish I was green in color, with glowing eye's WHY DOES JESUS ONLY GET THE "GLOWING EYE ACTION"???????????????Revelation 1:14 "His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire;" REST OF US ARE DOOMED POODLES FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF I COULD HAVE GLOWING EYE'S AND GREEN SKIN (I FEEL AS A POODLE I NEED GREEN SKIN TO ADD TO THE EFFECT) LOVE GOD - but you know fly up to god and go "sup son" THAT WOULD BE PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's ruff being a poodle.......................if a poodle ever tried to attack me I'd pry just sit there and let it bite me so that it could finally have some dignity...................YOU KNOW YOU WOULD TO............................

my modest look for today 😁.................wearing loosely a waist trainer in this picture I use the waist trainers to trap in heat (instead of sono bello I'm going with the cellulite cream/waist trainer/infinity hula hoop combo -------------- I even bought gold stars to put on a calendar every day that I hula hoop for at least a half a hour to hold myself accountable)........................

please write me off forever in your lives my family members and quit stalking my life since how I destroyed your lives - hence your so supportive of family members threatening to sue me I can't deal with that kind of stress that's way to much stress please ---------- go just pat each other on the back and sue and/or threaten to sue other people that aren't me please for your lord jesus christ.

I don't need inheritance I don't need money I am the black sheep

(I'm basically telling you if I found myself homeless, I'd if need be diet, go for a jog, do "go fund me's" 

start a only fans

or become a stripper

THAT SHIZ PAYSSSSSSSSSSSS

I'd find a way to survive I'm saying

I pry am a "black sheep delux" 

but I don't think god is hating on the strippers, only fans, porn stars there ain't many jobs out there the job market STINKS they need to live they need to have food to eat GOD KNOW THIS!

I think God made us poodles. LOWLY. Hebrews 2:9 "But we see Jesus, who was made a little lower than the angels for the suffering of death, crowned with glory and honour; that he by the grace of God should taste death for every man." I mean go ahead praise the lord all you want on sunday........................but somedays I wish I wasn't a poodle - AM I THE ONLY ONE??????? I wish I was green in color, with glowing eye's WHY DOES JESUS ONLY GET THE "GLOWING EYE ACTION"??????????????? Revelation 1:14 "His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire;" REST OF US ARE DOOMED POODLES FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF I COULD HAVE GLOWING EYE'S AND GREEN SKIN (I FEEL AS A POODLE I NEED GREEN SKIN TO ADD TO THE EFFECT) LOVE GOD - but you know fly up to god and go "sup son" THAT WOULD BE PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's ruff being a poodle.......................if a poodle ever tried to attack me I'd pry just sit there and let it bite me so that it could finally have some dignity...................YOU KNOW YOU WOULD TO............................

"SORRY LITTLE HAAS, BUT NOBODIES AFRAID OF YOU".....................

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/-LOEcHIZcQY

"BUT SHERI POODLES ARE SMART"

ok
ok 
all you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo smart sheep I mean poodles
only jesus get's the glow eye effect happening
THE HORROR EVERYONE ELSE IF THEY WANT GLOWING EYEBALLS (FOR DIGNITY SAKE) CONTACTS THAT'S OUR ONLY HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!
my favorite poodle online - I'd let that cute little guy bite me often πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“...................GIVE THAT POODLE DIGNITY..................COMMON TUCKER JUST A GET A LITTLE BITE IN FINALLY YOU CAN DO IT COMMON!!!!!!!!!!..........................
πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“ tucker πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“
to my family members that like to threaten to sue me all the time (twice but that like DIAHREA THAT'S OFTEN) and they were vicious about it to. 
they stress me out with their intense desire to threaten to sue me baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
you are a poodle probably
jesus says sheep
but poodle basically your a poodle or if your headed to hell - goat - (probably a glorified poodle then) 
if your eyeballs don't naturally glow like fire like jesus is going to YOUR IN POODLE CLASSIFICATION I'M SURE OF IT
Psalm 8:1-4 "O Lord, our Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the earth! who hast set thy glory above the heavens. Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings hast thou ordained strength because of thine enemies, that thou mightest still the enemy and the avenger. When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, the moon and the stars, which thou hast ordained; What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him?"
YOUR NOT MIGHTY 
I'M NOT MIGHTY
jesus is mighty.........................
Revelation 1:14 "His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire;" 
100's and 100's of you have "showed me your teeth" -------------- psssssssssssssssssssssssss your eyeballs are not "as a flame of fire" pssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
off to get more sleep
most humans are so sad
they think they are so tuff and "boss" 
they are poodles
""""What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him""""
poodles
 if you think you are something so awesome and mighty no I'm here to tell you you are a poodle I really believe that cause it's the case only jesus is going to have fire eyeballs less you wear contact lenses but you'll be "faking it" with contact lenses so at best you can only "fake it"
322 and if you don't know where that is ------------- that's tragic for you



