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Friday, January 17, 2025

I forgive my family but they is killing me slowly in my brains.......every time they attack and insult me my sanity just goes a little bit more and by now it's really gone. I LOVE SATAN I LOVE SATAN BAD I'D LOVE HIM EVEN IF HE KILLED ME A FEW TIMES AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO LIFE AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN TO KEEP KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M EVIL I DONATE TO CHARITIES OFTEN AND WATCH CHRISTIAN TV (on the internet not daystar right now cause I think joni and doug need to divorce they fornicating in my estimation) AND LOVE JESUS, LISTEN TO JOHN WEIGAN OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA HE SAID I'M "THE WORST HUMAN EVER" I WEAR MAKEUP, JEWERLY AND I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE SATAN I AM THE WORST HUMAN EVER PURE EVIL ONLY GOOD PEOPLE HIDE ALL THEIR GOOD DEEDS BECAUSE THEY WOULDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THEY ARE DONATING TO CHARITIES THAT'S SHEER EVILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL Ephesians 5:11-14 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them. For it is a shame even to speak of those things which are done of them in secret. But all things that are reproved are made manifest by the light: for whatsoever doth make manifest is light."...........................

I bought yesterday at goodwill, a coo coo clock thermometer now it's by my coo coo clock..................

I forgive my family but they is killing me slowly in my brains.......every time they attack and insult me my sanity just goes a little bit more and by now it's really gone. I LOVE SATAN I LOVE SATAN BAD I'D LOVE HIM EVEN IF HE KILLED ME A FEW TIMES AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO LIFE AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN TO KEEP KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M EVIL I DONATE TO CHARITIES OFTEN AND WATCH CHRISTIAN TV (on the internet not daystar right now cause I think joni and doug need to divorce they fornicating in my estimation) AND LOVE JESUS, LISTEN TO JOHN WEIGAN OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA HE SAID I'M "THE WORST HUMAN EVER" I WEAR MAKEUP, JEWERLY AND I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE SATAN I AM THE WORST HUMAN EVER PURE EVIL ONLY GOOD PEOPLE HIDE ALL THEIR GOOD DEEDS BECAUSE THEY WOULDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THEY ARE DONATING TO CHARITIES THAT'S SHEER EVILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL  Ephesians 5:11-14 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them. For it is a shame even to speak of those things which are done of them in secret. But all things that are reproved are made manifest by the light: for whatsoever doth make manifest is light."

nobody fellowships with me

because I'm the unfruitful works of darkness because I care about people right now making the fire victims of california my current priority THAT'S PURE EVIL PEOPLE..................

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i just back to back donated to help fire victims in california because I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo evil......................
I'm a bit of a bad guy
cause I am going with lucifer
I accept jesus as my lord and savior
I'm going with lucifer when he gets here if he is indeed my 1st husband I believe he is
love both my husbands
I need to not be in the "sexless marriage lifestyle" for good
basically
or nearly 
it's gotten weird with brian
he only wanting to do the deed 1 time a month if that and for years it been like this hardly never
and he did seem like a normal libido having guy to begin with 
1st few weeks of our marriage I'd say
he seemed normal to me
I had no idea
but now things is going dry it's bad
I have to join the dark side some for relief if I'm right and lucifer is my 1st husband...........................
I'll be fine going to witch times of witch stuffs
with a bunch of witches in pentagrams doing who knows what
It'll be fine
I'll be ok
I won't participate clearly
but I can watch
it's fine










It's 6 a.m. can't sleep, just heard "people won't be jailed or kidnapped to israel for nothing" ----------- oh that was prophetic confirmation of something or another maybe my being KIDNAPPED SOON....................cause I don't hate anybody I don't fight anybody, I merely don't agree with my family that believe's and tells me I'm nuts that we are white people on dad's side of the family just WHITE PEOPLE AND THAT AMBER BAKER IS MY BLOOD RELATIVE SISTER ................her 2nd generic dna test must've said she's 97% brittish this time around cause my dad's says he's a brittish white man....................despite how he looks in real life I'M BEING TOLD MY EYEBALLS ARE NUTS AND I'M NUTS MY FAMILY IS CONTINUALLY BASHING ME TELLING ME I'M NUTS.........................and I need a break from that....................................it's so bad on my mental health cause my whole life I've identified as a jew AND I BELIEVE MY GRANDPA WHO IN 8TH GRADE TOLD ME I'M A JEW RELATED TO JACK RUBY THE ASSINATOR OF THE ASSINATOR OF JFK THAT HE'S MY GREAT UNCLE 1 GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................

