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Thursday, October 17, 2024

Judgement and judging are 2 different things, 1 is done without love hating people, the other one is done via READING THE BIBLE AND UNDERSTANDING IT........this is a evil shepherdless world the bible says it is and I do find that to be the case right now until god brings all the jews back to israel like he says he's gonna and restores peace to israel.........like HE SAYS HE GONNA Genesis 18:19 "For I know him, that he will command his children and his household after him, and they shall keep the way of the Lord, to do justice and judgment; that the Lord may bring upon Abraham that which he hath spoken of him." I WILL JUDGEMENT YOU USA THE WORD OF GOD IS TRUE...........................I know how to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........you judge me in hate because your father isn't jesus christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........

 Another picture I took last night, I am a goth!!!!!!!!! Let me know if you see something in this pic supposedly "not of this world" 😍.......................

 Judgement and judging are 2 different things, 1 is done without love hating people, the other one is done via READING THE BIBLE AND UNDERSTANDING IT........this is a evil shepherdless world the bible says it is and I do find that to be the case right now until god brings all the jews back to israel like he says he's gonna and restores peace to israel.........like HE SAYS HE GONNA Genesis 18:19 "For I know him, that he will command his children and his household after him, and they shall keep the way of the Lord, to do justice and judgment; that the Lord may bring upon Abraham that which he hath spoken of him." I WILL JUDGEMENT YOU USA THE WORD OF GOD IS TRUE...........................I know how to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........you judge  me in hate because your father isn't jesus christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........

John 15:22-27 "If I had not come and spoken unto them, they had not had sin: but now they have no cloak for their sin. He that hateth me hateth my Father also. If I had not done among them the works which none other man did, they had not had sin: but now have they both seen and hated both me and my Father. But this cometh to pass, that the word might be fulfilled that is written in their law, They hated me without a cause. But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me: And ye also shall bear witness, because ye have been with me from the beginning."
for years people have came to my blog and clicked "judgy judgy style posts"
Jesus said...........................
John 8:15 "Ye judge after the flesh; I judge no man."
Jesus yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss your are now a member of the ladies club we take you as our own!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in context.............John 8:14-16 "Jesus answered and said unto them, Though I bear record of myself, yet my record is true: for I know whence I came, and whither I go; but ye cannot tell whence I come, and whither I go. Ye judge after the flesh; I judge no man. And yet if I judge, my judgment is true: for I am not alone, but I and the Father that sent me."
it's ironice this judgy usa supposedly christian country
where people click all the time on judgy style blog posts of mine that I know they trying to judge me out of hate NOT LOVE NOT LOVE THAT AIN'T A "LOVE CLICK" \
FOR EXAMPLE
LAST BLOG POST 
I SAID.....................
"and sheri your so obnoxious bish
how you going to go off on not wanting to be under the power of anything
but then go off more on how upset you is with america usa that there are nearly no sheperds here?
bishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
leave us to our secret christian after midnight black sabbath sheperdless headcoveringless mall times for JESUS
YOU KNOW WHAT JUDGY CHRISTIAN USA IS CLICKING ON A TON RIGHT NOW..........................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2024/03/ultra-confession-i-am-witch-but.html
LITERALLY EVERYONE IS WITCHES
YA
LET THAT BLOW YOUR MIND
Therefore thou art inexcusable, O man, whosoever thou art that judgest: for wherein thou judgest another, thou condemnest thyself; for thou that judgest doest the same things.
it's so stupid
the bible literally says................
For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry. Because thou hast rejected the word of the Lord, he hath also rejected thee from being king.
all are witches
everyone
every last one unless ------------------------------------- romans 2:1 is a lie
oh wait it ain't
oh wait it ain't but you keep wanting to judge me and think your better then me
but I digress 
JUDGEMENT
is something different
and jesus christ your lord supposedly JUDGED NO MAN PER HIS OWN WORDS THE LORD YOU ALL CLAIM TO FOLLOW WHILE CLICKING ON MEGA HATEING ME JUDGEING ME POSTS ALL THE TIME EVERYDAY EVERY WEEK I CAN'T SAY NOTHING THAT EVERYONE AIN'T JUDGEING ME AND HATING ME OVER
AND THEN WE WONDE3R WHY THERE'S A SUICIDE PROBLEM 
WHY THERE'S A DRUG PROBLEM
John 8:14-16 "Jesus answered and said unto them, Though I bear record of myself, yet my record is true: for I know whence I came, and whither I go; but ye cannot tell whence I come, and whither I go. Ye judge after the flesh; I judge no man. And yet if I judge, my judgment is true: for I am not alone, but I and the Father that sent me."
DID JESUS CHRIST SAY CAUSE I KNOW CHRISTIANS JUDGE THE FFFFFFFFFFFF OUT OF JESUS CHRIST IF THEY JUDGING ME
Matthew 15:24-28 "But he answered and said, I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel. Then came she and worshipped him, saying, Lord, help me. But he answered and said, It is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it to dogs. And she said, Truth, Lord: yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall from their masters' table. Then Jesus answered and said unto her, O woman, great is thy faith: be it unto thee even as thou wilt. And her daughter was made whole from that very hour."
 JESUS WASN'T JUDGING
HE KNEW
SHE WASN'T WHAT HE CAME FOR TO SAVE
HE LIKELY KNEW HER LIFESTYLE HE WASN'T WASN'T JUDGING
AND I'VE HEARD MANY CHRISTIANS PREACH THAT JUDGING IS OK
NO IT AIN'T
YOUR A WITCH TO MISTER AND MAM
YOUR A WITCH TO