Tuesday, December 2, 2025

"People that love being with you, that can't wait to see you" -------------------- THEM I AM AFTER..........................

Having to worry all the time when the next time a family member is going to call us up on the phone or e-mail us chewing us out for their lord jesus chrsit and threatening to sue us - it's to stressful for me. I need like to be out of my family.........................their threaten to sue everyone for their lord jesus christ way of practicing christianity is to stressful for me!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S TO STRESSFUL FOR ME!!!!!!!!!
where's the chill people
the people that won't stalk your blog waiting to threaten to sue you for their lord jesus christ
where's those people?????????????????????????? Can you be friends with me?????????
"People that love being with you, that can't wait to see you" -------------------- THEM I AM AFTER..........................

not me having to "perform" 

but be myself me being able to be myself

joel is so right

joel is soooooooooooooooooooooooo right

this might be my favorite sermon ever of joel osteens

once I used to get bitter and offended - not anymore

my story 

my purpose

isn't most people's

so very few god would bring to me it stands to reason

one day

and I've said this before on my blog

I was at a christian retreat, and my best friends for the most part ditched me to hang out with a christian boy band 

and I was all alone 

and like 2-3 kids from our camp came up to me and asked if they could sit with me - I said sure

and we had the best time

those kids were from a whole nother church then my church

but god did give me friends HE SURE DID

...........I just got to wait

off to sauna

out of that over 6 million blog views and it's more then that because those are "hard clicks" and my husband one day looked to see on how many off the feeds my blog is on............now it might've changed by now...........but when he looked I was on the bulk of the main feeds. 
it's not about how much traffic I have
or likes
or how many likes or views you have either
all things work together for the good...............................
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
  ok off to sauna
Don't read rambling got to get it off my chest................................
As I've stated before my family left me 23 or so years ago, long ago they moved away from me (besides a few relatives that live 1 1/2 hour drive away - not many, big sister who didn't live with us I didn't know of her existance til I was 3 years old and then we lived in arizona 7 years and so I clean wasn't around her most of my childhood and rest of the years I've mostly only been around her at family get togethers and her kids the mega rare family get togethers her kids now adults show up, a aunt, and a cousin, maybe my brother I don't know where he lives he moved to salem but never invited me to his house once who knows looks like I destroyed his and his wifes lives as soon as I mentioned how many divorces he got him and his wife looks to be instantly were fired from their jobs addicted to meth and living lives of desperate prostitution on the streets THAT'S WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE HAPPENED) 
uncles don't just threaten to sue their neice and nephew "for all they have" like my brother did less he's homeless and on meth and living a life of "desperate prostitution" 
or his a-hole
but let's pretend they are on meth homeless living lives of "desperate prostitution" 
they left me
and then my mom e-mailed me for years and years
and yes
I e-mailed my family for years and years and mostly it was just my mom the replied to my e-mails
maybe 1-2 e-mails per year PER YEAR from A-, A-, K-
I eventually wanted out of my family bad
cause well 2 have threatened to sue me
and my mom told me she's "tired of my bull-----------" 
and my dad on the phone I think the last time I talked to my parents on the phone years ago he told me I broke the family a part and that it was all my fault
well who wants to stay in a family where the family members threaten to sue me often and they all support that and they most of them treat me awefully
they never left my instagram
so I've had to log out on instagram ---------- they still were trying to text me often christian spam THEY NEVER LETTED ME LEAVE
but it's so stressful knowing
oh they are always watching my every blog post waiting to sue me again THAT'S SO MUCH STRESS I DON'T NEED OR WANT THAT STRESS IN MY LIFE
I need people around me that support me
that love me
really love me