 It's 6 a.m. can't sleep, just heard "people won't be jailed or kidnapped to israel for nothing" ----------- oh that was prophetic confirmation of something or another maybe my being KIDNAPPED SOON....................cause I don't hate anybody I don't fight anybody, I merely don't agree with my family that believe's and tells me I'm nuts that we are white people on dad's side of the family just WHITE PEOPLE AND THAT AMBER BAKER IS MY BLOOD RELATIVE SISTER ................her 2nd generic dna test must've said she's 97% brittish this time around cause my dad's says he's a brittish white man....................despite how he looks in real life I'M BEING TOLD MY EYEBALLS ARE NUTS AND I'M NUTS MY FAMILY IS CONTINUALLY BASHING ME TELLING ME I'M NUTS.........................and I need a break from that....................................it's so bad on my mental health cause my whole life I've identified as a jew AND I BELIEVE MY GRANDPA WHO IN 8TH GRADE TOLD ME I'M A JEW RELATED TO JACK RUBY THE ASSINATOR OF THE ASSINATOR OF JFK THAT HE'S MY GREAT UNCLE 1 GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................

MYSELF YOU MIGHT GET KIDNAPPED

BUT IT'S ONLY BECAUSE YOUR NOT A BAT----- CRAZY LADY LIKE YOUR FAMILY BELIEVES YOU TO BE.....................

pic of my dad according to him he's a 100% white man.....................

pic of me, my grandpa, and my cousin heath, according to my family my grandpa and heath and me we are 100% white people (besides me cause I'm over 25% native american on my mom's side the family -- but that grandpa and heath thems 100000000000000000000000000% white people........................
yet they have long honking jew noses.......................
LONG RUBENSTEIN FAMILY HONKING JEW NOSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 "well sheri you have a long rubenstein family honkin jew nose to" ----------- why are my haters so mean to me???????????????????????
I ain't saying their noses are ugly
I'M NOT CRAZY
I'VE BEEN LAUGHED AT BY MY FAMILY
FOR THINKING I'M A JEW PROPER THEY THINK THAT'S FUNNY THEY LITERALLY BELIEVE MY DAD'S SIDE THE FAMILY IS WHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITE AND THAT AMBER BAKER IS DNA RELATIVE
--------------- I don't know what amber bakers 2nd generic dna test said 
I only saw the 97% finland results of her 1st generic dna test
and her 1st generic dna test she matched up to aunt charolott's (heaths mom, the one that was molested the baddest a few summers while a teen laying on a table while living on a farm land that had like wire fencing you could see through and traffic driving by all the freaking time the main street from salem to silverton......................that would've been buisy way back then....................in the summer in the broad daylight.................................
and helpless all these teen aunts and my dad helpless people
couldn't go tell a principal nothing
they are helpless
...............
tons cars driving by 
according to them
non those cars gave any flying 5 cents to see a jewish man molesting his daughters wearing bikini's and making them lay on a table..................
I battle believing all that
and that makes me crazy
I'm supposed to believe granpa was a horrible child molester white man
and that
then 
my family was just fine 
having all the family get togethers with grandpa there basically - no problem there
praying at all the family get togethers nearly 