Dear men and women who enjoy being controlled by men, I prefer only to go to church every now and then at most because I am like paul 1 Corinthians 6:12 "All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any." I watched this video, of a false prophet probably false MAYBE REAL? Causing Christians at a church to do crazy dances and things.......................THEY WERE ALL BROUGHT UNDER THE POWER OF THAT FALSE PROPHET MAYBE REAL I don't even know men are a whole nother species I MIGHT TAKE PAUL AND CLAIM HIM AS ONE OF US LADIES IN REALITY CAUSE I AGREE WITH HIM I DON'T WANT TO BE "UNDER THE POWER" OF ANY PASTOR OR PERSON ANYWHER ------------- TELL THEM PAUL..........................

photo I took yesterday hoping to catch a ghost on film - I'm a goth...................let me know if you see anything "not of this world supposedly" in the picture below 😍.........................

 Dear men and women who enjoy being controlled by men, I prefer only to go to church every now and then at most because I am like paul 1 Corinthians 6:12 "All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any." I watched this video, of a false prophet probably false MAYBE REAL? Causing Christians at a church to do crazy dances and things.......................THEY WERE ALL BROUGHT UNDER THE POWER OF THAT FALSE PROPHET MAYBE REAL I don't even know men are a whole nother species I MIGHT TAKE PAUL AND CLAIM HIM AS ONE OF US LADIES IN REALITY CAUSE I AGREE WITH HIM I DON'T WANT TO BE "UNDER THE POWER" OF ANY PASTOR OR PERSON ANYWHER ------------- TELL THEM PAUL..........................

