fastest way to overcome the earth - count the things of the earth as dung I'm sure of this....................

fastest way to overcome the earth - count the things of the earth as dung I'm sure of this. Tonight at church I was relieved to hear this verse Revelation 3:5 "He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels." In the past I think I've even said on my blog (oh I'm a fool for jesus be sure of that) that I was sure that you had to have many a good deed to have white garments and make it into heaven.......but look at revelations 3:5 "He that overcometh, THE SAME shall be clothed with white raiment" that's it, that's what I need to do I've decided overcome this earth!!!!!!!!!
   I'm confessing here, this a fool 100% fool confession, this the kind of fool I am..............I've sat and I've drooled over sports cars for many a year oooooooooo look at that car, look at that car FOOLISHNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I keep my flesh down like paul says..............1 Corinthians 9:27 "But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway." Don't envy the luxuriousness that some this world has THE THINGS OF THE EARTH IS DUNG!!!!!!!!! Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ" sports cars DUNG, diamond rings DUNG, penthouses in switzerland DUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahah I'm serious though. None that stuffs will get you to heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What going to get you to heaven - oh ya, overcoming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  To me it's like so a b c

a -------------- Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh." Want to overcome the world WALK IN THE SPIRIT I highly recommend creflo dollar : ) YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CREFLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and kirk cameron ; ) ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ye is a fool sheri

b ---------------- count all things of this earth AS DUNG....................we are supposed to overcome the world............not be stuck in the "what's the latest fashions this week, uh oh better go to like nordstroms and take a look hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah" hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah ahhhhhhhhh CHUCK THE FASHION MAGAZINES ALL TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupidness

   Fashion IS STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (though yesterday at the goodwill outlet down the street there was a lady that I wanted to like kidnap and dress a bit better - she had on jeans and they were like rolled up as if she was waiting for a flood and then she had tacky fuzzy socks on like all pulled up high and then like boots ---------------- sometime's I don't know, well guess if ya all want to hurt my eyeballs go ahead long as ye's not loving the things of the earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 

   This concludes this fools ramblings for today : ) hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahah if the joy of the lord is my strength like the bible says I'M ANDREA THE GIANT RIGHT NOW take that satan I will not love the things of the earth NO WAY

few things I need in life.........................................

my chickens to watch while I'm drinking coffee (ya know jesus got a 100% fool with me : ) hahahaha

my sauna 

few good christian bands to listen to gotta get my jesus groove on! 12 STONES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya that about covers it 

  fashions so stupid, soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stupid, have a great week earth : ) 

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

This is bad 2021 me could "corrupt the youth" 

but you really don't need "fashion" 

I mean it's a little important to look nice. 

But you don't need fashion to have "looks to kill"........

Don't worry the apostolic christian church of america 

maybe most of the body of christ very upset with me

what happen to having fun on this earth??????

Have a great day.

ps pics above from a few days ago 2021 

   

1 Corinthians 6:16 You can't pimp yourself out to the world and think you just didn't join up with that............

   This is the song God told me to sing. My rendition of "Fell on Black Days" by Soundgarden. I was taught by the Apostolic Christian Church of America to mostly focus on the outside of my cup......Luke 11:39 "And the Lord said unto him, Now do ye Pharisees make clean the outside of the cup and the platter; but your inward part is full of ravening and wickedness." But it's the "inside of my cup" God wishes to be clean, and for me that =='s me wearing a bit of makeup etc. That I don't look down upon the makeup wearing etc. 

 Friendship with the world is something in your heart it doesn't necessarily have 0% to do with how you look - or the jewelry you wear.

I'm not loved by this world

nobody could tell me I'm loved by this world

the goth's have rejected me because I forgive Marilyn Manson

John 15:19 "If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you." - I have been rejected.

  Original blog post from way back when..................................

1 Corinthians 6:16 You can't pimp yourself out to the world and think you just didn't join up with that.............naw........it don't work that way............1 Corinthians 6:16 "What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh."

  Naw you come out "from among them" AND BE YE SEPARATE don't go pimping yourself out to this world and be's thinkin with yourself you didn't just join up with THAT 2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you." See it, catch it....................come out from among them, and be ye separate..........touch not the unclean thing (aka porn, drugs, mmmmmm yummy yummy drugs, etc. of delightfulness) and then and then when you's done came out from among them and be ye's separate and not touching the unclean things no more..................AND I WILL RECEIVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

    (xoxoxoxox living hope church, apostolic christian church of america and the body of christ in general) and I need prayer, that I keep a safe distance from my "thorn in the flesh" a real good safe distance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   Don't be ----------------- earth, god don't want ya joined up with the harlot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He wants ya out of her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't be little ------------------------ (little bit to close to my "thorn in the flesh" at the moment, doing all I can to remedy this """"""""situation"""""""""")

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!! Ephesians 6:12....................

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I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!!  Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I wish we all could have a day off to party and do all the drugs we want - I really do! Trust me I really do! We in a war! There no day offs, satan don't rest satan don't nap..............1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:"

   I ain't been winning the war at all either lately.............the good news is now these days at least I can recognize when I'm kinda slipping back into the occult............I'm able to stop myself - via much going to church, much reading the word of god --------- it's a war we all in it!!!!!!!!!! I may be in the thick of things more then most, but we are all surely in this war "against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places" nobody not in this war!!!!!!! 