not loving me to look "christian" ------- cause I know what they think, that they are such the great christians they havvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve to keep me in the family
---------------- I'm not sure why they are so insistant
like I said
I need to no longer have to worry about being sued and that means me no longer in the family cause it's my family that likes and enjoys and lives to threaten to sue me twice now THAT'S A LOT. 
  ---------------------------------- TOPIC TWO
I live on eggshells around brian, cause last time he drove me so out of my mind, I was freaking out had to leave the house so bad I was so out of my mind I tried to squeeze out a window way to small -------------------- when I found out I wasn't able to, I went ahead and walked past brian and ian. 
brian accusing me of preaching to him
I wasn't
I was excited about a bible verse and he disagree'd with my interpretation and I was like no brian it literally says.............................AND I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO NO ---------- I WASN'T PREACHING TO HIM THAT ISN'T ME "SERMONING"
I ain't a preacher
I don't preach or try to preach
my blogs are more in the style of a "evangelist" most of the time ------ that's my "mo"
  he was calling me trash garbage the worst ever that day and he says "dear" all the time but I know what he really thinks about me
he thinks I'm trash
because I dared to disagree with him on a bible verse that clearly was saying what I said it said cause there was 0% room for debate on that AND HE KNEW I WAS RIGHT CAUSE HE ALSO KNOWS HOW TO READ!!!!!!!! BUT HE WAS MAD AT ME BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I REFUSED TO BELIEVE THE VERSION OF THAT VERSE WHICH WASN'T EVEN THAT VERSE HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME THAT VERSE SAID HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME ENTIRELLY DIFFERENT WORDS THEN WHAT THAT VERSE SAID ---------------- what he was trying to tell me wasn't even close!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that isn't me trying to 
upsurp authority I KNOW HOW TO READ
.......................................................................but fine if he's mad that I tried or did upsurp his authority that day
the way he bashed me drove me out of my mind so bad that day
ever since then I'm worried when's he going to bash me to hell next
but he's mostly in my corner.............
I mean we don't fight often
but when we do it's baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
love both my husbands if my memories are real......................
I don't always get along with lucifer
but it's different
he shook my hand
when the devil shakes your hand YOU CAN KNOW HE'S GOING TO HOLD TO THAT THAT WAS A BINDING CONTRACT OF SORTS.......................HE WON'T DERAIL FROM THAT
.................he touched my leg one day and all the stress melted from my body
I'm so stressed out right now
2025 in america is stressful
it's stressful
.................................
a island, 
a alcholic or non alcoholic pina colada
the breeze hitting me, that nice summer island breeze
I need that
I need that badly and to no longer be eggshell walking
love both my husbands
but there's only 1 of the 2 that can acheive that I believe fully - lucifer
my brother told my husband he needs to "control his wife" 
and many a guy is controlling
but brian and lucifer both know I need a little freedom
AT LEAST THE FREEDOM TO BLOG
maybe 
many women are silenced by their men - that's so sad for them
you can hate lucifer if you want forever - but from my experience one handshake from him can make a persons life
one handshake from lucifer from my experience can MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE
cause he'll do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he ain't going to go back on that EVER FOR ALL OF ETERNITY
ps.............I pay the 33 cent processing fee everytime I donate to the church below that me and brian currently attend...............................
I am TRYING GOD
Malachi 3:10
Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
He better deliver to else He's about to look REALLY BAD......................no hate for god, no, but if he don't bless me he's about to look like a cheap chump................................THE BIBLE SAYS TRY GOD....................................SO DON'T BE UPSET WITH ME SAYING THAT GOD MIGHT END UP LOOKING LIKE A "CHEAP CHUMP" THE BIBLE LITERAL SAYS TO TRY GOD! OR AS IT'S WORDED "PROVE ME NOW HEREWITH" ---------- OK GOD DON'T BE A "CHEAP CHUMP" THEN................................