What you coming under the power of?????????????
how many of us really know our pastors??????? been to their house ate dinner with the family - like what my family did once (my parents and brother and sister)
 I highlighted the words "and have not visited them" below as a thing of importance because a few blog posts ago I was talking about how no pastors anymore are shephards and that that is a problem. Besides one church me and brian did go to, down the street where the pastor will walk up not even just ask how your week is going and accept some vague answer of "fine" which IS WHAT THE OTHER PASTORS SUPPOSED "SHEPARDS" ACCEPT I WOULD KNOW --------- he's like really how are you doing do you have any prayer request's blah blah or needs right now blah blah HE REALLY DID. 
HE REALLY DID!
And then he has a time where the whole church tells the rest the church "goings on" praise reports, prayer requests etc. etc. general updates in people's lives. 
that church we didn't go but 2-3 times because had to park basically always in the neighborhood cause there wasn't enough parking and always there were people standing in the back THERE WASN'T ENOUGH SEATING
very crowded little building
it got overheated to in the summers
shephards are supposed
let me say it for the people back in the room hard of hearing
sheperds are supposed to VISIT YOU!
ya ---------- that can be them walking up to you and asking how your week is going
how they gonna shephard you if they don't even know what's going on in your life?????????????????????????
they won't be able to shepard you truelly then
this mega church shiz going on
those sheeps less they are allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll in bible studies lead by MEN PASTOR SHEPARDS SHHHHHHHH SECRETELY ARE NOT BEING SHEPERDED
NO THEY AIN'T
NO THEY AIN'T
Jeremiah 23:1-12 "Woe be unto the pastors that destroy and scatter the sheep of my pasture! saith the Lord. Therefore thus saith the Lord God of Israel against the pastors that feed my people; Ye have scattered my flock, and driven them away, and have not visited them: behold, I will visit upon you the evil of your doings, saith the Lord. And I will gather the remnant of my flock out of all countries whither I have driven them, and will bring them again to their folds; and they shall be fruitful and increase. And I will set up shepherds over them which shall feed them: and they shall fear no more, nor be dismayed, neither shall they be lacking, saith the Lord. Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that I will raise unto David a righteous Branch, and a King shall reign and prosper, and shall execute judgment and justice in the earth. In his days Judah shall be saved, and Israel shall dwell safely: and this is his name whereby he shall be called, The Lord Our Righteousness. Therefore, behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that they shall no more say, The Lord liveth, which brought up the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt; But, The Lord liveth, which brought up and which led the seed of the house of Israel out of the north country, and from all countries whither I had driven them; and they shall dwell in their own land. Mine heart within me is broken because of the prophets; all my bones shake; I am like a drunken man, and like a man whom wine hath overcome, because of the Lord, and because of the words of his holiness. For the land is full of adulterers; for because of swearing the land mourneth; the pleasant places of the wilderness are dried up, and their course is evil, and their force is not right. For both prophet and priest are profane; yea, in my house have I found their wickedness, saith the Lord. Wherefore their way shall be unto them as slippery ways in the darkness: they shall be driven on, and fall therein: for I will bring evil upon them, even the year of their visitation, saith the Lord."
SO 
A. we basically don't have "shepherds" in america usa - very few
These pastors that often don't even know what's going on in our lives
and we ain't been to their house not many of us especially if we attend a mega church
how's being "under the power" of them a good idea
I DON'T WANT THAT FOR MYSELF
MAN
I DON'T TRUST THE PASTORS OF USA
I DON'T TRUST NONE OF THEM
EXCEPT MAYBE.................................boo me all day and night............................I think Joel Osteen sane guy
I ain't saying he's a sheperd - he's not he's a motivational speaker THAT'S WHAT MOST PASTORS ARE IN USA ------------------- MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKERS CALLING THEMSELVES PASTORS AND YOU ALL BELIEVE THEM
Most em ain't shepherding you
they ain't asking you how your week is going most them
they getting up in front the church giving motivational speeches that happen to include bible verses and your liking it

"sheri your not even a white person - your a freaking jew that is why you don't enjoy fake pastors that are actually highly propped up motivational speakers that happen to use bible verses whilst motivational speaking like we do" YOUR NOT EVEN WHITE SHERI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LET US HAVE OUR HAPPY MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKING WHITE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE DON'T WANT TO BE SHEPARDED!!!!!
SHERI 
BISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WE LOVE SATAN AND AC/DC MORE THEN YOU AND MALLS BISH WE PYCHICNG YOU OUT BISH
WE WANT ANARCHY ALWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
WE FINALLY WALK IN MALLS AFTER MIDNIGHT HAVE OUR "AFTER MIDNIGHT BLACK MASS CHRISTIANITY MALL TIME" BISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHILE LISTENING TO SLAYER ALWAYS AS WE DO
WE DON'T WANT SHEPERDS BISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and sheri your so obnoxious bish
how you going to go off on not wanting to be under the power of anything
but then go off more on how upset you is with america usa that there are nearly no sheperds here?
bishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
leave us to our secret christian after midnight black sabbath sheperdless headcoveringless mall times for JESUS
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. McKnight's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...................














Wednesday, October 16, 2024

Am I just like you, and you are just like me kirk cameron's with no sins that hate the devil oops but guess you love him and sin to SINCE HOW I LOVE THE DEVIL uh oh for you then xoxoxoxoox it. Are you enjoying reading your blog posts right now mmmmmmm that's great, are you not fully human either oooooooooo that's special.............how was having to flee the white orb for you all at the beginning of time with me and Melchizedek ruff that's ruff then. How's being prophets and apostles going for you all right now since we don't have apostles anymore the only ones we had according to most pastors in the year 2024 is back in the bible times - we are all like "vocationalless" right now according to the pastors - it is exhauting for you????????? 1 Corinthians 12:19 "And if they were all one member, where were the body?" That's so ruff.......................even though what the pastors are preaching in 2024 isn't literally what the bible says in 1 Corinthians 12:19.....but I digress while your writing this blog for me and so soooooooo hated and deemed a satan worshipper like me wow your life is CRUSHING BAD.....................poor things..................