   I'm totally going to like living hopes living free pry this week, takes going to church 2-3 times a week for me anymore to stay in the light ------- it is what it is ------------- Ecclesiastes 2:13 "Then I saw that wisdom excelleth folly, as far as lightexcelleth darkness." I feel it's better to fight the war then just let the darkness sink in!!!!!!! My aunts church (apostolic christian church of america) man they know what to preach : ) they know they gotta remind me hell is real and often! 

   (can't just sit around and let the darkness all sink in!!!!!!!!!! there's a war to wage!!!!!!!!!!!!! god wants zeal he wants fire!!!!!!! He wants us to fight to be in the light (fight the good fight of faith)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - where there's peace...............John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.") 

  I'm not at all simple I'm pretty intensely complex but I like these verses can I claim them for myself anyways : ) cause I'd like to do that fully : ) Psalm 116:6-7 "The LORD preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the LORD hath dealt bountifully with thee." That's what sin'll do it'll bring you low..............and pain...................PAIN...............................Psalm 116:3-4 "The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul."

  ahhhhhhhhh god'll forgive ----------- don't sit in pain!!!!!!!!!!! PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And get to fighting the good fight of faith Psalm 116:9 "I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living." Where's the land of the living, ah ya it's walking before the LORD - we were once all dead Ephesians 2:1 "And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins;" DON'T BE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!! Be alive in christ Romans 6:11 "Likewise reckon ye also yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord."

I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............

Sheri 2024 agree's with sheri 2011 -- " I don't want to do drugs, or the occult, or watch porn,  ------------ I'm done being filthy. DONE. I want to get clean and stay clean, and not be in agony not be bound no more."

bible talks about pigs in filth

2 Peter 2:22 "But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire."

The 1st step to freedom

whether freedom from addiction

or porn addiction

or involvement in the occult

it to admit you have a problem!!!!!!!!!!!

I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............finally getting it, oh that's what the bible means when it talks about jesus setting a person free (I've found it to be something that happens to you when you heed god's word for a bit)  John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be freeindeed." For the longest time I told myself I had all the power and all the control in the occult but it just wasn't the case, I was really bound to that stuffs!
  This is full out my verse for today : ) Titus 3:3 "For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another." I was once so bound to all that stuffs, for so long I've carried around so much hate, so much ick! Recently I've hit this point where I'm like WHOA you have became a cesspool inside..........I don't want to be filthy NO MORE getting clean, being being in gods word in the day being in the light where jesus blood can cleanse me I'm in love with this bible verse lately 1 John 1:7 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin." ARE YOU FILTHY TO OUT THERE??????????????????? You don't have to stay that way!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Instead of riding the top of the occult like I was, I've found it's better to be broken at the foot of the cross Matthew 21:44 "And whosoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken: but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder." where I can be healed set free by jesus
  There's 0 power here for me in this lowest of places, not such the power trip place, but I'm getting clean, it'll take awhile - I'm a little extra filthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally don't want to be involved in the occult no more, I think this time it's really really really for good, that god won, jesus won, I want them to win, I don't want to be filthy no more! Things have gotten way way way way to outta hand lately - I surrendor!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired of being completely filthy, I'm tired of being SICK.

 Isaiah 1:18 "Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." Lot of crimson god, lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot! I'm tired of the filth good and tired. Forking myself over to jesus! I'm yours jesus! 

   I don't want to do drugs, or the occult, or watch porn,  ------------ I'm done being filthy. DONE. I want to get clean and stay clean, and not be in agony not be bound no more. 

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Was at like full out crisis point today - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................

Was at like full out crisis point today (domino effect happens with me, one bad thing, then another, and another and eventually I CRACK) - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................I went to bible study (my estimating with myself it'd help to "get my head together") god was in me so much tonight, He really knew I was big time having a crisis and was determined to reach out and touch me. People hugged me a lot tonight, and the lady running the whole thing rubbed my back which is a miracle cause there are 250+ women at this serious coffee bible study thing.
   Like everyone else in this world I worry about so much, I worry about what's going to happen with me, what's my future look like I worry about it.................knowing I'm that loved at living hope, that I'm that loved - my aunts church to loves me much I know they do...........makes a huge difference for me in my life. And especially that god showed up so big for me tonight.
   Really mind blowing how much god was with me tonight. He's really getting to me lately.............He's cracked in...................He's cracked into my heart. And I'm left wondering with myself - why did I ever sin in the 1st place? Why did I ever distance myself from god in the 1st place? This love HIS love is what I needed all along!
 ---------- I'm going to fess up to something, sometimes I sit and listen to other christians testify thinking to myself it all is so cheese. But man maybe I'm a cheese to god/jesus/holy spirit makes all the difference in the world for me --------------- anything could happen to me and I know long as I got god/jesus/holy spirit I's going to be ok. God showing up big for me tonight letting me know how much He loves me - it's all good! Let the cheese roll : ) it's holy cheese hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahaahahahah (sheri dang you have to much fun being a christian hahahahaahahahahahaaha)

I think repentance is supposed to be like permanent, like a continual state of being.................