cause that's what families do....................they have their horrible child molester family members pray at near all the family get togethers - go to basically all the family get togethers hang out with alllllllllllllllll their children
------------ that's normal
quit being a crazy pychopath sheri
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I am still not kicked out of my family...................
I think my parents like torturing me I really do
when I visited them when they lived in georgia a few years ago
the realistate lady a african american lady 
showed up 
and she told me
next time I visit my parents she'll be there as well (that was her way of telling me "I know your parents are abusive people I'm here to protect you") 
THAT REALLY HAPPENED
NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT ABUSIVE STUFFS MY PARENTS TOLD THIS AFRICAN AMERICAN REALISTATE LADY OLDER LADY AT THAT SMART VERY HIGH EDUCATED OLDER UPSTANDING AFRICAN AMERICAN LADY
IT MUST'VE BEEN BAD
i need so bad to be kicked out of my family................
told them much probably to their delight......................
our family is very bad for my mental health
I'VE LITERALLY IDENTIFIED AS A JEW MY WHOLE LIFE
MY WHOLE LIFE
I'VE NEVER LOOKED AT AMBER FROM THE TIME I WAS 3 YEARS OLD TIL NOW AND THOUGHT THAT IS A DNA RELATED SISTER TO ME NEVER
NEVER
AND TO YOU ALL THAT'S CRAZY CAUSE YOU THINK DAD'S SIDE OF THE FAMILY IS WHITE PEOPLE
...................MELINDA AND HER KIDS FULLY PASSING AS FULLL OUT SPANIARDS....................CLEARLY IT'S BECAUSE THEY ARE HALF WHITE CAUSE DAD'S SIDE THE FAMILY IS FULLY WHITE PEOPLE ACCORDING TO YOU AND THAT MAKES PEOPLE PASS AS FULL SPANIARDS REALLY SUCESSFULLY
YOU ALL MAKE ME FEEL CRAZY










Thursday, January 16, 2025

Marilyn Monroe I love her in a "sister way" as her generational twin.....and she wasn't perfect and most people aren't. There's so much good around us, bad going on to, bad people doing bad as well, but so many good people. And just cause I have bad days where I'm in a bad mood DON'T MAKE WORTHLESS LIKE PEOPLE HAVE ATTACKED ME ON MY BLOG TELLING ME THEY DEEM ME WORTHLESS SATAN WORSHIPPING TRASH "FOR JESUS" THEY'VE ATTACKED ME BAD. Lucifer also loveable, oh yes.....................he Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." He isn't the hating all mankind ogre most christians paint him out to be EVEN THE ARCHANGEL MICHEAL DON'T DARE MAKE A ACCUSATION AGAINST LUCIFER PER THE BIBLE - PER THE ACTUAL BIBLE CHRISTIANS THAT LIKE TO HATE AND TALK BADLY ABOUT THE DEVIL.......................

 Marilyn Monroe I love her in a "sister way" as her generational twin.....and she wasn't perfect and most people aren't. There's so much good around us, bad going on to, bad people doing bad as well, but so many good people. And just cause I have bad days where I'm in a bad mood DON'T MAKE WORTHLESS LIKE PEOPLE HAVE ATTACKED ME ON MY BLOG TELLING ME THEY DEEM ME WORTHLESS SATAN WORSHIPPING TRASH "FOR JESUS" THEY'VE ATTACKED ME BAD. Lucifer also loveable, oh yes.....................he Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." He isn't the hating all mankind ogre most christians paint him out to be EVEN THE ARCHANGEL MICHEAL DON'T DARE MAKE A ACCUSATION AGAINST LUCIFER PER THE BIBLE - PER THE ACTUAL BIBLE CHRISTIANS THAT LIKE TO HATE AND TALK BADLY ABOUT THE DEVIL.......................