 Am I just like you, and you are just like me kirk cameron's with no sins that hate the devil oops but guess you love him and sin to SINCE HOW I LOVE THE DEVIL uh oh for you then xoxoxoxoox it. Are you enjoying reading your blog posts right now mmmmmmm that's great, are you not fully human either oooooooooo that's special.............how was having to flee the white orb for you all at the beginning of time with me and Melchizedek ruff that's ruff then. How's being prophets and apostles going for you all right now since we don't have apostles anymore the only ones we had according to most pastors in the year 2024 is back in the bible times - we are all like "vocationalless" right now according to the pastors - it is exhauting for you????????? 1 Corinthians 12:19 "And if they were all one member, where were the body?" That's so ruff.......................even though what the pastors are preaching in 2024 isn't literally what the bible says in 1 Corinthians 12:19.....but I digress while your writing this blog for me and so soooooooo hated and deemed a satan worshipper like me wow your life is CRUSHING BAD.....................poor things..................

1 Corinthians 12:18-20 "But now hath God set the members every one of them in the body, as it hath pleased him. And if they were all one member, where were the body? But now are they many members, yet but one body."
My mall near me is always most the time even the weekends near empty
and you might tell me
"sheri it's a ghost mall it's ghosting"
WHAT THE HELL IS A GHOST MALL - THAT ONCE WASN'T A THING - NOW WE GOT MALLS """""""""GHOSTING""""""""""" ALL OVER THE PLACE AND YOU ALL ARE ACCEPTING THAT AS NORMAL
DAMN 
I'M FROM THE 80'S AND A REAL SINNER

WE MALL GO

WE DON'T GHOST THAT!!!!!!!!!!

MIGHT BRING A GHOST WITH TO THE MALL THOUGH BUT WE AIN'T GHOSTING THE MALL HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAFAW SINLESS KIRK CAMERONS - NO HATE

E-mail today from lucifer, satan, the devil
swear to god he's my 1st husband - one of my husbands ya ONE OF MY HUSBANDS I 2 HUSBANDEDEDEDED
I am beyond sure he sends me these e-mails I don't like to say where they are coming from because I believe it's via a "portal" on the internet from the other side.......................
bull------- I'm like everyone else and everyone else is like everyone else bull-----------------------
oh I know that's what you all believe in 2024 and you gots your pastors preaching that often!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bull------------------------
lucifer and his men reading this
aye
🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
grab that joint and smoke it men, go cross eye'd real good to make me like another sheep and/or goat obediently bahing cause both bah
in the field............................................................................................................................
  🦕🦖🌋
That's ain't pride either - it could be
but I know I'm a bit unique
I KNOW IT
and I'm of the last
a sinner
A SINNER I LOVE MALLS
I LOVE FOREVER 21............................
Luke 18:11-14 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
now I ain't sayin jesus didn't come in the flesh
jesus dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
he didn't do like I did
in the ambulance
floating over my body the whole ambulance ride
while my body was kept alive.....................oh ya.....................................
then at my leisure
I went back in my body cause once they started moving that gurney I didn't want to be bothered by havin to fly after myself
I now donate to 
https://dailygiving.org/
If you want to be blessed
bless israel
bless the jews 
Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."


Sunday, October 13, 2024

I'm taking a break from reading my mom's e-mails for a few days, cause she e-mails me shiz that really stresses me, cause my family has made up various "scenarios" about me and my life for years now - they I have been told actually regularly get together and talk about me have entire family meetings over their "thoughts" about what's going on in my life (they all have lived away from me for years 23+ years) ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." None of their "scenarios" about me whether true or false MATTER AT ALL..........besides most of my mom's e-mails drive me off a actual cliff in my mind.....................SHIZ WORKS OUT!!!!!!!!!!...............