'Cause I'm broken

I know I need you now

'Cause deep inside I'm broken

You see the way I live

I know I know your heart is broken

When I turn away

I need to be broken

Take the pain away 

Finished, passed final exam on my 1st module in medical billing and coding yesterday : ) today I'm on a study break : )
 At my other church living hope, my serious coffee bible study, pricilla shrier think that's her name she said, you like mourn a bit and then knock that off, all living hope is all all about that idea I guess but to me it just didn't hit me as the thing??????? (the rest of the bible study I ain't had no problem with, rest it been pretty good : ) Acts 26:20 "But shewed first unto them of Damascus, and at Jerusalem, and throughout all the coasts of Judaea, and then to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, and do works meet for repentance." it just hits me repentance as a continual state of being in, a present tense word - not stopping mourning the wrong you did........wouldn't that make a person then unrepentant if they stopped mourning the bad they did? And I think it's also important to never forget..........Revelation 2:5 "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent." this verse is talking about christians that have went out of repentance.........."except thou repent" 

 God's laid it on me that this is how I am to be, in repentance, doing works meet of that, if only 2-3 good works a month or week DO THOSE. Why I stay in jesus jail, cause I know I've grieved god a slew in the past, and have grieved myownself I was making myself miserable I was completely in torment torment is the word I'd use Ephesians 5:6 "Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience." I've decided I'd rather be in repentance, then in torment having the wrath of god upon me, it's not like when I do bad bad bad that I don't know oh ya god's pry not happy with me, also I know oh ya if I die today I'm going to hell - not the place to be.
 Psalm 51:16-17 "For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise"

The good news is jesus never forsake me Hebrews 13:5 "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." I went a real stupid road and then I repented (which was totally the right choice - don't stay on the stupid path, go repent) and there was jesus!!!!!!!!!!!! With sooooooooooooooooooo much love for me..........everytime he visits me............my heart oozes with love for him............he has such a heart for me, and so much abundant peace about him the peace I lack by myself!!!!!!!! The peace I NEED! Without jesus I'm a mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Malachi 4:2 "But unto you that fear my name shall the Sun of righteousness arise with healing in his wings; and ye shall go forth, and grow up as calves of the stall." I have found healing in jesus's wings (I not sure what the "grow up as calves of the stall means" god sure likes to use the animal anologies in the bible!) This off topic, but god spoke to me audibly one day (I was in the shower singing a britney spears song having a great time and all the sudden the holy spirit filled the room THICK I knew god was super near, and He told me "come out of her my people" Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues." the worlds system of living laviously buying much goods ------------ I jumped out the shower flew out almost killed myself turning off that radio here I was god caught me sitting having a super fab time singing britney spears of all things I was sure I was about to be struck dead by lightning)

 Revelation 18:7 "How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow." ALL YOU OUT THERE IN THE WORLD MAYBE GOING TO CHURCH MAYBE NOT GET OUT THE WORLDS SYSTEM "COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE" do like me (refer to 2 blog posts down hahahahah frequent rite aid and walgreens hahahahahahahahahahahah ROCK N ROLL)
Revelation 18:15 "The merchants of these things, which were made rich by her, shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing," Someday jesus will return and all those in the worlds system, all buying buying buying buying buying buying they going to have "so much torment and sorrow give her" SO MUCH!
  Repent now! Seek jesus now! And hope your week is going good earth, don't buy nothing, less it's at rite aid or walgreens hahahahahahahahahahahahah (ok sheri let that joke die, ahhhhhhhhhh common though myself it's fab : )
 You can tell I've been listening to the apostolic christian church of america a lot they've had quite a impact on me.............Mark 1:15 "And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel." one the fairbury apostolic christian church of america pastors said on sermon I listened to online this was the whole idea of having a ministry to try and get people to repent and "believe the gospel" and that theses days you hardly hear no preachers anywhere talking about repenting - but that's originally how apostles ministries/and other vocations ministries were prominently about. Psalm 51:16-17 ".............. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise" the proud god knows a far off, he wants us humble, he wants us of a broken spirit in repentance I believe.

Ephiphamy - god doles out his goodies to the upright in heart.................

what I do today always comes back to me tomorrow

I tell mike I can't escape myself where would I run???????????????

Ephiphamy - god doles out his goodies to the upright in heart.................Psalm 125:4 "Do good, O LORD, unto those that be good, and to them that are upright in their hearts." bestest ya all go to church on sundays, and watch christian tv shows like I do..........eat that (having to edit myself god is watching his prisoner after all) up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   What happens to everyone in my vocation (cause we all battle being upright in heart it's a battle for everyone in my vocation if it weren't I don't think these verses would exist or if they did it'd say "with the exception of those kinda wiser fools" or something --------- like I'm not the only one battling this)....................1 Corinthians 4:11-13 "Even unto this present hour we both hunger, and thirst, and are naked, and are buffeted, and have no certain dwelling place; And labour, working with our own hands: being reviled, we bless; being persecuted, we suffer it:"
  Psalm 7:10 "My defence is of God, which saveth the upright in heart." It's the destination for me, I'm still on the journey.
  In jesus's bathtub................ 1 John 1:7 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin." getting clean, getting clean, lot's of dirt, lot's and lot's and lot's of dirt. Walk in the light, stay in the light that's where.............the bath is..................."and the blood of jesus christ his son cleanseth us from all sin" ---------- gone there hugh sheri..................................ya, I don't want to be filthy no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you want long life - turn to god.........

god didn't appear to like my original video choice for this blog post, ahhhhh more sixx a.m. god then k : ) 