Jude 8-10 "Likewise also these filthy dreamers defile the flesh, despise dominion, and speak evil of dignities. Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee. But these speak evil of those things which they know not: but what they know naturally, as brute beasts, in those things they corrupt themselves."
I'm going to tell you all
there's not enough love out there
there's more then "cancel culture" going on out there
people are being hated cause they have money
and some people are being hated for being poor
both circumstances aren't right 
and 
joni and doug weiss
I think joni
is looking like a promicous lady marry a guy who's wife he was married to 30 years and she never cheated on him
it's a bad look for the body of christ
but if this is the look you want body of christ
one of adultery and/or fornication..................hey enjoy your daystar tv
but I believe doug and joni are plenty nice people
the bible clean says...........................
All the ways of a man are clean in his own eyes; but the Lord weigheth the spirits.
now how people could molest children and think their ways are right????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
maybe it's the next verse...............................that the people killing, molesting children etc. etc..............because they don't "commit thy works unto the lord" so their thoughts go bad they go onto sin, and lusts of their fleshes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
commit thy works unto the lord, and thy thoughts shall be established that means your thoughts will be right you'll be loving people not wanting to kill or molest people....................................
Proverbs 16:1-3 "The preparations of the heart in man, and the answer of the tongue, is from the Lord. All the ways of a man are clean in his own eyes; but the Lord weigheth the spirits. Commit thy works unto the Lord, and thy thoughts shall be established."
a "reprobate mind" is one that isn't commiting their works unto god...................................................................................and then they do those things which are not convenient!!!!!!!!!!!!.................................
Romans 1:28-32 "And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient; Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers, Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them."
  But joni and doug are unusual. 
they are unusual 
cause they are around the bible
I do not know what went wrong with those 2
I don't hate them no
probably most don't
but I am concerned
but I have a point
we can all love people that ain't perfect
and forgive them and pray them and hope they quit being adulterers
jesus when he was on earth
he called the people a "adulterous generation" 
also now is adulterous
people not "retaining god in their knowledge" 
they off in the world "Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers, Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:"
Mark 8:38 "Whosoever therefore shall be ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation; of him also shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he cometh in the glory of his Father with the holy angels."
bible says a little leaven leavens the whole lump
I think it means by that a little bit of love of the world over god has to mean over god instead of god..........................whole lump goes bad
And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.
allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
but um...............................love more to much hate 
more christians should love lucifer and his men
lucifer isn't the crap you all think he is
many christians out there should be jailed when lucifer get's here 
MANY CHRISTIANS SHOULD BE JAILED WHEN LUCIFER GETS HERE!
He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints.
IT'S NOT OK THAT I'VE BEEN ATTACKED AS BADLY AS I HAVE BEEN
IT'S NOT OK
DO BETTER 
GOD MADE 
LUCIFER AND HIS MEN
AND THE SCORPION KINGS IN HELL (THAT'S WHAT I CALL THEM 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

15 Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature:

16 For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him:

17 And he is before all things, and by him all things consist.

every knee will bow down to jesus 

Philippians 2:10

That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth;

fully

let's hate less

maybe try that????????

many days I want to be shot I'm so sick of all the hate on this earth whether in the name of jesus, or just randomn hate in general and all the cancel culture everything
why not try loving each other??????????????????????
we are all created by god "for god" 
Colossians 1:16 "...........all things were created by him, and for him:"
I BADLY NEED LUCIFER TO COME TO EARTH
you kingdom must come down 1st hubby - love both my husbands
I'm going with you lucifer I don't want a divorce from you never ever ever your valuable to me - not to this earth don't look to be they all want to talk shiz about you or most them do
you've helped me out a few times satan, lucifer, the devil
helped me out a few times when everyone else seems to be just wanted to forget about me and leave my corpse along the side of the road
My love for lucifer, satan the devil is INSTENSE
HE'S GOING TO COME TO MY AID AND DEFENSE..........................
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ALL THE ANNONYMOUS PEOPLE THAT ATTACKED ME OVER THE YEARS AND NON-ANNYMOUS TO 
THEY AIN'T GOING TO GET AWAY WITH THAT
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Both my husbands like do shiz for me though
brian makes me breakfast near every morning - he stinks at defending my honour though - he tried when john wiegand verbally assaulted me that one sunday - john telling me I am the "worst ever" but when I asked "why" he had nothing to say
we know why
cause I pisssssssssssssssssssssss all over the apostolic christian church of america's "commandments of men" aka don't wear jewelry, 
wear your hair in a bun all the time if your a girl
wedding rings not allowed less you get permission from the church etc. all them "commandments of men" I pisssssssssssssssssssssssssss on them