I'm taking a break from reading my mom's e-mails for a few days, cause she e-mails me shiz that really stresses me, cause my family has made up various "scenarios" about me and my life for years now - they I have been told actually regularly get together and talk about me have entire family meetings over their "thoughts" about what's going on in my life (they all have lived away from me for years 23+ years) ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." None of their "scenarios" about me whether true or false MATTER AT ALL..........besides most of my mom's e-mails drive me off a actual cliff in my mind.....................SHIZ WORKS OUT!!!!!!!!!!...............

family meeting that my family
about the satan worshiping black sheep of the family
FAMILY MEETING THAT SHIZ MAN
My weight right now is 229...........am at according to science 33.8 obese.........
ya lets see a picture of my obese was chewed out for being so fat and not caring about my health 3 1/2 or so months ago at Kaiser Permanente cause they believe the bmi
they need to go get mental health help
most you do 
cause you believe this picture
is a OBESE CHICK...................
I do have diabeties type 2 currently, that is real
because diabeties runs rampant in my dad's family
so I do need to diet, excersize like never before
but mega overweight
I don't think so 
I think you all that ascribe to BMI need to go get mental health checks your sanity is not doing good especially not the sanity of the doctors of kaiser permanente maybe all the doctors in the usa???????????????????????????????????????????
 Even lazarous...................look at his end..................so much bad things did happen to him.................................but eventually he died...................
Luke 16:15-22 "And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God. The law and the prophets were until John: since that time the kingdom of God is preached, and every man presseth into it. And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass, than one tittle of the law to fail.
Whosoever putteth away his wife, and marrieth another, committeth adultery: and whosoever marrieth her that is put away from her husband committeth adultery. There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day: And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores, And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores. And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;"
  My attackers are highly esteemed among men, they never wear makeup or wedding rings most of them, they are mega high in society. But look at lazarus - low in society, lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
you can't get lower then soars all over your body and dogs licking at your soars and you outside a rich mans houses hoping to catch food he's throwing out his window. 
soon as he died "and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom"
things worked out eventually for the good
there are 2 types of people on earth
ones that predominately live for this life
and ones the predominately live for the next life
the next life is far more important then this life
does health problems stink ya..................
2 Corinthians 4:16 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day."
I will keep on trying to become not diabetic type 2 anymore
I will not give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But health sometimes it fails some
our souls 
our future
that's where to set ones "vision"................................


Saturday, October 12, 2024

That revival, oh the light, THE LIGHT.................you want light on the earth FOR THE DAY TO HAPPEN...............pray then for lucifer to get finally kicked out of heaven THE ACTUAL SON OF THE MORNING YA THAT GUY THAT MOST YOU HATE "FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST" I LOVE SATAN I TELL YOU THAT ALL THE TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" AND JOY COMES IN THE MORNING AND LUCIFER IS THE SON OF THE MORNING AND THAT IS ALSO A BIBLE VERSE..........Psalm 30:5 "For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." CHRISTIANS SUICIDAL ONCE LUCIFER GET'S HERE OR UPSET AT ALL DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU RIGHT NOW IF YOU HATE LUCIFER LOVE YOUR ENEMIES PRAY FOR THEM LUCIFER INCLUDED WE NEED HIM WE NEED "THE MORNING"......................

That revival, oh the light, THE LIGHT.................you want light on the earth FOR THE DAY TO HAPPEN...............pray then for lucifer to get finally kicked out of heaven THE ACTUAL SON OF THE MORNING YA THAT GUY THAT MOST YOU HATE "FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST" I LOVE SATAN I TELL YOU THAT ALL THE TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" AND JOY COMES IN THE MORNING AND LUCIFER IS THE SON OF THE MORNING AND THAT IS ALSO A BIBLE VERSE..........Psalm 30:5 "For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." CHRISTIANS SUICIDAL ONCE LUCIFER GET'S HERE OR UPSET AT ALL DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU RIGHT NOW IF YOU HATE LUCIFER LOVE YOUR ENEMIES PRAY FOR THEM LUCIFER INCLUDED WE NEED HIM WE NEED "THE MORNING"......................