This is a topic I'm especially passionate about having a long life ------- somedays I'm a bit of a butt to god, and I told god I'm sorry it was bad I'll try to do better, and I told god.............Ezekiel 18:21 "But if the wicked will turn from all his sins that he hath committed, and keep all my statutes, and do that which is lawful and right, he shall surely live, he shall not die." surely live, and shall not die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I turned from the sins (more then just the wicked stuffs, this verse speaks to me it says "all his sins" not just the """"bad"""" ones but all them even the sins that you think aren't that bad)!!!!!!!!!!! You turn from that and you shall surely live and not die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 It's possible to make sure you live a long life Proverbs 3:1-2 "My son, forget not my law; but let thine heart keep my commandments: For length of days, and long life, and peace, shall they add to thee." (as I tell mike today, a long life could mean 50 years, or 60 years??????????????? but anyways you know awhile : ) 
  DIrect copy and paste some of one my e-mails to mike today..............Psalm 91:14-16 --------- "Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation." I tell god in my defense at least I'm not walking in the flesh no more, though I be occasionally completely obnoxious so that's some improvement............who is god going to show His salvation to ya he who hath "SET HIS LOVE UPON ME"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT THE EARTH OR THE THINGS OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then you get long life, and salvation most definately!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   You might tell me well sheri what about that bible verse that says to learn to number your days........................................ya I numbered them : ) hahahahahahahahahaahaahahahahahahahahah 

    I've said this before on my blog for the currently ill.......................up your faithfulness that's my #1 advice give to the poor I don't know knit hats for orphans....................Proverbs 3:7-8 "Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil. It shall be health to thy navel, and marrow to thy bones." really speaks to me this verse, that departing from evil is actual real tangible "health to thy navel, and marrow to they bones" DON'T DO NO EVIL OUT THERE YIKES

    Most pastors on tv these days all about telling christians how they can get wealthy but for me wealth ain't what I'm desiring no more --------- it's health - it's a long life..........also I took note.............Job 2:6 "And the LORD said unto Satan, Behold, he is in thine hand; but save his life." God like let satan afflict job with illnesses and boils etc. but notice, god said clearly to satan """""""but save his life"""""""""" you all catchin what I'm saying???????????? It's hella good a to turn from alllllllllllllllllllllllll your evil............hella good to .Psalm 91:14-16 --------- "Because he hath set his love upon me,............." SET YOUR LOVE ON GOD NOT THE EARTH OR THE THINGS OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!! A person really really really can obtain long life, and health ---------- well satan can like smite some us with some illnesses --------------- but god did not allow job to die...............somethings I highlight with a big neon marker..............he did not allow job to die! 

   Money is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy overrated earth the televangelist just haven't gotten that memo let me give it to ya money's overrated. Listening to fairbury's apostolic christian church of america this morning pastor mentioned this verse and I much agree...............1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content."

  Long life people that's the thing to try and grab : ) the scirge of the earth not making this up!!!!!!!!!!!!! (my very spot in the body of christ I've turned into a occasion for a laugh - you know here and there - I try to all be sober in the day and am doing much better with that, but laughter it surely does get me through a day)
 ----------- side note at the end of my blog.............I telling god today I used to like mess up and really beat myself up, like I used to like super beat myself up everytime I bought a piece of jewelry (ahhhhhhh look at me, I'm just like the world, I'm weak and worthless -------- those were the thoughts that used to run around in my head) I've since learned "finishing the course" it's a whole process  2 Timothy 4:7 "I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:" I don't think paul said that til he was really old!!!!!!!!!!! I could be wrong but I'm pretty sure I'm not, paul was old when he finished the course I'm pretty 100% about that. -------- I'm not though saying just go on a free for all go on a gucci spree ----------- if you do crack and buy a designer stupid 500 dollar purse uhhhhhhhhhhh I guess enjoy your stupid purse at that price YIKES hahahahahahahahahahahahahah women and their purses I'm a tom boy I usually don't carry a purse I feel bad about it, like I'm like not even like much a girl freakin can't even make myself carry a purse. (so I be's not tempted to buy no 500 purse hahahahahahaha ??????????????????????????spending 500 for a purse................99 cents : ) 99 cents and throw in a free makeup bag : ) ok I'll stop.
  I realize I might be ridiculously bad for the economy ------------- ahhhhhhhhh but think of all the things you can buy at rite aid and walgreens hahahahahaahahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahahahahahahaahah bubble bath yep that's jesus ok, hand lotion yep grab that, perfume well don't think jesus wants us stinky, hahahahahahahaahahahahahaahah ---------- trying to not snowplow the economy. Designer purses though : p it's always better to be a good steward with your money if you already bought a stupid 500 dollar purse fine just don't do that again - why cause 500 dollar purses are lamo it's a purse you tote it around and you put crude in it...........clearly I don't get the earth and am not a part of it.
 oh and don't look at my 2 previous posts and connect the utter fool of the earth dots k : )

Ever just sit and watch people at wal mart, I recommend it.............

 punk = me

Ever just sit and watch people at wal mart, I recommend it.............I know people like make fun of wal mart, some people hate wal mart pry for good reason, I keep hearing how they are dinging employee's it's kinda like a horror movie to me. I'm like a total people watcher, I love to go a nearby mall and get carmel popcorn and watch the ice skaters and watch the people one my fave things to do (seriously). But man the people watching at wal mart is Par 1...............I can feel how hard HARD some their lives are/were, I can actually feel that!!!!!!!!!!! But I also see, hope all around me! ------------- am I going to get in trouble for saying this...........they ain't given up! Like for reals like 90% of the people at wal marts, if I was them.................................................................
    Little to honest there sheri! Ya but don't miss the highlight of the show that is my blog ----------- I also see hope all around me.
   Job 8:13 "So are the paths of all that forget God; and the hypocrite's hope shall perish:" Hope hope is a beautiful thing, and I saw it ALL OVER THE PLACE AT MY LOCAL WAL MART. What else could account for those people still walking on the earth but that they have hope for something.  And the workers of wal mart I paid attention to them to, really hell would almost seem like a better option to me then working at wal mart..............they never change the decor there for 1, if your a cashier beep beep beep beep beep beep all day long, they wear blue vest don't they some them do HIDEOUS, the lighting the lighting of the place ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh - people work at wal mart and they like end the day and don't kill themselves, amazing to me. hahahahah to honest sheri too a honest
   Psalm 16:9 "Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope."
   If those people's I saw at wal mart can trudge along in live, surely I need to man up n'stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great week earth!