If usa american people drive past often children laying on tables outside being molested by older men and this is happen EVER............AND YOU ALL THINK THAT'S OK NO IT AIN'T. And if this ever was a "ok" thing and my family is saying this is exactly what happened, cars in the summers drove past my aunts 2-3 of them laying on tables outside being molested by grandpa...................THE HORROR. People should always speak up if you see some kid being molested, always tell the police...........TELL THE POLICE........................so no I don't believe my aunts.....................if I believe my aunts on the street that all of old world apostolic christian church of america in the area drove on frequently and the newer apostolic christian church of america all them drove on that road frequently THEN I'M BELIEVING NONE THEM WHEN THEY SAW KIDS LAYING ON TABLES BEING MOLESTED BY MY GRANDPA IN THE SUMMERTIMES CALLED THE COPS EVER OR CARED EVEN.....................

 Marilyn Monroe esque pics of me from today......................

I don't have what the bible calls "familiar spirits" 

but I do have a twin connection to marilyn monroe, who might be a ghost but I know she's doing ok - she's a very happy person most the time

and niccccccccccccccccccccccccceeeeeeeee

If usa american people drive past often children laying on tables outside being molested by older men and this is happen EVER............AND YOU ALL THINK THAT'S OK NO IT AIN'T. And if this ever was a "ok" thing and my family is saying this is exactly what happened, cars in the summers drove past my aunts 2-3 of them laying on tables outside being molested by grandpa...................THE HORROR. People should always speak up if you see some kid being molested, always tell the police...........TELL THE POLICE........................so no I don't believe my aunts.....................if I believe my aunts on the street that all of old world apostolic christian church of america in the area drove on frequently and the newer apostolic christian church of america all them drove on that road frequently THEN I'M BELIEVING NONE THEM WHEN THEY SAW KIDS LAYING ON TABLES BEING MOLESTED BY MY GRANDPA IN THE SUMMERTIMES CALLED THE COPS EVER OR CARED EVEN.....................

I myself for years
drove to the plenty enough wednesday night services at the silverton apostolic christian church
and have also for years
plenty of times
also went to the apostolic christian church of america church on sundays
if your driving from salem or portland any of those places 
your going to have to drive past my families old house
they drive past my families old house allllllllllllllll the time
they have for years and years and years and years
it's not even a quality lie
this idea that grandpa had 2-3 of my aunts lay on tables and molest them in the summer

