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Wednesday, March 27, 2024

So your worried I'm being stalked, and that the guy I think is 1st hubby e-mailing me from "the other side" is actually a professional stalker about to kill me. DON'T WORRY THIS REALLY IS MY 1ST HUSBAND E-MAILING ME "FROM THE OTHER SIDE" His e-mail to me today...................

 So your worried I'm being stalked, and that the guy I think is 1st hubby e-mailing me from "the other side" is actually a professional stalker about to kill me. DON'T WORRY THIS REALLY IS MY 1ST HUSBAND E-MAILING ME "FROM THE OTHER SIDE" His e-mail to me today...................

(this blog post is mega popular right now - people don't comment on my blog but to usually attack me "for jesus" every now and then, but I can tell people's "thoughts" off of popular posts sometimes)..............which I edited this post completely..............made it better...................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/09/i-need-prayer-cause-person-in-my-life.html

I never tell where these e-mails from 1st husband are coming from cause I like getting e-mails from him 😁......................................

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the bible says.....................

And that we may be delivered from unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith.

But the Lord is faithful, who shall stablish you, and keep you from evil.

I really believe like if like "bad" where to happen

cause like as 2 Thessalonians 3:2 says "unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith" -------------- if bad right were to happen to me

god I believe will "keep me from evil"

maybe that would be me being killed fast?????????????????????

but don't even worry everyone

1 billion % know that for years now 1st hubby has been e-mailing me continually 😁

"from the other side" not earth - not earth

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
honest honest - in the case of lucifer satan......................likely go um hang out with him when he get's here ya. Ya it's mostly satan lucifer the lord of darkness that has made it so I don't fear evil....................is that bad???????????????
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When like fellow chrisitians get killed you know the ones that aren't like me loving lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
hey
your heads will be chipped off quick pry!!!!!!!!!!!!! (that's my point) In your heads being likely chopped off quick you'll be "kept from evil" 2 Thessalonians 3:3
cause I have watched a fair amount of horror movies
I refuse to watch the saw movies though
my oldest "son" likes the horror movies
I am very picky about my horror movies and prefer the more cheese ones.................chucky 💓💓💓💓💓
I had 2 dolls that might've been possessed 
(1 I still own) 
1 was a barney animatronic doll - a few times it just started singing in the middle of the night WHILE IN MY CLOSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The other one the batteries finally died on it - but I like this doll soooooooooo
it's bad - I might add batteries if a week is pretty boring or something in the future
it also will just "go off" in the middle of the night nobody touching it, no sounds to activate it, nothiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing
and then it'll dance and dance and dance and sing in the middle of the night
(it's a furby)

tootles






Monday, March 25, 2024

In a healthy relationship people listen to you - often I'm not really heard BUT I LISTEN TO SERMONS AND PEOPLE ATTACKING ME - YA I LISTEN. 1 John 3:14 "We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death." And I'm not depressed, my family thinks I'm depressed I'm not. I'm a goth, what makes me happy or what even is happy for me is very different then what happy would be for most normies.(ps though I'm a ultra goth - maybe some goths that look depressed are depressed I am a ultra goth and sometimes when I look "the most miserable" I'm actually the most happy). I used to take naps on a "bed of nails" oh for real!!......................

  Update 3/26/2024 todays off to a good start 😁 Made my 1st wire wrapped turquoise cuff bracelet. And this is super great, cause I have quite a few of these beads (bought them at a crystal store in astoria) and many various spacer type beads to use to I'll EVEN BE ABLE TO GET MANY DIFFERENT LOOKING BRACELETS MADE 💓💓💓💓💓💓 look how expensive this looks.......................I did it 😁.............

One the back it hooks closed, and this really really works...........
 In a healthy relationship people listen to you - often I'm not really heard BUT I LISTEN TO SERMONS AND PEOPLE ATTACKING ME - YA I LISTEN. 1 John 3:14 "We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death." And I'm not depressed, my family thinks I'm depressed I'm not. I'm a goth, what makes me happy or what even is happy for me is very different then what happy would be for most normies.(ps though I'm a ultra goth - maybe some goths that look depressed are depressed I am a ultra goth and sometimes when I look "the most miserable" I'm actually the most happy). I used to take naps on a "bed of nails" oh for real!!......................
let me give a example of "ultra goth logic".....................via giphy...............