How the goodness of god lead me leading me to repentance......................

  I don't like to eat food so much these days, my will to live is less, well cept last night I ate like 2 pieces of pie but that's pie people let's not get crazy! Everybody pray that help is on the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. update --- one my friends has talked me down from the ledge (but uh I will like still not eat somedays cause I kinda enjoy it from time to time - jesus came for the sick)

Ya my testimony never ends hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaah................Romans 2:4 "Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?" So like one night I was being attacked by a demon (common fair for me - they get physical with me and everything rather violent little buggers!) they've figured out what scares me --------- I don't even know how they even accessed that info in the abyss of my soul like that????????????? And eventually I couldn't take anymore............I yelled out "god please help me" BAM that demon was GONE. At that moment I felt god's intense love for me, really got to me, that and He was clearly I could tell He was there waiting for me to call out to Him, like a parent seeing that their kid is about to fall off the bike and getting ready to run up and rescue their child! That's what's going to keep me out of the occult - thinking on god's love for me. I don't need the demons I don't need satan............I have god/jesus who love me much and want good things for me (not a dark tortured little hole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
These verses catch my eye to.......................
Romans 2:9-10 "Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile; But glory, honour, and peace, to every man that worketh good, to the Jew first, and also to the Gentile:" That's like present tense "tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man the doeth evil" ya that's how it is for me when I'm stupid and in the occult TRIBULATION AND ANGUISH. And what is "worketh good" I think this my take : ) loving people being decent to each other, not not having to do with the occult, walking the straight and narrow doing like not the evil. So like theoretically I theorize staying in jesus's jail..........I should eventually obtain "glory, honour, and peace" that's the plan : ) in jaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllllllllllllllllll
There's another verse in the bible somewhere talks about being under the wrath of god also on this theme Romans 1:18 "For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness;" See those is christians people with the word of god, but they's up to no good!!!!!!!!!!!!! You up to no good out there BESTEST STOP THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Crud love people, freakin do as much good as you can do in a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't want the wrath of god on ya!!!!!!!!!!! OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO NO NO NO! Hey god, ya I be's after yer brownie points : ) being real good in jail : ) ---------- I'm still a complete punk and last night in particular I was on a roll - it's was bad bad bad bad, went up to a fellow punk not wanting to be out punked like a punk santa with punk presents in my sleigh to dole out. I'm gonna try harder, I totally want god's brownie points for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And His brownies : )
  This verse super spoke to me today to Ephesians 4:1-2 "I therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you that ye walk worthy of the vocation wherewith ye are called, With all lowliness and meekness, with longsuffering, forbearing one another in love;" Where it says "with all lowliness" love it, I got the lowliness thing in the bag ROCK N ROLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sheri that's obnoxious --------- I might be a punk for the rest of my life...........determined to be jesus's punk : )

  Dyed my hair jet black, have decided this is my shade : ) I am a punk let's not pretend otherwise shall we............

Hey myself, hey keep that there cat in the bag ok, do yourself 1 favour, keep that cat in the bag, stay a prisoner of jesus K

confessions of a tortured soul a addict not drugs I'm addicted to but a addict................

Update 4/8/2024 Don't worry about me america, I know you are all starving right now - I'm not joking I'm fully being serious (where I live there might be more homeless then people in houses, and then the people in houses ARE ALSO STARVING WHERE I LIVE MANY OF THEM). Things are so bad where I live, most summers schools have "free lunch programs" where I live!!!!!!  

https://www.clarkcountyfoodbank.org/

what my fridge looks like 

hey but go to a foodbank ok today GET FOOD you need to eat!!!!!!!!

it's a touch of a mess at the moment

this is basically what my fridge always looks like condiment city

the pantry actually looks better

I suvive off of eating potatoes - OH FOR REAL and rice

Millions of US women, children risk hunger without more aid funding, White House says

https://www.reuters.com/world/us/millions-us-women-children-risk-hunger-without-more-aid-funding-white-house-says-2024-01-11/

america according to the cnbc video above is 22nd country in the world as far as starvation goes with you know the number 1 ranked country being the most hungry - we high up in the ranks in america with starvation!!!!!!!!! FOR REAL REAL

This blog post was written before, I solved my problem. I have since solved my big problem in life........(ya I went "cross and skullbones" for the lord edition in the year 2013 😁👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓) 
  I am a addict no doubt about it, not to drugs but a addict to something!!!!!!!!!!! YIKES, that this song is apparently having to do with recovery, fitting..........
"All of my devils are free at last
And all my secrets revealed
And your permission is all I
Need to heal"

   A person can stay in the sickness, or get better!!!!!!!!!!!!! I relate to these lyrics from sixx a.m. song to.............

"I wake up in the morning, and it comes back to you I breathe in I breathe out, it comes back to you
I stare up at the ceiling, and it comes back to you
I step out my front door, and it comes back to you
The end of my driveway, it comes back to you
Brakelights on the highway, it comes back to you
I could die in Los Angeles.
It would come back to you."

  Comes back to god for me, look up at the ceiling - yep. breathe in breathe out - yep. I'm a addict. Stoppings so hard. 

