I've figured out by now that to love a person it's best to stop the pointing of the finger at them...............

(this song is extremely appropriate me and jesus are a love song)

I've figured out by now that to love a person it's best to stop the pointing of the finger at them...............course though I've learned this (albeit via the very hard way) it's still something I battle and I think we all battle.Axle Rose is right...................
"I know that you can love me

When there's no one left to blame"

 I can't find the bible verse I want but I'm sure it exists (something about stopping with the pointing of the finger at people???) John 7:24 "Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment." A lot of time people judge me over how I look LIKE EVERYDAY AND I KNOW IT HAPPENS TO ALL US!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I've decided though it's best not to judge, love instead! Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:" For me and I think most the world as well it's very hard to love someone when you have a finger pointing at them, blaming them for something.............rather it's better to forgive each other! And love each other instead. 

   Course per the "november rain" song jesus is the type to bring it I find...................I am walking to him down the aisle.................working hard to make myself ready to be his bride............not watching the worldly tv (minus...............Duck Dynasty, Parking Wars "ponytail" xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, American Colony meet the hutterites) ok little jersey shore in the mix to I won't lie, occasionally bridezilla's.........but back to my point, to make myself ready for my bridegroom, NOT LOVING THIS WORLD OR THE THINGS IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, no loving christ instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in theworld. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." I gotta knock off the tv though I know, I getting better at doing other stuffs then watching tv.........like working on my lathe, frisbee golf : ) 

 Have a great day earth!

In the Portland Oregon area happens to be right now in the year 2021 (sheri updating this post) 

there are homeless tents all over the place, and homeless camps. 

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

1 John 4:18 "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love."

I find the 80's "The facts of life" show theme song to be true......................

My rendition of "The facts of life theme song" 

(the shortened version)

this is 2021 me on this tape.............which looks much younger then 2012 me..................

Forgive me in the year 2012 I was adorable..............

   I find the 80's tv show theme song "The facts of life" to be true.................you take the good, you take the bad, you take it all and there you have the facts of life, the facts of life" I lost outright right 3 friends recently................I think it's a bit that I'm messing up, but I think it's also at the same time a bit that I'm doing some things right to............Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
  If you don't watch tv like I ain't been lately
you don't listen to the worldly music like I ain't been lately
walking around with a prayer doily like I now do everyday
all this not being friends with the world
is going to equal a lot of the world not liking you anymore!
   God always provides though the bestest spot for me. I don't want to be a friend with the world!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing I could gain in the world is worth it......................Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"
  I'd fully rather be like paul and loose absolutely everything to WIN CHRIST..............Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"
  yep I done clean official picked team jesus, and I know this is the bestest choice.
I don't pick the world
I don't pick the things of the world
I PICK JESUS
Tellin (elder of the apostolic christian church of america that later told me I was horrible and insulted me to the point I was contemplating suicide in the womens bathroom at church) last night bible clean says, not to love the world or the things in the world..................1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in theworld. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." A lot of people going to not like you if you don't love the world or the things in it, and clean refuse to be friends with the world I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE. For those in the year 2021...........ya this elder was at my families family get togethers when I was a kid some of them................like he has known me since I was maybe in diapers?????? Long time. To "put things in perspective" ACCA is the ONLY church that feels like family to me to this day ---------- but they also are a family that doesn't want me, elder told me I could NEVER become a member of their church EVER. 
  It is what it is. I picked team jesus now I am suffering the consequences.
 Satan's team don't pick that, don't pick that team, that team is going to loose earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You'll get real popular on satan's team, you might well gain the whole world on satan's team BUT THAT'S THE LOOSING TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!

 My "works meet of repentance" for my blog post this week 

(sheri we wish you didn't come from a apostolic christian church of america family

 this isn't the like 1700's anymore)

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

churches far and wide barbie's need love to!!!!!!!!!...............

churches far and wide barbie's need love to!!!!!!!!!...............I dyed my hair like 2 weeks ago and past two weeks have been RUFF for me at church...........I often end up sitting by the visiting sisters (my church has a slew of visiting sisters/brothers often ------ I do like that dynamic of a church knit together the many apostolic christian church of america congregations together like that) but anyways so I know what they see when they sit in front of me BARBIE...........................this a completely untouched photo of myself...............this how I been lookin at church on sundays lately blond blond blond hair, prayer doily on my head, little bronzer, teeny teeny amounts of foundation, and a touch of mascara cause my eye lashes are really really light, so pretty well no makeup this me with mostly 0 makeup........................

(the picture on below is me from today - about to lighten my hair, it's a bit of a mess at the moment

I am still matel barbie.............no plastic surgery at all, this me years and years and years later)

at this point, if I had 0 mascara, and 0 bronzer on, and 0 of my microscopic amounts of foundation on I'M STILL GOING TO LOOK COMPLETELY BARBIE I CAN'T EVEN ESCAPE THE BARBIENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Found a you tube video of dolly parton,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I feel for dolly parton 1 billion...............................

and I told my 3 pastor friends (of the apostolic christian church of america) with some people makeup isn't even a friend with the world thing, with some people it's a comfort thing, DOLLY PARTON MIGHT BE ONE THOSE PEOPLE ---------- I mean I'm sayin if I was dolly parton I'd pry wear some makeup. YA LOVE DOLLY PARTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not to mention she has some good music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My 2nd rendition for the week of "Holy Diver" by Dio.....in the year 2021 this is 2021 Sheri at the end of this post....

(also have bit to say at beginning of video, and warning I'm in a entire mood ---- it's the 4th of july I'm supposed to be in a free country and my niece done told me I not only need to ask for permission before I post family pics, but that I am actually forbidden and everyone is in my family she told me FROM EVEN TAKING FAMILY PICS..........and then most of entire family attacked me.....

I made a you tube video venting my frustration ---- which has been exasperated by several family members so sure I'm leaving the family forever, they been pressuring me to send e-mails still to them etc. and not understanding I need a break from my family for a bit. That I'm literally going insane, cause most of my family is north koreans (that's the dictatorship right? ----- but the dictator is their lord god Kaisha Schwab). 

I said in the link for this video on my blog "Niece forbade family pics. Big sis recently removed family pics from her insta, she worship kaisha? (her daughter that is black is my family worshipping black people?) If they the tribe of judah the black people THEY SHOULDN'T BE WORSHIPPED LIKE THIS THEY ARE STILL ------- people.............(but ps.....everyone is "special" nobody is "specialer" then another aka god is no respecter of persons as the bible says even if I'm saying black people many of them that believe they are the tribe of judah were right and also a large number of them on tik tok appear to believe they are the ONLY ones that can even obtain salvation which not true god is NO respector of persons we are all "special:" : )"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jufpf8OfQeo

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html

Not that anybody pry will care being that I am a christian the loves satan, therefore according to my family the consencious seems to be that I must be a satanist, and/or not a christian cause there's noway they say that a christian could love satan - I do. Today this verse reading my bible stood out to me.........................

Matthew 18:10 "Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, That in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven."

 Most of my family despises me and Matthew 18:10 says to NOT despise me - don't believe me read their insult athon and like button hitting athon in think it's the 1st video here............https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html

  What does Matthew 18:10 telllllllllll you but that a lot of the "saved" ain't looking super "saintly" and fabulous etc. etc. etc. 

  And the original blog post above, ya makeup wasn't allowed at the ACCA church when I blogged this I was told I was a terrible human by the main elder of both Silverton and Oregon City ACCA apostolic christian church of america church...........to the point I was crying suicidal in the bathroom one sunday. 

  I tried to all have hope for a long time I did. That they would accept me, like me, love me.....................