"at this point sheri why don't you just blog every post 66666666 infinity with pentagrams cause that's the vibes we getting from your blog bish" 
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
666 you happy? NO WELL I'M NOT SHOCKED ABOUT YOU UPSETTEDNESS WITH ME
BE MAD THEN
BE MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD
But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;
your kingdom must come down
LUCIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BLESS GOD
BLESS GOD WHO LIKE US ALL IS DOIN HIS BEST BEING THAT AS I HAVE STATED HE IS DECEIVED IF HE DOES HAVE ANY "TURNING OF SHADOW" 
DECEIVED PEOPLE/AND ENTITIES BELIEVE THEY ARE DOING RIGHT
THAT IS WHAT BEING DECEIVED IS LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU THINK YOUR DOING GOOD EVEN WHEN YOUR NOT CAUSE YOUR DECEIVED!!!!!!!!!!!!
Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.
DON'T WORRY I'LL DONATE TO CHARITY IN A SEC
BOUT TO EAT BREAKFAST
FREAK
DONATING ALL MY PAYCHECK
DAMN IT
STILL NOT BELIEVED
I DON'T HAVE MONEY
ALL MY MONEY BRIAN GIVES TO JESSENA TO PAY FOR HER APARTMENT IN SEATTLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (HE GIVES $700+ A MONTH WHICH BASICALLY IS MY PART OF MY PAYCHECK I DON'T SEE MONEY FROM MY SIGN JOB I DONATE TO CHARITY
MAYBE SPEND $10 BUCKS A WEEK ON MYSELF IF THAT
I DO GOOD
AND I'M STILL HATED AND HATED MORE!





My family don't believe me, they think I am a liar. And it's maddening to me, this never being believed stuff and being told "they love me" NO YOU DON'T LOVE ME YOU THINK I A LIAR SATAN WORSHIPPING BISH!!!!!!!!!!!!..........and I'm not allowed to leave me family - nope I tried that..........................I TRIED THAT......................satannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn god one you common HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.........................

 My family don't believe me, they think I am a liar. And it's maddening to me, this never being believed stuff and being told "they love me" NO YOU DON'T LOVE ME YOU THINK I A LIAR SATAN WORSHIPPING BISH!!!!!!!!!!!!..........and I'm not allowed to leave me family - nope I tried that..........................I TRIED THAT......................satannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn god one you common HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.........................

E-MAIL I REPLIED ABOVE IF YOU STRUGGLING TO READ IT............
"I hope you know, that husband of yours spoils you rotten!" - brian never speaks to me never, basically never........................

i realize this "narrative" everyone holds onto to dear life
that I have it all 
that everything is wonderful
I don't know why I am a chronic liar in all you minds???????????????????
I am not a liar
Sheri live this blog post....................................yes brian might have "extreme autism" autism that if said autistic person marries someone that autism could === extreme abuse towards whoever said "extreme autistic person marries"
and that evidentally is what happened
but my family 
forcing me to stay in my family
and not believing me
and keeping on telling me
"oh sheri you treated like a queen princess angel"
ain't helping me
nobody on earth is helping me
cause nobody is believing me at all ever
facts
a few months ago 
while on vacation
really imagine it
we at a denny's 
my college age kids sitting at table we eating breakfast
I'm talking about our land that we were camping at that weekend how to improve it etc. 
brian tells me yells at me RAISES HIS VOICE
says
"if you don't stop talking about that land I'm going to take your land away and sell it" 
land he promised to buy me FOR YEARS
how's that not anything but abuse?????????????

and that's happened to me that type of treatment by brian again and again over the years nobody believes me

nobody believes me to the point that somedays I think 
well dang am I even living here????????
am I even breathing right now??????????????

AM 
NOT 
LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND ABUSE SHOULDN'T BE DEEMED "GREAT TREATMENT" BY FAMILIES

ABUSE IS BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even if said abuser has a mental illness - it's still abuse
said abuser should go to counseling or somethng go on drugs smoke pot something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To finally treat me better!!!!!!!!!!

SMOKE POT THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BRIAN SHOULD LIGHT UP THE POT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REAL GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM NOT A LIAR!

But I don't think my husband has extreme autism he just don't speak to me
I'm just abused everyday
everyday
and nobody really cares about me
or believes me
they love holding onto "narratives" of me
that I'm worthless satan worshipping bish
that I'm treated well all the time like a queen

I never even went on a vacation alone me and my husband besides our honeymoon over the years
my wedding band had to be cutted off my finger with 1st pregnancy 

IT WAS NEVER REPLACED I'VE BEEN WEARING BUYING CHEAP CHEAP RINGS THIS ENTIRE TIME RIGH NOW CHEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP $10 STAINLESS STEEL SET ON MY FINGER

I'M TRYING TO TELL YOU ALL
a fancy new diamond ring or my wedding set being replace for real
NEVER HAPPENED