  I think non-addicts, ya they have issues and pain, but they must have like some coping mechanism -------- we don't have!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not doing drugs....................naw my addiction is elsewhere................................same result I get from it................removes me from the earth......................I go somewhere else. Far away from here, from reality, this place where people die, and people sin and like don't care and like are like much many going to hell they don't care, a place of pain pain pain, even the saints experience pain, so much pain................makes a person just want to check out (I'm saying it's not so crazy the idea of someone wanting to go to a bar for instance and drink til they can't see straight)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to like 1 AA style meeting and pry should like go to more, realizing I have a addiction.............that's pry worse then drugs. And I also realize that I could go into using drugs with ease.................I'm in continual danger of that.............being already in that mindset. But I don't think any drug would get me, where my addiction gets me..............I'm sayin my addiction get's me higher then any drug would a actual high. Here I am I want to stop, and I still catch myself doing it - well it's a addiction then...............you can't just stop often cold turkey................all sorts of underlying issues that put you in that addict diseased sort of mindset to begin with. 

   Can't even enjoy life in it...........life more abundantly John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." Freakin smell the flowers! I've like tried to say on my blog that drugs are from the devil he comes to steal and kill and to destroy. Jesus wants you to have life, a abundant life, a happy life, not one in a tortured little dark hole.

  I might go to more AA meetings............trying to set up some counseling right now (god needs to work with me here)........to get better ya gotta all talk it out n'stuffs I know. """"""""if you work it, it'll work for you""""""""" 

  I have gotten good at hiding it skilled in it, crazy skilled. Isaiah 29:15 "Woe unto them that seek deep to hide their counsel from the LORD, and their works are in the dark, and they say, Who seeth us? and who knoweth us?" Least I fess up to god, He's watching, He's see's, anything you alls be's doing in the dark He sees!!!!!!!!!!!! Bestest ya go fesser up!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  No snort He don't notice, none under the radar.  mourn, mourn that's my new thing mourning Ecclesiastes 7:4 "The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning; but the heart of fools is in the house of mirth."

  Locked myself up in jesus's jail real good, threw away the key, threw it away GONE..............so that's the good news : ) see I ended this blog post on a real cheery note : ) maximum security. 

black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, 

  

   

    

no party in the usa DON'T DO IT shut down the clubs........................

no no no no no miley cyrus you need to go to church common!  

I am definately bought with a price, I not 100% what that all means to me but I sure am................and all christians are bought with a price us of jewish lineage heart soul extra bought, but mainstream christian also (god got the receipt on my butt, I done wrote it out printed it out whatever and handed to him on a silver platter) 1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's." God wants me to put up this verse to...............1 Corinthians 7:23 "Ye are bought with a price; be not ye the servants of men." you can serve men by like kissing up to them for earthly gain n'stuff or flat out serving them for what you can get from them god don't want us doing that, just serving Him. In everything you do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   For the gentiles out there...........................let me translate how us of the (christian) jewish persuasion/heart/soul read a lot of the bible......................Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the LORD." this is the kind of receipt god has of my butt............................I read this like AND YOU WILL NOT DO THAT NAW NAW NAW and whenever god is especially not messing around with the jews he'll add in the bible "............I am the lord" as in NAW you will not be doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The fools of my people's uh uh YOU WILL NOT BE DOING THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -------------- me writing out the receipt handing it to god
   There's benefits to being completely bought and owned...................writing out the receipt to my butt and handing it to god is not the worst thing that could happen to me by far.
  This world, people look like they are doing great, and many them out there party partying by the way partiers it ain't going to go well for you in that 1 Corinthians 6:10 "Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God." The party it is going on hanna montana sings "it's a party in the usa" it's allllllllllllllllll going to catch up with them someday not now no, not now but someday judgement day.......................bestest ya also out there write out a receipt on your butt and hand it to god!!!!!!!!!!!!....................1 Peter 4:2-3 "That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God. For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries:"
 Reading the bible to my youngest tonight while she took a bath..............these verses AWESOME I can kinda testify that this is the case!..................
Job 5:7-11 "Yet man is born unto trouble, as the sparks fly upward. I would seek unto God, and unto God would I commit my cause: Which doeth great things and unsearchable; marvellous things without number: Who giveth rain upon the earth, and sendeth waters upon the fields: To set up on high those that be low; that those which mourn may be exalted to safety."
 I'm in the lowest place possible, my vocation alone is some visibleness of god raising up my lowly self, seems the lower I get the higher god raises me, I am pretty severely low in all ways right now. To this day I mess up entire days I'm not a squave as the rest of the body of christ not so able on my own, less god be's strengthen me a lot stuffs just don't get done, whatever small good stuffs I be doing I annoy god with remembrance of it, stuffs you all would just do and forget about that you even did that good thing. I'm in such a low place I gotta mark whatever good I do with a flourescent marker in heaven clean across the sky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  My lowly self is just going to stay camped out with god/jesus! : ) NO PARTY HANNA MONTANA NAW!!!!!!!!!!!!! NAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO PARTY NO PARTY IN THE USA FORGET IT CLOSE DOWN YOUR CLUBS PEOPLE STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people are surely going to read that and laugh at me (old me would've laughed at that)

My entire life I have identified as a christian jew (but after my grandpa died who told me in the 8th grade that Jack Ruby the assinator of the assinator of JFK was my great uncle, and that I also am a distant relative of marilyn monroes THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD ME) after he died my family swears on my dads side that they are just white people though I have a cousin fully passing as a Spaniard and her kids don't look half white either they look Spaniard and after grandpa died who used to bible study with me they said he molested 1-2 or maybe more of my aunts - I've wanted a tattoo for so long and I just can't get one................