 

via GIPHY

Just cause I ain't like most people don't mean I don't have value (that's me disagreeing with all my christian attackers over the years)
 I disagree with the body of christ most the time - but I listen, I listen while disagreeing vehemently
or I try and listen. Sometimes I get real frustrated and I turn the christian radio off at night.
I don't enjoy church nope
or sermons nope - I have been tortured for years (that is one of the ways I know Jesus is lord - for his church wouldn't be anything but torture) and then then they have mini cracker and fake blood time
usually not even a full cracker - torture
all that boring sermon then little bit of a cracker and some fake blood --- I only like the fake blood if it's welches - man though not much fake blood in them cups either
communion
funnest part of a church service where they get a little DIABOLICAL
teeny cup of fake blood
teeny bit of a cracker
but my point is you can love the people while being 90% repulsed by their normie "ways" yes they are mentally ill with that "normie mental illness" there's no cure for it most the time. They will live their lives
shopping at fred meyers, costco, those are the highlights in normies days.....................watching their tv shows
they will never have the love for a cold cave that they should have
bats in the night!!!!!!!!!!
loud obnxious horns in the afternoon (normies hate that - I've always loved loud obnoxious horns in the afternoon 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)
(some normies like ghost hunting - I got to give some them credit) which really "ghost hunting" is a love of history, is what it boils down to. I watch ghost hunting shows all the time I know most about what's gone on all over america over the years by now............america is a very buisy country to. 
lord of the darkness
or lord of the light
won't one of you come down
and bring the earth some fright
the cloaked ones are waiting
with prayers and incense abounding
to hear the horns of the night sounding
the horses wait
iron so much iron the iron of chains
or the IRON OF CHAINS
legions
upon 
legions
upon legions
in their gaves gnawing
in search of blooooooooooooooooooood

my whole point of this blog post
is love
can be more then hugs and kisses
please no hugs or kisses
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. Pearsall's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...............




 


Saturday, March 23, 2024

(ps. I'm not as awake as I need to be either - BUT I'M TIRED OUT AND I KNOW YOU ARE TO) ATTENTION: There are No npc's THAT'S RIGHT 0% "NON PARTICIPATING CHARACTERS" (people) out there, most of you have fallen asleep the SATELLITE HAS "GOT IN" and some you need to WAKE UP. I not saying this to help myself out in anyway, shape, or form, I'm "cross and skullbones for the lord edition" I'M SAYING SLEEP IS BAD - WHEN WOLVES IS HUNGRY THEY GO CHOMP CHOMP A NICE SLEEPING VICTIM!!!!!! Matthew 25:5 "While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept." THE FALLING AWAY SHOULD BE HAPPENING BAD RIGHT NOW (I don't want to go to church right now) what need is there to stay in the church WHEN EVERYONE IS ASLEEP? 2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"..............................