video blog post surely chalked with evps of the devil, satan, lucifer if you turn up the volume: If lucifer isn't here by the time armageddon happens I will claw through the realms of hell if need be do all I can to stand in front of the lord at the day of armaggedon and take a stand for the outcasts, the labelled "untouchables" THOSE WITH BAD LUCK. That didn't have warm loving families to give them bible study times etc. (on my mom's side my family my grandma bible studied me, on my dad's side of the family my grandpa bible studied me). THEY DIDN'T HAVE CHURCH FOLK POURING INTO THEIR LIVES THEY HAD BAD LUCK I AM PLENTY WILLING AND DESIRING EVEN TO TAKE A STAND BEFORE THE LORD ON ARMAGGEDON ON JUDGEMENT DAY Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I have seen something else under the sun: The race is not to the swift or the battle to the strong, nor does food come to the wise or wealth to the brilliant or favor to the learned; but time and chance happen to them all." The bible says itself that people wish to do good but the sin that's within them makes them do bad wait I get the verse.....................

video blog post surely chalked with evps of the devil, satan, lucifer if you turn up the volume: If lucifer isn't here by the time armageddon happens I will claw through the realms of hell if need be do all I can to stand in front of the lord at the day of armaggedon and take a stand for the outcasts, the labelled "untouchables" THOSE WITH BAD LUCK. That didn't have warm loving families to give them bible study times etc. (on my mom's side my family my grandma bible studied me, on my dad's side of the family my grandpa bible studied me). THEY DIDN'T HAVE CHURCH FOLK POURING INTO THEIR LIVES THEY HAD BAD LUCK I AM PLENTY WILLING AND DESIRING EVEN TO TAKE A STAND BEFORE THE LORD ON ARMAGGEDON ON JUDGEMENT DAY  Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I have seen something else under the sun: The race is not to the swift or the battle to the strong, nor does food come to the wise or wealth to the brilliant or favor to the learned; but time and chance happen to them all." The bible says itself that people wish to do good but the sin that's within them makes them do bad wait I get the verse.....................
Romans 7:16-18 "If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good. Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not." This verse is saying the good is within people somewhere, but the sin that is in their flesh is what they do...............because the flesh is winning in their lives................. 

not that one can't overcome cause you can overcome
and I can overcome the lusts of the flesh
He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels.
some people don't have christ in their lives
or the draw back
and the worm "dieth not"
Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched.
  And it was bad luck
and how easy is it to have bad luck on this earth - I think VERY EASY
when if you say wear a crystal other christians might not speak to you cause your "dark sided" or a "witch" they won't pour into your life pry then
or even if your hair ain't like how they like it, or your clothing isn't how they like it
if your poverty striken..............and you have to work 2 jobs which in the usa in the year 2025 that is a real possibility since how housing is so expensive..........and you are to tired at the end of the night to read your bible, or donate to charities, get white garments for yourself on judgement day i'm saying - YOUR TO TIRED..................understandable in my estimation.....................but that is bad luck for you........................
Matthew 22

12 And he saith unto him, Friend, how camest thou in hither not having a wedding garment? And he was speechless.

13 Then said the king to the servants, Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness, there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

14 For many are called, but few are chosen.

  It very well could be the man in matthew 22:12-14 worked 2-3 jobs, to feed his wife and 20 kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It takes a lot of jobs to feed 20 kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

but the bible don't care if your having to work all the time to feed your 20 kids

your still not off "the hook" your supposed to feed your 20 kids, and also the hungry, let in homeless people in your house feed them, "strangers" people you don't even know that might steal all your things your supposed to house them!!!!!!!!! Visit the sick. Don't matter if you have to take your dinner and swerve on the street cause you just worked 2-3 jobs to feed your 20 kids..........................

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

and if you don't do Matthew 25:35-37

KISS YOU BUTT GOODBYE TO HELL THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 25:41-46 "Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not. Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?  Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me. And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal."
there's no room for "oh you were on welfare stamps and couldn't afford to help anybody ok go to heaven then" ----------------------------------------- no room for any mercy like that in the bible
either you do this list above or you don't and kiss your butt goodbye to hell I KNOW HOW TO READ!