Us white people the only hope we have to get blessed by god is donating to the jews................(YA I BELIEVE I'M A JEW).............................

My family believing themselves to be white has caused so much "mental strain" (my mom says she "wont let me go" won't let me leave the family ------ FOR MENTAL HEALTH REASONS I TRIED TO LEAVE MY FAMILY) -------- a family that identifies as white fully and 1/4th native america and irish my brother and sister and mom identify as - my dad identifying as fully british with the last name of Ruby which what kind of brittish name is that? but there are brittish jews, so having a brittish last name being from brittian don't mean my dad ain't a jew my family has some fancy way of hiding that they are jews probably!

BUT IT IS BAD

FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH

TO BE TOLD I'M JUST WHITE LIKE THAT

CAUSE I LITERALLY OFTEN I TRY TO KEEP THE SHABBAT

I ALSO HAVE CELEBRATED JEWISH HOLIDAYS BEFORE

I HAVE BEEN SPINING DREIDELS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL

WHEN I WENT INTO THE OCCULT BAD IN HIGH SCHOOL

I WENT FULL JEW NEARLY

(STILL KNOWING JESUS WAS LORD BUT PRETENDING TO BE JUST JEW)

I WAS LIKE

GOD I DID THIS BAD TODAY THIS BAD TODAY THIS BAD TODAY AND THIS BAD TODAY

BUT I KEEP YOUR COMMANDMENTS AND OBSERVED YADDA YADDA JEWISH HOLIDAY - YOU CAN'T KILL ME RIGHT NOW COMMON GOD (THAT'S WHAT I'D TELL HIM) TELL HIM HE'D LOOK SO BAD AND SO UNMERCIFUL IF HE KILLED ME, CAUSE I KEPT THIS COMMANDMENT AND THAT ONE AND THAT ONE AND THAT ONE ETC.

----- I REALLY DID

LIKE BASICALLY EVERY NIGHT FOR MONTHS

My entire life I have identified as  a christian jew (but after my grandpa died who told me in the 8th grade that Jack Ruby the assinator of the assinator of JFK was my great uncle, and that I also am a distant relative of marilyn monroes THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD ME) after he died my family swears on my dads side that they are just white people though I have a cousin fully passing as a Spaniard and her kids don't look half white either they look Spaniard and after grandpa died who used to bible study with me they said he molested 1-2 or maybe more of my aunts - I've wanted a tattoo for so long and I just can't get one................

THIS A NORMAL WHITE PEOPLE NOSE?????????????

NORMAL WHITE PEOPLE SKIN???????????

NO SUNLESS TANNER ON ME, FACT HAVEN'T GOTTEN A TAN IN A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME

common people you all know you love a little Hava Nagila : ) hahahah oh geez sheri you are the dork of the earth um ok : ) 

I'm a christian jew, this me coming out the dredel spinning closet : )................I've wanted a tattoo so bad for so long, many tattoo's I've sat and fantasized about, I can't do it!!!!!!!!!!! Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the LORD." I'm the type god says that ok, that's that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what kind of kooky stuffs I'm confessing to the earth I can't do it, I can't get a tattoo for the life of me, it's against my beliefs, if you were to tie me down and tattoo me I'd go get the tattoo removed it's against my religion. (not that I haven't fantasized much how great it'd be to have various tattoo's, there's been a great many tatt's out there I have looked rather longingly at!!!!!!!!!!)
  ------------- look at my nose people, jewish, I be a part of the rubenstein family!!!!!!!!!!!! no joke!
  The latest bible verse in my bible study to super speak to me Deuteronomy 8:2 "And thou shalt remember all the way which the LORD thy God led thee these forty years in the wilderness, to humble thee, and to prove thee, to know what was in thine heart, whether thou wouldest keep his commandments, or no." Where it says "..................to humble thee" that super spoke to me today............that god so loves his people, so wants us to not just pray really like draw near to Him he wants that so much, so much love He has for us He had it on his heart to "....................to humble thee". That's what god did with me to, and is doing with me, He humbled me greately and I'm thankful He did/is I rather be in this lowly place I thank god that I need him like this, and jesus in my life everyday like this............that there is a cry on my heart out to god daily in prayer I thank god for that. That I want to draw near to god, draw near to jesus, that I have that need. If I was proud, if I was so self sufficient and I don't know confident in my own flesh ------- I wouldn't pry need to pray like I do --------- but it so much more then that.........God humbled me cause He loves me that much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Have a great week earth : )

Original post me talking about a ear infection but reason this post is popular is what I said about LGBTQ. America what happened? "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of happiness" - that's supposed to be all people LGBTQ INCLUDED!!!!!!!!!!! And here I am on my blog being JUDGED for wanting a better life for myself (money ya you can judge me all day long and many of you do for wanting MONEY) THIS IS AMERICA THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN WANT A BETTER LIFE!!!!!!!!! LGBTQ INCLUDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................

Original post me talking about a ear infection but reason this post is popular is what I said about LGBTQ. America what happened? "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of happiness" - that's supposed to be all people LGBTQ INCLUDED!!!!!!!!!!! And here I am on my blog being JUDGED for wanting a better life for myself (money ya you can judge me all day long and many of you do for wanting MONEY) THIS IS AMERICA THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN WANT A BETTER LIFE!!!!!!!!! LGBTQ INCLUDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................

PPPS..........this ear infection in 2011 was mega bad........mega mega bad......................