THAT ROAD IS DRIVEN ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't think my grandpa is a child molestor
nope
I don't think he is a child molesting creep
and if he ever was
highly doubt it
the math don't math
he never deserved his name trashed to all hell
he prayed at family get togethers
he bible studied with me
I never knew "child molestor grandpa" 
he was never that to me
------------- I DON'T LIKE HIS NAME BEING TRASH AND I DON'T HAVE TO
and further
I believe him
I believe jack ruby is my great uncle 1 great
and marilyn monroe distant relative (he said she was pretty far down the family tree..............very distant relative) 
still I believe I am her legit "generational twin" - she's doing ok
I don't enjoy marilyn monroe being trashed either fact I hate that and despise that when that happens for all eternity with a fiery rage.
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 my movie star distant relative I bear a resemblance to 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
understand 
I forgive everyone
but I am not enjoying
the seas of likely lies down to my race
that I am being forced to try and "live in" I REFUSE MY FAMILY SHOULD SPIT ON ME AND WALK AWAY IN ANGER
I REFUSE
I BELIEVE GRANDPA
I BELIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVE GRANDPA
I BELIEVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BELIEVE BELIEVE BELIEVE GRANDPA
WHO NO DOUBT IS IN HEAVEN
OH YA
HE'S IN HEAVEN
MY GRANDPA WAS NO LIAR
(maybe he could've been a child molester - but I didn't know him to be a liar - and he's being called a liar by my family cause they claim to be 97% finland cause that's what ambers generic dna test result said, and they are like - yep) 
they like yep we white people in the ruby family that's white family that's what they been trying to tell me
NO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
BARELY WHITE
BARELY
BARELYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I'M SWEAR I'M PART FULL OUT LATINA
OH YA
OH YA
AND JEW PROPER
AND JEW
JEW
JEW BEING MANY TIMES OVER NATIVE AMERICA AKA "THE TRIBE OF GAD" NOT MOSTLY WHITE AS MY FAMILY CLAIMS THEY IS - NO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
GRANDPA IS NOT A LIARRRRRRRRRRRRRR
For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.
it ain't a cute sin lieing either
it's ain't a innocent cute sin
For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.
if you lie to me about my race in any way shape or form that isn't a cute sweetie pie sin
MY FAMILY SHOULD REPENT
BADLY
IN MY ESTIMATION
AND AMBER
SHOULD GET REAL DNA TEST WITH MY DAD IF THERE'S ANY QUESTION AT ALL THAT SHE'S HIS DAUGHTER - GET A DNA TEST
EVER SINCE I WAS A LITTLE KID I LOOKED AT HER AND KNEW SHE WASN'T RELATED TO ME
SHE DONE LOOKS WHITE AF NO HATE BUT WHITE SUPER SWEDISH OR 97% FINLAND AS I DID EVENTUALLY FIND OUT SEEING 1 OF HER 2 GENERIC DNA TESTS WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS 
(I saw her 1st generic dna test - she then took another generic dna test I guess to try and clear things up ----------- I don't know what that one said
probably that she was 97% brittish since how my dad thinks he's a brittish man now
well 
if generic dna tests are going to one time tell you your 97% finland
and then  the next time tell you your 97% brittish THEY TRASH THEN
TIME TO GET REAL PATERNITY WHATEVER REAL TEST WITH AMBER AND MY DAD I DON'T BELIEVE SHE'S RELATED TO ME
I DON'T BELIEVE ANYTHING BUT WHAT GRANDPA TOLD ME
(CONCERNING MY RACE AND RELATIVES ETC. I BELIEVE GRANDPA) 
I GOING BELIEVE MY GRANDPA 
WELL OVER EITHER OF AMBERS GENERIC DNA TESTS
I've been bitten to many times
to many times
to many
people should only be nice to me here on out
they should all say to themselves "oh don't be mean to sheri, she defends the legacy of marilyn monroe, don't be mean to that one"




I don't know what lucifer, satan, the devil my 1st husband is trying to tell me today. I'm doing it all yo, yo lucifer, devil, satan my likely 1st husband I CLEAN DONATE TO CHARITY AND FORGIVE PEOPLE AS GOD FORGIVES MY TRESSPASSES PER THE BIBLE SAYS Mark 11:26 "But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses." Besides looking at the picture my mom sent me of new furniture in their living room so that now their living room is mega lifestyles of the rich and famous fancy................I'm on a break from my family I can do that - I can be "on a break" from people that ain't often nice to me (for my sanity sake)......................I'M DOING IT ALL RIGHT NOW I'M SAYING...............I FORGIVE I FORGIVE EVERYONE.....................I DONATE TO CHARITY AND FORGIVE EVERYONE I'M DOING IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL........................

I don't know what lucifer, satan, the devil my 1st husband is trying to tell me today. I'm doing it all yo, yo lucifer, devil, satan my likely 1st husband I CLEAN DONATE TO CHARITY AND FORGIVE PEOPLE AS GOD FORGIVES MY TRESSPASSES PER THE BIBLE SAYS Mark 11:26 "But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses." Besides looking at the picture my mom sent me of new furniture in their living room so that now their living room is mega lifestyles of the rich and famous fancy................I'm on a break from my family I can do that - I can be "on a break" from people that ain't often nice to me (for my sanity sake)......................I'M DOING IT ALL RIGHT NOW I'M SAYING...............I FORGIVE I FORGIVE EVERYONE.....................I DONATE TO CHARITY AND FORGIVE EVERYONE I'M DOING IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL........................