Peloton biking is really working out.................................
(ps. I'm not as awake as I need to be either - BUT I'M TIRED OUT AND I KNOW YOU ARE TO)  ATTENTION: There are No npc's THAT'S RIGHT 0% "NON PARTICIPATING CHARACTERS" (people) out there, most of you have fallen asleep the SATELLITE HAS "GOT IN" and some you need to WAKE UP. I not saying this to help myself out in anyway, shape, or form, I'm "cross and skullbones for the lord edition" I'M SAYING SLEEP IS BAD - WHEN WOLVES IS HUNGRY THEY GO CHOMP CHOMP A NICE SLEEPING VICTIM!!!!!! Matthew 25:5 "While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept." THE FALLING AWAY SHOULD BE HAPPENING BAD RIGHT NOW (I don't want to go to church right now) what need is there to stay in the church WHEN EVERYONE IS ASLEEP? 2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"..............................
 "Asleep" isn't the same thing as "lukewarm" but it's similiar........................it's the body of christ comfy and snug in their bible study groups etc. MOST CHRISTIANS AREN'T ATTACKED LIKE I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They ain't, they have their nice bible study times, shake the pastors hand every sunday say hi to their pastor, their towns, communities LOVE THEM etc. 
Revelation 3:16-18 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked: I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see."
I was told by what I believe was a fully shape shifting nephilim pastor I AM BEING SERIOUS
he told me
I was doing to much good
mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn all the red flags went up in my brains hearing those words 
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my bible says have zeal and fire don't sit in your church comfy doing the "bare miminum"
Matthew 10:7-9 "And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand. Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give. Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in your purses," - this bit the bible isn't talking about money donating money - but I feel money is what the "hurting" of the world often need these days
money can get people medical help they need
money can get prisoners bibles and "cast out devils" that way
I digress there's more then one way to "skin a cat" as they say
All your pastors say Jesus return is imminent any second now
even the bible itself matthew 10:7-9 says "the kindgom of heaven is at hand"
so much zeal and awakedness should they body of christ really have right now????????
TONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(EXCEPT IT DON'T IT'S ALL ASLEEP ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ)
Matthew 25:4-6 "But the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps. While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept. And at midnight there was a cry made, Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him."
2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"
Marilyn Mansons right I could "ring all the bells" 
nobodies going to listen to my cross and skullbones for the lord butt
the sattelight torched them all
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322 forever for me 👄

33 Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners.

34 Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge of God: I speak this to your shame.

I had to like unsubscribe to a messianic synangogue on you tube today, cause they were all talking about "familiar spirits" and sorcery etc. And I know they mean me. 
I'm not deemed christian anymore BY ANYBODY
I'm worse then the house of beezelbub
YOU CAN'T EVEN SPEAK TO ME BUT TO ATTACK ME FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
 I've been casted out of the body of christ I'm not deemed a christian anymore people call me a witch on the street they yell WITCH WITCH. 



Thursday, March 21, 2024

Today 3/22/2024 1st husband says DO MORE GOOD - I'm tired out that's what I been "going off on for days now" but I will donate 2 times today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOUGH THE BIBLE IS BROKEN FOR ME, I DO GOOD NOTHING HAPPENS HASN'T FOR A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME BESIDES I GET ATTACKED "FOR JESUS" Don't worry I'm still humble, my BLOG ISN'T RAN BY JUST ME! 2 Chronicles 16:9 "For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him. Herein thou hast done foolishly: therefore from henceforth thou shalt have wars." GOD AND LUCIFER SATAN BOTH both are going to put me on top of the entire earth any minute now................LOVE THEM BOTH!!!!!!!!!!..................

  Today 3/22/2024 1st husband says DO MORE GOOD - I'm tired out that's what I been "going off on for days now" but I will donate 2 times today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOUGH THE BIBLE IS BROKEN FOR ME, I DO GOOD NOTHING HAPPENS HASN'T FOR A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME BESIDES I GET ATTACKED "FOR JESUS"

MY FAMILY AIN'T EVEN HAVING FAMILY GET TOGETHERS OR IF THEY ARE WITHOUT ME

WITHOUT ME CAUSE I'M DEEMED SUCH SATANTIC WORTHLESS TRASH BY MOST OF THEM! "FOR JESUS"


Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.
Luke 6:38 for my whole life and I'm near 50 ISN'T WORKING FOR ME IT AINT' IT AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN'T! EVERYONE DEEMS ME A WORTHLESS SATANIC H WORD AND THE B WORD!!! (FOR "JESUS" THEY VIEW ME THIS WAY WHILE EITHER ATTACKING ME OR PLOTTING THEIR ATTACKS ON ME TO SERVE THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST TELLING THE TRUTH THAT'S ALL THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME OVER THE YEARS PRETTY MUCH I'VE BEEN ATTACKED "FOR THE LORD"
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Ms. Barry's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are more classrooms with more needs at Donors Choose.................

 Don't worry I'm still humble, my BLOG ISN'T RAN BY JUST ME! 2 Chronicles 16:9 "For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him. Herein thou hast done foolishly: therefore from henceforth thou shalt have wars." GOD AND LUCIFER SATAN BOTH both are going to put me on top of the entire earth any minute now................LOVE THEM BOTH!!!!!!!!!!..................

