I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer.
Gold foiled this cabinet today also the plant container above it..............I'm running out of things to gold foil though and I still have tape.............
gold reflects light makes a room feel brighter this is a good thing - unless your trying to make a room look dark
I've just suffered and suffered and suffered, and people's ideas about me ARE JUST WORSE OVER TIME NOT BETTER, they think I'm a satan worshipping witch (NO HATE - fact I agree with the idea behind the breakfast club - that we all are a little bit of everything - or once were). LUCIFER I NEED YOU TO COME DOWN HERE I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE THINGS ARE SO BAD FOR ME...............
I'm not allowed to leave my family - my mom said she'd never let me leave the family
(my family is bad for my mental health, I have considered myself to be a jew most my life...........part the reason I thought jack ruby was my family besides getting a chill up my spine in history class in the 8th grade....and then called my grandpa which they all know I did all that - was because I was told I was a jew, I believed I am a jew) They think they might be 1% jew cause ambers 2nd generic dna test said she was 1% jew.
my family is bad for my mental health
I feel your mental health is a solid reason to want to leave family - I could be wrong maybe insanity is the only way to follow jesus?
so I am stuck watching their posts and them comment on their posts
IT'S A NIGHTMARE
meanwhile I WASN'T INVITED TO THE LAST FAMILY GET TOGETHER
everyone's plenty ok with that
this pic is like from yesterday or maybe today..............the one I saw today there's amber..................they all chill with her, and with her not inviting me to family get togethers................
I don't know if they think I'm "retarded" no hate to the retarded
BUT I'M NOT!
DON'T WORRY MY FAMILY HAS THAT PERFECT CHRSITIAN LOOK
THEY LIKELY HATE SATAN REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL GOOD
LIKE CHRISTIANS ARE SUPPOSED TO
because I'M NOT INVITED TO FAMILY GET TOGETHERS ANYMORE IT DON'T LOOK TO BE AND THEY ALL ARE CHILL WITH THAT
but christians aren't supposed to look
like "perfect little house on the prairie satan haters"
no
Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"
I'm being tortured Lucifer please come down and get me!!!!!!!!
I'm not 100% how I'm being tortured exactly
BUT I FEEL TORTURED
NOT "loved by some chrsitians"
I FEEL THAT MY FAMILY AND SOCIETY AT LARGE IS HARD AT WORK TORTURING ME
THEY AIN'T CLICKING ANYMORE ON THE "FEATURED" BLOG POSTS ON MY BLOG TO TORTURE ME THAT'S THE ONLY REASON NOBODY WOULD CLICK ON MY HIGHLIGHTED FOR THE WEEK, MONTH WHATEVER BLOG POST ANYMORE IS IF THEY ARE GETTING SOME JOLLIES SOME SICK PLEASURE FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST - CAUSE EVERYONE NEARLY IS CHRISTIAN ---------- TORTURING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I agree with AUMBONDA today
we are supposed to be thankful for what we have
and be GOOD STEWARTS OF WHAT WE HAVE donate, or give your time, or talents etc.
then more money more goods
more wisdom
more is given to us
not just IN HEAVEN SOMEDAY................
Matthew 19:29 "And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life."
For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath.
https://www.youtube.com/@aumbonda
I ALSO WATCH ON YOU TUBE "THE LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRAIRIE" STYLE PEOPLE'S BUT MY TRUST OF THEM IS MUCH LESS THEN SOMEONE LIKE AUMBONDA.........
IF YOU NOT LOOKING LIKE A WITCH OR A WIZARD OR A SATAN WORSHIPPER I DON'T TRUST YOU CAUSE MY BIBLE SAYS US CHRISTIANS WILL BE DEEMED "WORSER" THEN THE HOUSE OF BEEZELBUB!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"
BEING WORSE THEN THE MASTER OF THE HOUSE OF BEELZEBUB AND YOUR NOT LOOKING LIKE A WITCH OR A SATAN WORSHIPPER OR A WIZARD AND YOU SAY YOU FOLLOW JESUS?????????????????????
Update 4/15/2024 Today I put gold foil tape on my IKEA armoire ---------- this stuffs is gooooooooooooooooooooood. And in the pic I show how much tape I have left after taping this armoire 😁...................