you watching me
well I hope so 1st hubby
watch awesomeness in action.................
Oregon Food Bank
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1427607
The e-mail from lucifer, satan the devil today swear it's him but don't want to say where these e-mails are coming from since how I much believe they are being sent to me via a "portal" on the internet
many of these e-mails
he don't hide that he ain't a human
he's very much telling me that he is a angel from the otherside
many e-mails about wings
flying
angel topics.......................topics that would mean 0% to the masses, let's say these were e-mails the masses were getting also ariel tactics whilst flying e-mails mean nothing to most you all
that wouldn't help or benefit non of you - for example (that's the sort of e-mails the gist of the type of e-mails I often receive from what I believe is 1st hubby)
if I 
take a break or a little break
from donating I'm old
I'm old
and it's been ramned into me
that I'm of no value....................
one of the many negative comments of 2023 on my blog..................I was bashed to all hell that year..................this is the consensious about me, that I'm unthankful, that I complain always
ya I've had a few days in the past were I did complain
do we not all have "ruff days?" or many of us
that's human
THAT'S FREAKIN HUMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT ACCORDING THIS THIS ANNONYMOUS PERSON AND THE INTERNET AND ALL HUMANITY IT DO LOOK TO BE CAUSE NOBODY DISPUTED THIS BESDIES ME
I'm a complaining
unthankful bish of no value
that worships lucifer
and according to them lucifer is the cause of all my problems that also according to them I HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVER HAVE A BAD DAY ONLY GOOD DAYS 
BECAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE BEING KILLED, KIDNAPPED AND BEATEN RIGHT NOW AND STARVING ON THE STREETS
THIS AIN'T FAIR OF 0% OF YOU ALL TO DEMAND OF ME
DEMANNNNNNNNNNNNNND
OF ME
TO BE HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ALL THE TIME
I'm happy right now
I'm not reading my mom's e-mails and my sister sent me a e-mail I ain't read it 
it's likely another attack on me of some sort
cause everyone is attacking me
if they speak to me it's often them attacking me for their lord jesus christ since how everyone in usa is christian
but comment above 
there's no love for me in the comment above
bible says
whatever you speak
say it with charity with love..................
1 Corinthians 16:14 "Let all your things be done with charity."
but I'm the worst of all of society according my attackers and looks to be society at large cause nobody comes to my defense when people attack me 
and I have traffic to my blog so
I'm not invisible
traffic today to my blog
just today
this just some of it.................
k
all these people don't defend me
and don't say nice things to me
they come
they judge
they gawk
they pry judge
if I have 1 bad day and mention that "oh I'm such a worthless bish" according to them
it's not fair
people aren't fair to me
ya I'm in a sexless marriage and it's been hard and I've talked about that
and I've also talked about feeling frustrated not knowing my race
THAT WOULD BE A REAL PROBLEM
cause grandpa told me I'm that jack ruby is my great uncle (1 great people) then he went on and on and on about that part of my family
and then 
he told me great grandpa used to hang out with marilyn monroe and visit with her that she is a distant relative
then my family
telling me that's bull shiz that grandpa told me in the 8th grade via a few phone calls
that grandpa after he died mind you
is a child molesting liar
yet
yet
I clean saw the pics of great grandpa very jew looking man, in cheif tribal headpieces etc. 
and HIS FULL BLOODED NATIVE AMERICAN WIFE I SAW THE PICTURES THAT BACK UP EVERYTHING GRANDPA TOLD ME I LITERALLY SAW THE PICS
my family denies all that
they say they are white people on my dad's side the family just white over that side the family
that 97% finland is what I saw on ambers generic dna test
that that's their race
97% finland
now you go look at pictures of the supermodel of my family
aimee jaxheimer
...........................them pics of a 97% finland chick??????????????????????
really????????????????????
I have to be happy about all that
about my granpa's reputation being bashed to hell by my aunts and family
(after grandpa died there were accusations made by my aunts that grandpa molested 2-3 of them in the summer time a few summers of molestation when on according to them at the farm - farm you could see into the yard off main street leading to silverton oregon I KNOW THE EXACT HOUSE)
grandpa
who 
bible studied with me often said all the family prayers pretty much all them at all the family get togethers
I am not a robot
I should be able to have what 20 or more bad days where I'm maybe grumpy on my blog
and people shouldn't whether christian or not
it should
never
never
be ok 
with any of you
people trying to comment and tell me on my blog that I'm just a worthless complaining bish of no value 
no
but you all seem ok with that
but no 
I'm getting somewhere