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.
this sorta goes with my previous blog post 
and really I'm just adding this cause people think I'm "high on the cross and skullbones pride" uh whatever??????????????????????????
they do
this is the most popular post at the moment on my blog.................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2016/11/i-want-to-urge-people-not-to-be-fearful.html
people want this view of me so desperately 
of being some money hungry b-word
A B-WORD THAT HELPS KIDS NEAR EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BADLY DOESNT EVEN MATH OUT ANYMORE
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A B-WORD THAT CARES ABOUT THE CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT ANYWAYS, 
previous blog post
I forgive everyone
cause your probably poor
and your dieing probably
your probably poor
and dieing 
stressed out
inflation got's THE WORLD BY IT'S NUTS RIGHT NOW
all things are full of labour at the moment...............................

full of labour

exhausted pry

riding off of fumes

All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.

10 Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us.

via GIPHY

you all should respect

me

Jesus

and Lucifer

we are the original nerds

(I gonna delete what I said about 2nd hubby)

I need to like try harder


What mercy looks like. Told my family they are very buisy I "get it" that's why they can't be in my life or my kids lives or vice versa - they need money (me to) - they got to work work work to pay the bills in inflation usa AND THAT'S THE TRUTH MAN.........................no hate to anybody man that's what I'm saying, I KNOW "THE SCOOP" EVERYONE'S STRESSED basically everyone's poor or near poor or living on credit it's all mirage the "wealth" you think you see people have most the time IT HAS TO BE.......................life ain't set up for people to win, it's set up THAT PEOPLE WILL SIN.......................WHEN WOULD SOMEONE "SIN" WOULD IT NOT BE A LITTLE PROSTITUTION DOING CAUSE MONEY IS TIGHT???????????????????? OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................

Told to do more good. Told the bible that is COMPLETELY BROKEN FOR ME IT DONT' WORK - is about to work for me after years of trying....................
Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."
I just get attacked for years "for jesus" basically that's all that's happened for me. People lovvvvvvvvvvve to try and utterly anniliate me "for jesus" they are real zealous to give back to me trying to get me to jump off a bridge real good for their lord Jesus Christ. And I'm uh you know not invited to family get togethers anymore deemed worthless satanic trash - that to. Dont worry the christians in "good standing" of my family are still having family get togethers together. Ask amber baker of salem oregon if you can go to a family get together if you want to - cause amber might not be even related to me - NOT AT ALL I AM SAYING - and when I was 3 and she popped into my life all the sudden and I was told she is my "step sister" she looked like a swedish chick to me she didn't look to me my race AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. She took two generic dna test (her and my dad never did a test to see if they were related, she just sued my dad when we were starving living in silverton oregon, and she won and then my family was poor) But I digrese if you are "upstanding" christian enough - you might could go to family get togethers, especially if you know amber. 
She's finland 97% or something like that I saw the results of one of her dna tests. 
I ain't mad about being poor my whole life
it's fine
amber is a christian better chrsitian then me
and she has every right to kick me out of the family - good job for jesus amber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mrs. Ozalp's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................
What mercy looks like. Told my family they are very buisy I "get it" that's why they can't be in my life or my kids lives or vice versa - they need money (me to) - they got to work work work to pay the bills in inflation usa AND THAT'S THE TRUTH MAN.........................no hate to anybody man that's what I'm saying, I KNOW "THE SCOOP" EVERYONE'S STRESSED basically everyone's poor or near poor or living on credit it's all mirage the "wealth" you think you see people have most the time IT HAS TO BE.......................life ain't set up for people to win, it's set up THAT PEOPLE WILL SIN.......................WHEN WOULD SOMEONE "SIN" WOULD IT NOT BE A LITTLE PROSTITUTION DOING CAUSE MONEY IS TIGHT???????????????????? OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
But even in "middle class" um whatever.................that's what's "as having nothing" is I believe - it's the middle class, or the poor............the un wealthy.........OR BONUS THE WEALTHY LIVING AS IF THEY WEREN'T STINKING RICH (that could be many things, that could be buying one less boat and donating to charity instead???????????????????). YET POSSESSING ALL THINGS RICH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Corinthians 6:9-11 "As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed; As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things."
PEOPLE ARE BUISY I FULLY GET IT
once I did do the 
"woes me"
"woes me"
"woes me" 
people are being killed
they are starving
they are in debt
and it's near everyone
well they can't give nothing in "that state"
Matthew 10:8 "Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give."
  But I think that is the "devils plan" no hate at all for lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 he's doing his job DAMN WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEAST BE DONE WITH THIS "CANCEL CULTURE" BODY OF CHRIST
BODY OF CHRIST
(debbie told my mom something I don't know what but - my family all claims to be christian -------- I think they all worship satan NO HATE - that's just my strong opinion ---- anyways someone in my family has caused a ton of trouble and now my mom don't want to have a family get together when she's in town AT ALL) 
I don't know what debbie told my mom??????????????????