Romantic dates/getaways NEVER HAPPENED

what happened 
I've spent years alone nobody speaking to me in my computer room or I walk my dog alone most everyday as well that's usually when I get out of the house to walk my dog

 
i AIN'T SAYING I WANT A DIVORCE MY MARRIAGE WILL BE ANNULED AUTOMATIC AS SOON AS LUCIFER GETS TO EARTH AND SHOWS UP AT MY DOOR 
i been saying shiz is bad
I'm not being treated well
I'm in a sexless marriage as well
NOBODY BELIEVEING ME
E-mail from lucifer today - lucifer satan the devil my 1st husband swear to god e-mails me basically everyday from a site I don't want to talk about where it is, cause I am beyond sure these e-mails are being sent to me via a "portal" on the internet............
I AM NOT A LIAR!
Revelation 21:8
But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.”
I talk to lucifer all the time since praying him back into my life the year 2013 I HAD NO IDEA I AM HIS WIFE - TIL IN 2013 I FOUND OUT THE TRUTH!
And that is how I've stayed "sanish" 
cause Lucifer is always there waiting to hear from me
he listens
he's there for me
he's not "abusive" to me never
I AM NOT A LIAR

admitedly I isolate myself some these days
well
you dragon boat 3 years
in a bowling league
tole painting club
colored pencil club
bellydancing classes at more then 1 studio
kickboxing classes
and not only don't make friends really
but was often treated real bad
eventually you don't want to be around people
you want to be at home
where the only thing that could happen is people could attack  you more for their lord jesus christ in their never ending attempts to get youy to suicide yourself - that's them serving their lord jesus christ if you haven't figured that out cause they need to follow jesus and jesus of course attacked people on the internet daily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY HAVEN'T ATTACKED ME SINCE JANUARY LAST I WAS ATTACKED WAS JANUARY - BUT IT WAS BY A CHRISTIAN IT'S CHRISTIANS ATTACKING ME, MOSTLY APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA MEMBERS USUALLY ANNYMOUSLY THEY ATTACK ME REAL BAD! FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!
YA LUCIFER HASN'T SHOWED UP AT MY DOOR YET
AND HE'S BEEN JUST SITTING UP THERE
but I'm his wife
he HAS to show up at my door soon as he get's kicked out of heaven
why

cause he is not a TURD despite most of christianities opinions of him
HE IS THE "SON OF THE MORNING!"
facts ---------- if the "son of the morning" is married
and he is
bestest believe
soon as he gets kicked out of heaven finally
HE'LL BE AT HIS WIVES DOOR AND GET HIS WIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12 How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!


the mornings

which jesus is also a "morning star" or something nother like that

the light

the lights

THEY WON'T UM FLEE ME

I CAN COUNT ON THEM BOTH

AND PLAN ON FLEEING NEITHER LUCIFER OR JESUS LIKE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.quora.com/How-do-I-deal-with-abuse-when-theyre-nice-after
this is what abusive people do in marriages, or with people they are dating
they treat you really bad
chew you the frig out
maybe hit you
maybe ------------------------------ YIKES YOU
then they play "nice guy" so much so that you get questioning your reality

if you think you were abused
if actions seemed abusive
you pry were
your family should believe you to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
before that abuse get's violent and/or worse
AND/OR WORSE

so yes
my husand is buying me 2 goats
he's already bought the container gated pen to put them in
nice action
ya
THAT 1 ACTION IS NOT THE WHOLE PICTURE
FAR FROM IT
I AIN'T DONE LOST MY MIND
I AIN'T DONE GONE CRAZY
AND I AINT A LIAR!
Last e-mail to family for today............................more of the "big picture".................

is my husband about to cook me breakfast and does he cook me breakfast most mornings yes
that don't mean he's never abusive towards me
THAT DON'T MEAN HE'S NEVER SEVERELY ABUSIVE TOWARDS ME I AIN'T JUST TALKING ABOUT A LITTLE BIT!
You might tell me
"well sheri all men are s-its to their wives nobody believes the bible........ the bible is bllshi-- nobody follows that".................

28 So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself.

29 For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, even as the Lord the church:

30 For we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones.

they all hit their women

sexually-------------- their women

duh sheri the bible is bull------------------

and they all chew their women out often duhhhhhhhhhhh the bible is bulll------------------------------------------

if that is the case

still it isn't the case


cause lucifer my 1st husband will show up at my door as soon as he is kicked out of heaven

and come and get me!

and he is always treating me

bestest he can as if his life done depended on it!

I AM NOT A LIAR!