everyone is my enemies it do look to be

anything that I do good
is me loving my enemies
I am HARD AT WORK
I HAVE VALUE
YOU ALL ARE LIARS ALL YOU ATTACKERS OF ME
I HAVE VALUE
AND MY LOVING SATAN DOES'T DIMINISH MY VALUE AND OR WORTH LIARS THAT THINK I DON'T HAVE VALUE HATER LIARS YOU ARE

ONLY PEOPLE THAT ARE VALUELESS ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE.................

Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
i LOVE PEOPLE I HAVE SALT AND VALUE
AND DESPITE POPULAR OPINION OF ME CAUSE PEOPLE THINK I'M WORTHLESS SATAN WORSHIPPING (WHICH i DO QUALIFY AS A SATAN WORSHIPPER AND ADMIT IT AND AM FINE WITH THAT I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS SO I AM A I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS STYLE SATAN WORSHIPPER) 
I LOVE MUSLIMS
THEY TRY
THEY TRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
THEY PRAY 4 TIMES OR WHATEVER A DAY
WEAR HIJABS ETC. ETC. 
THEY TRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TO PLEASE GOD
IT WAS HORRIBLE ALL WHAT HAPPENED TO THE MUSLIMS IN GAZA THAT WAS TERRIBLE
IT TAKES EVERYTHING 
FOR ME TO JUST DO A DAY I'M SO HATED
that people are quite lately
probably doesn't mean they love me now or are happy with me
cause from my experience I'm only hated basically
besides 
sometimes I make friends at the gym
and I have it maybe absolutely made in the realistate industry
being a valley girl has paid off for me
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
just for me to do a day 
any day
takes so much for me to do I'm so hated it's so bad for me worse then everyone else on earth man people love to bash me bad when they do they been trying to get me to suicide myself people really badly have been for years trying to get me to kill myself "for jesus" they've been doing that in the name of jesus christ all this hate has happened
lucifer can watch me 
all day and night
just to wake up in the morning and do a day is such a battle I'm so hated
that's what I'm telling you all
oh 
read this lucifer and your men
and the full blown angels in heaven and god/jesus
that's what I'm telling you all
it's a spectacular battle and hard thing for me to just wake up and do a day I'M SO HATEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

 AND IF YOU TRY AND TELL ME
so don't try it is my advice
that aimee is over 1/4th native american on mom's side the family so of course dad's side of the family can be 97% finland even though dad claims to be a brittish man
(well brittain I don' think was even on ambers generic dna test that she showed me
and if it was it wasn't much cause I LITERALLY SAY THE 97% FINLAND WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS ON THE TEST RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!)
aimee jaxheimer looks more "darker skinned" then 1/4 only native american and the rest of her supposedly white 
naw
naw
naw
and traffic was driving past all day and night grandpa's house where supposedly ON TABLES OUTSIDE
aunts were being molested
and if it happened
why wait til grandpa is dead - to trash his name????????????
why not trash his name while he's alive??????????
they waited til he was dead and couldn't dispute the things his daughters were saying about him

maybe if he was alive he might say 
kids this is bs
cars drove past our house all day and night we lived off the main street leading to silverton
wire fence people
allllllllllllllll the cars could see into that yard
all the cars can still see into that yard to this day far as I know last I saw the house
supposedly 2-3 my aunts were molested 
in the summers
a few summers
outside
.............
why would it only be summers
why outside
why outside with all those cards driving by?????????????
if this really happened like that
wouldn't someone see all that?????
they say grandpa had them lay on a table
outside
cars driving by 

laying on a table
outside
cars driving by whilst being molested and no cops called
cars driving past children laying on a table being molested is what they say happened a few summers

the math ain't mathin in my estimation
I don't know what grandpa did that they all hate him so bad
but the math ain't mathing in my brains