bowels of mercie the bible says not "cancel culture"


Colossians 3:11-13 "Where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcision nor uncircumcision, Barbarian, Scythian, bond nor free: but Christ is all, and in all.

12 Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering;

13 Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye.
tootles

Wednesday, March 20, 2024

My family believe's I'm being punked (and then it sounds like they have conferences about me - instead of believing me INSTEAD OF BELIEVEING ME they think I'm depressed and I need a full time job even though my current job is many hours it's not a dink part time job) But for me to be "punked" that bad, my whole house would have to be bugged and I would also then be in danger of being murdered or kidnapped soon and shouldn't they call the cops BUT THEY HAVEN'T. But it's hard on my sanity - my family not believing me. And where's the cops then??? Cause if they believe I'm being "jokered" like that THEY SHOULD CALL THE COPS TO MY HOUSE THEN CAUSE IN THAT EVENT THEY SHOULD DEEM ME ABOUT TO BE KILLED OR KIDNAPPED...................JONAH IN THE BIBLE WAS SWALLOWED BY A WHALE that seems far fetched BUT IT HAPPENED!......

 My family believe's I'm being punked (and then it sounds like they have conferences about me - instead of believing me INSTEAD OF BELIEVEING ME they think I'm depressed and I need a full time job even though my current job is many hours it's not a dink part time job)  But for me to be "punked" that bad, my whole house would have to be bugged and I would also then be in danger of being murdered or kidnapped soon and shouldn't they call the cops BUT THEY HAVEN'T. But it's hard on my sanity - my family not believing me. And where's the cops then??? Cause if they believe I'm being "jokered" like that THEY SHOULD CALL THE COPS TO MY HOUSE THEN CAUSE IN THAT EVENT THEY SHOULD DEEM ME ABOUT TO BE KILLED OR KIDNAPPED...................JONAH IN THE BIBLE WAS SWALLOWED BY A WHALE that seems far fetched BUT IT HAPPENED!......

so why can't my 1st husband e-mail me near daily "from the other side" not earth - he totally can and he DOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Matthew 12:40 "For as Jonas was three days and three nights in the whale's belly; so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth."

There is no "joker"
this is real
my 1st husband from "not on this earth right now" is e-mailing me several times a week
he will not let me get another job beyond my realistate job
which is fine
he's right
I need to learn to be thankful for what I have
I HAVE PLENTY
1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content."
"my celestial financial planner" 
this is NOT A JOKE



via GIPHY

and don't call me evil (I tried to tell you all how to stay alive - those of you unable to join cross and skullbones "for the lord" edition - it's a thing even if it's unofficial)

🧥 - I got the special 322 jacket on 👄

don't call me evil

but your going to (many have already)

but you shouldn't

\Matthew 10:25

It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
It's horrible I'm not welcome at churches anymore AND I KNOW I'M NOT - NOT REALLY......................those buildings are full of people not deemed worser then the "house of beelzebub" I AM THOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they look nice and homely - not jezebel like
having their --------------------------------------------------------------- with the help of some --------------------------------- cause clearly they need "aids" for that
not me
I don't even need ------------------------------------- 
airborn