You be awesome without me. You give all your goods to the poor LEAVE ME OUT THAT I GO WITH LUCIFER WHEN HE GETS HERE (maybe be rich - we don't know) what I know is god told me "go with lucifer" THAT'S WHAT GOD TOLD ME..........................
Matthew 19:21-24 "Jesus answered, “If you want to be perfect, then go and sell your possessions and give the money to the poor. If you do this, you will have treasure in heaven. Then come and follow me.” But when the young man heard this, he left sorrowfully, because he was rich. Then Jesus said to his followers, “I tell you the truth, it will be hard for a rich person to enter the kingdom of heaven. Yes, I tell you that it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.”
Luke 12:33 "Sell your possessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out, a treasure in heaven that will never fail, where no thief comes near and no moth destroys. 34 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."some of the bible makes 0 sense to me"
Luke 12:33 says sell your possessions maybe the same thing that Matthew 19:21-24 is saying??????????? Sell your possessions but this is what boggles my mind................................
how is your life "more abundantly" then???????
if you literally own 0 nor nearly 0
unless taking the bible literal isn't "the thing to do" always
and Luke 12:33 really is saying sell "the extra" stuffs you have
BUT THEN WHY BUY THAT STUFFS IN THE 1ST PLACE THEN?????????????
HAVE 10 ITEMS IN YOUR HOUSE THEN
BUT I DON'T THINK THEM 10 ITEMS LEFT IN YOUR HOUSE IS LIFE MORE ABUDNANTLY
Our house is from the 70's so - basically everything could be updated..........but most houses need "renovations" from time to time anyways even newer homes. I talked my husband into sticking these tiles onto the side of our bathtub - it looks great. The tiles though stick on, are thick, they most definately are "tile like". My husband is such a perfectionist, he scaled out on his computer before sticking these on the bathtub how they'd look with an inch apart, or no inches apart from each other etc. etc. --------- I decided on the no inches apart option - IT WORKED.......................
Lady Gaga sings she wants your love. Once I wanted your love - nowdays in my "permanent villian era" I WANT YOUR ATTACK........................................please the 2000 daily people going to my blog sock it to me..................for your lord Jesus Christ of course.................................Luke 6:22-24 "Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake. Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets. But woe unto you that are rich! for ye have received your consolation."
you'll want to revenge me soon as Lucifer get's here
cause I believe in freaking JUSTICE
and I know Lucifer will not just haphazardly stick fellow chrsitians in jail................
New International Version Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you life as your victor’s crown.
b. he wants your souls so he ain't just going to put all christians into jail
\those that must be jailed by lucifers orders and/or killed
must be jailed and/or killed it's written in the bible..................
Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."
Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand.
if you go ham to far, watch to much porn, to much beers to much of all sort of things PEOPLE GET BOUND TO THAT STUFFS
THEY GET LEAD TO CAPTIVITY AND BOUND TO THAT STUFFS
AND ON MY BLOG I DO TRY MY BEST TO FREE PEOPLE
NOT LEAD THEM TO CAPTIVITY
Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."
Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give.
TOOTLES
ps...........jesus is the one that sets us christians free
but freedom
is literally that
all things is lawful!!!!!!!!!!!!! (but not all things are a good idea - especially drugs and/or porns in my estimation)
1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not."
some christians
ain't saying who
think they free
and they can't wear jewelry they church no allow them to well that ain't freedom and my bible says and I know how to read 1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not."
In John 8:36 Jesus makes a wonderful statement of victory. He says, “So if the Son sets you free you will be free indeed.”
free indeeeeeeeeeeed
but
like I said
one can become a slave in the fleshly direction as well I believe one could be a slave in both directions if you go to far with "church rules" your A SLAVE AGAIN OR NOT FREE NOT FREE TO BUY JEWELRY AND WEAR THAT AND HAVE SOME FUN!
NO HATE FOR THE CAPTIVES BUT I MISS THE ATTACKS ON ME................PLEASE ATTACK...........................I NEED A FEW ATTACK IT'S GOOD FOR BUISINESS......................
this post is fine that this person posted on instagram I just hope people can hate me less and see where my mind is........................but kindness is a way of life for me to...............but I realize people know I want yachts and mansions ------- they know that ------ what you all want to be dirt poor for jesus forever for???????????????????????????????????????? (but my point I'm hated)
LIFE IS A STRAGEDY............you need to stragedize TO WIN. If it's me against me I'm kicking me's butt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Luke 14:28 "For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it?" Counting the costs is stradegizing!!!!!!!!!!! If you do a repitious action enough YOU GOING TO BECOME THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 John 4:17 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world." EVERYONE WANTS TO COUNT ME OUT - I'M STILL HERE BISHES..............................
but damn the traffic to my blog must hate me so bad
cause they are like never clicking right now on my high lighted posts
which means like my "lampstand" is like not even being like seen much
and the bible says to let your lampstand light the town
and they are impeding me from lighting the town I feel
like they are forcing me ransom basically to creat new blog posts so that my lamp can shine a second
------ that's like so much work for me to...........................
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Ms. Clark's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose............
and of course I'm including a megan thee stallion song cause megan is giving me life right now (that means I'm a fan)........................
Matthew 5:14-16
King James Version
14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.
15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.
16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.
Paris France style bathoom almost done 😁 See how much better selfies look now....................CURTAINS ARE IMPORTANT!.....................
Previous blog post I speak about the potential "holiness" in having a clean house. I like got this wall totally cleared, and where the wall hooks are in this picture below is where there will be drapes and as you can see the pari france art........................I'm going france with the look of my bathroom 😁................I also burned half a pine tree yesterday (well I watched the burn pile and moved branches to burn better).................I did all kinds of cleaning yesterday 👍👍👍👍👍
Just a few seconds ago I sewed these valances............as you can see drape rods are on both sides of the valances I just sewed /(well you can see 1 freshly installed drape rod, ones on the other side to ------------ the drapes I ordered are full length) ------------------ Home decor tip ------------ drape valances are not hard to sew - drapery really impacts the look of a room.
Also just finished sewing these valances...............................before and after pics...................
(ps this is my cleaning the house still - cleaning a house can be all sorts of stuffs - re-arranging furniture etc. etc.)
Lucifer is speaking today in e-mail to me about my future - trying to HYPE UP how "awesome" it is I am this hated right now on earth. All the 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of people that recently stopped going to my blog so now I have 1000 or so views a day DON'T FEEL LIKE "PARTY TIME" TO ME?????????? BEING INVISIBLE AND HATED AGAIN LIKE THIS. Luke 6:22 "Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake."" Most the time I'm with lucifer and jesus.........(sheri this is what the "cool kids club" really looks like) Melchizedek had popularity though man how come Melchizedek wasn't "reviled"?????????????????? this time to be on the earth stiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinks I am not feeling the party time Luke 6:22 says I should be having!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
Letter from 1st husband today........................I do not never say where these e-mails are coming from because I honest believe I have been getting e-mails from 1st hubby for YEARS via a portal on the internet - and I like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........
Luke 6:22-24 "Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake. Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets. But woe unto you that are rich! for ye have received your consolation." - I'm really reading Luke 6:22-24 differently today - BUT WOE UNTO YOU THAT ARE RICH! (I used to read those words and think that was merely speaking of money NO IT'S SPEAKING OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS PEOPLE WHO ARE VERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY LIKED RIGHT NOW - THEY PRY ARE RICH AS WELL Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour.") I don't hate the rich
I want to own a few yachts someday
I'm a "valley girl"
it would be "anti theitical for me to hate the rich - that represents pretend wise the marilyn monroeish --------- /I don't know what percent of me that'd be?????????????? Some large percent??????????????? - go ahead hate me oh you do most you left my blog recently
I do not deem money a problem - riches a problem
sins are "the problem"
poor people can sin
homeless people are on drugs some them - homelessness didn't stop some them from the sin of not being sober Ephesians 5:18 "And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit;"
sins the problem NOT MONEY
you fornicate - that's a problem
you addicted to drugs - that's a problem
you addicted to porns - that's a problem
MONEY AIN'T THE PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will add prince song since how I'm supposed to "party like it's 1999" being reviled THE MOST ON EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE THIS.......................................