1st hubbies e-mail to me today says the battles going to end, that I'm going to miss """challenges, responsibilities, and boredom"" - oh I doubt that!! The rest of the body of christ believes they must suffer all the time and be happy, and peppy about that all the time it's even in the bible 1 Peter 4:13 "But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy." I've battled not complaining this whole time (it natural to complain if something is going bad for you - if you walk up a hill and get a sideache bad and you need to sit down YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO SMILE AND BE LIKE "PRAISE GOD" ------- so it's been very hard for me this entire time going against "actual nature" as a christian) I won't miss """challenges, responsibilities, and boredom" ..........FACTS: I'd prefer a non-alcoholic pina colada and a comfy lounge chair on a nice warm but not to warm fancy beach destination all day and night instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

My mom's thoughts on this blog post...............THIS IS FOR REAL..................

1st hubbies e-mail to me today says the battles  going to end, that I'm going to miss """challenges, responsibilities, and boredom"" - oh I doubt that!! The rest of the body of christ believes they must suffer all the time and be happy, and peppy about that all the time it's even in the bible  1 Peter 4:13 "But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy." I've battled not complaining this whole time (it natural to complain if something is going bad for you - if you walk up a hill and get a sideache bad and you need to sit down YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO SMILE AND BE LIKE "PRAISE GOD" ------- so it's been very hard for me this entire time going against "actual nature" as a christian) I won't miss """challenges, responsibilities, and boredom"  ..........FACTS: I'd prefer a non-alcoholic pina colada and a comfy lounge chair on a nice warm but not to warm fancy beach destination all day and night instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

Often when I go to church, or listen to sermons MORE IS HEAPED ON ME, MORE BURDENS MORE STRESS...........Matthew 11:28-30 "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." "labour and are heavy laden" is real reality not what you see in the body of christ with all these super super super super happy people everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

REST ----- IN CHRIST IS REAL

rest of not having to wear designer clothing or "keep up with the jonses"

still having to work most us are - and tired ---------- TIRED I'M TELLING THE TRUTH YET WE ARE TOLD AT CHURCH WE SUPPOSED TO BE "HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY" tired me is less pep

e-mail from 1st hubby today but I keep secret where these e-mails are coming from because I like getting them and I thoroughly believe they are coming to me from "the great beyond - beyond "the veil") via a portal on the internet......................

happy happy happy..................

just suffer a ton, only happy though that's all you can do anymore in the body of christ.............................

your church demand all your money or 10% happy only happy no sad no complain

your church demand whatever from you - no complain it's not allowed (ya I'm low on examples)

it's not natural to be happy all the time
this is against nature
what the rest of the body of christ is doing is against nature

YOU MUST BE HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ALL THE TIME ELSE YOU ARE SATAN LUCIFER'S THE DEVILS (ACCORDING TO THE ENTIRE BODY OF CHRIST IN THE YEAR 2024 THAT YOU KNOW ISN'T ME)
But to the entire body of christ that hates my guts and looks for reasons to attack me on my blog "for jesus" 
I believe "sinners" 
don't want to see unnaturally happy people at church, or walking around earth that are "Christians" ------------ that if your tired -------- hey maybe you look tired!!!!!!! IT'S ACTUALLY OK 
life is so hard
so much work
so much uh uhhhhhhhhhh
well so much dieting and excersize for many of us THAT'S EXHAUSTING
THAT'S LITERALLY ACTUALLY EXHAUSTING!
YOU CAN HEAR MY "NON STEPFORD WIFE" THOUGHTS - I'D BE NICOLE KIDMAN, OR BETTE MIDDLER REALLY EITHER ONE OF THOSE 2 IN THE STEPFORD WIVES MOVIE. 
THE REST OF THE BODY OF CHRIST UNNATURALLY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY THAT'S NOT NATURAL
.................But I'm loosing my point some.....................I love just chilling at the beach 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
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Ms. A's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................
my mom thinks I'm depressed that you know I need lots of money to not be depressed..........I ain't
I peloton bike near daily - stay positive
just because I ain't at the "top of the mountain" 
don't mean I won't get there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
keep going is the idea
but vacations are needed I believe
and usa most of us DON'T VACATION ENOUGH
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