I am though not what is happening to me in my life - I am my thoughts................ Philippians 4:7-9 "And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you."
I am about to order some drapes for my bathroom
my bathroom will look "more peaceful" then
how can ones "thoughts" being doing so good in clutter???????????
I know there is no bible verse about "have your house clean a ton"
no bible verse about that
besides this verse this one stands out to me.................
Luke 11:25 "And when it comes, it finds the house swept and put in order."
my house is clean
it's the outside my house that is a problem
have christmas tree in front yard and a chopped down tree also in front yard
5th wheel just basically disinegrating.........................................
(I had hoped to buy land to put it on, that was my hope years ago ------------ didn't happen)
a boat in front yard ya a boat
windsurfing gear in backyard ------- never went windsurfing WANTED TO CLEARLY
(these stats cannot be good, cause all that ever happens to me anymore on my blog is I GET ATTACKED THEY ATTACK ME BADLY TRY AND GET ME TO KILL MYSELF "FOR JESUS" THEY DO THIS OFTEN ENOUGH) - All it looks to be I gots is people waiting to attack WAITING TO ATTACK ---------- THE HORROR BECAUSE NOBODIES PERFECT OR NEARLY NOBODY
Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end of that man is peace.
THE PERFECT MAN ACCORDING TO PSALM 37:37 THE END OF THAT MAN IS PEACE BEFORE THAT IF HE'S LIKE ME HE'S ATTACKED JUST ATTACKED "FOR JESUS" BY CHRISTIANS ON THE INTERNET
They give back everything the darkness stole...........................I don't have "life more abundantly" tragedy upon tragedy upon tragedy is ALL THE HAPPENS TO ME....................
sidenote ------- I am a fairly big Ariana Grande fan...............
They give back everything the darkness stole...........................
amber sued my dad when my family was starving ya while we were starving my dad out of a job in silverton, don't worry she's christian
but still me and my brother and sister were starving for good year - year and half, I had to walk across the street and ask for bread and milk at the convenience store we lived across from
my dad made sure the fridge was full -------- but I didn't dress well in elementary school - to much of my dad's money was going to back child support payments --------- kids made fun of me
you can side with amber sueing my dad while me and my brother and sister were starving ------- my husband sides with ambers choice to sue my dad then
then
itemizer oberver newspaper wouldn't let me have a day off to go and fight for my families native american home that most my native american relatives lived in a native american lady took it from me...........NOT EVEN RELATED TO US.............her defense was that she was more native american then my family..................for real people
and the last family get together amber sets up the family get togethers
SHE DIDN'T INVITE ME
IT DON'T LOOK LIKE I'M INVITED TO FAMILY GET TOGETHERS ANYMORE
SO I LOST MY FAMILY
HOW THE DARKNESS GOING TO GIVE BACK TO ME??????????
........UNLESS YOU KNOW WHO IS REALLY MY 1ST HUSBAND
THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
DARKNESS HAS STOLEN BASICALLY EVERYTHING FROM ME
.......my entire salary basically goes to pay for rent for my youngest daughter...................I have a job, but never no money cause over the years any job I had just paid for bills
Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour.
-------- I might buy a drape
ya a drape
for better selfies - to look better when my hater chrsitian blog viewers (I ONLY GET ATTACKED ANYMORE THEY MUST ALL HATE ME) view pics of me
but good news
only 1000 people went to my blog today
which means the traffic to my blog will likely go to 10 or so a day that's usually what happens people gossip hate on me reallllllllllllllll good for awhile "for jesus" then they loose interest in me and go to another blog another person they can hate on "for the lord" on gossip on to their friends "for the lord"
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Peloton biking
I don't want to fight anybody anymore please, PLEASE.
I give my life to jesus and accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth.
To me the #1 thing these days is loving and LOOKING FOR THE GOOD IN EVERYONE. Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law."
And guess I've gotten good at that,cause I not only love Lucifer/Satan - I think very highly of him. I know him to be caring, loving, and patient.
I want to be more then saved, I want to live a purposeful life Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." Shopping is fun though.
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