 "(like many gays and lesbians bestest I add that in - pry dreamt this cause I watched a you tube video of this gay kid that was christian and wanted to go into the ministry my heart really went out to that particular kid - what you know about being gay or lesbian sheri? nothing but I do know what it's like to be looked down upon for a impediment not 100% in my control)..............and I was in love with their white palm tree's they were the only people with white palm tree's, and at one point of the year I had to deal with moths that resembled mickey mouse that were especially not nice..........and mushrooms. aka I need prayer! This ear infection is nearly gone, I gotta be at the tail end of it."

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The greedy pesticide industry is putting monarchs, people, and our planet at risk. Fight back and donate $10 to Friends of the Earth today.""" - Frends of the earth. 

Sheri speaking.........................loveing one another isnot only be a defender of the rights of the LGBTQ --------------- it's caring about the planet AND OUR BUTTERFLIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law." - AMEN ROMANS 13:8!

I haven't pelotoned biked in 2-3 days my allergies are through the roof right now. Maybe today my asthma will be better????????????????????

This article is saying there's no more apostles or prophets vocations to be "called to" THEY HAVE BEEN COMPLETELY WIPED OUT IN THE BODY OF CHRIST IN THE YEAR 2024 https://davidandersontheauthor.com/2021/11/07/no-more-apostles-and-prophets/ all you have is pastors, men, and baby makeing of no value women......................

yep marilyn's goth today, it is the way to be I believe in a world where women are deemed "less then" (((((((((unless they are married to a ---- Gomez Adams ----- I SPEAK THE TRUTH MOST MEN VIEW WOMEN LESS LESS LESS LESS THANKS TO 1 Timothy 2:15))))))

there is hope ladies all it takes is 1 Gomez Adams 😁

Update 4/6/2024 in 2011 or so, I was told I was a apostle I BELIEVED IT. In 2024 I don't believe that anymore, I've been told "vocations" to be called to, or the vocation of apostle DON'T EXIST ANYMORE (several pastors have said that, that's the "common belief" held by pastors and therefore christians in general in the year 2024 https://www.blueletterbible.org/Comm/stewart_don/faq/the-various-gifts-of-the-holy-spirit/08-are-there-still-apostles-today.cfm). 

This article is saying there's no more apostles or prophets vocations to be "called to" THEY HAVE BEEN COMPLETELY WIPED OUT IN THE BODY OF CHRIST IN THE YEAR 2024

https://davidandersontheauthor.com/2021/11/07/no-more-apostles-and-prophets/

all you have is pastors

men

and baby makeing of no value women......................

I'm not treated "special" anymore, so why would I believe I'm anything BUT DIRT?????????????????

A LOWLY WORTHLESS GIRL..................

1 Timothy 2:15 "Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness with sobriety." - Baby maker that is it, in my own religion, in christianity I am taught that all I am is a significantly less then baby maker and that that is all I can be. That "vocations" especially that of a apostle, are never like how it was in the bible times many pastors have told me............that that vocation doesn't exist anymore basically they say. That we are in a "new dispensation of grace" they say,  one where I guess there's no vocations at all????????????????

men have all the value in the body of christ it's been that way ever since the kings james bible came out in..........whenever it came out?????????????????

I ain't even fighting that

I can't win

tired out

go ahead and attack me for your "lord jesus christ" as people do these days all the 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of people going to my blog everyday ATTACK ME IT'S WHAT YOU NEED TO DO FOR YOUR LORD "JESUS CHRIST" TO MAKE HIM HAPPY CAUSE THAT'S MY EXPERIENCE PAST FEW YEARS WITH CHRISTIANITY I GET ATTACKED............

              "You Can't, You Won't And You Don't Stop"
My left ear has blistered I need prayer, it's like not going good for me right now (the meds I got last night supposed to clear it up in a few days --------- it's looking to be a ruff next few days for me).......................and satan if this be's some way for you to retaliate against me there's no stopping this "You Can't, You Won't And You Don't Stop".............Come And Rock The Sure Shot (sure shot being jesus)
"I'm That Kid In The Corner ((((((((((((ya I'm that kid in the corner : ))))))))))))))))
All Fucked Up And I Wanna So I'm Gonna
Take A Piece Of The Pie, Why Not, I'm Not Quitting
Think I'm Gonna Change Up My Style Just To Fit In"
Lyrics the beastie boys.
Ephesians 6:11 "Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil." Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh the wiles of the devil............note to satan I've watched every episode of "the road runner" several times (you know the one w/bugs bunny) just sayin! The road runner says................Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."
Devil he does put roadblocks in our way I believe it, to try and get us to give up, or maybe not run so fast to jesus --------- I know your "wiles" satan. DON'T GIVE UP NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I tell yelena all I got to do is stay jesus's prisoner for the rest of my life and I know I'll be saved, it's going to happen..........Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

Bye, bye coyote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Flores's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at donors choose................

Going to salem fellowship went well today : ) aka www.brunstad.org "smith's friends"................

Update 4/4/2024 (if people are going to this blog post a ton, on some search to "find proof" that I am a horrible worthless b word like my attackers call me often enough over the years on my blog without saying the b-word but that's basically what they are calling me.................that's sad) I literally donate on my blog near everyday to help fund schools - YOU CAN'T CARE ABOUT THE KIDS AND BE A TOTAL B'WORD YOU CAN'T!

This is the church where I 1st got understanding of the bible and the narrow way. Since then though I've decided the "narrow way" isn't 100% about how you look - aka costume jewelry but how you live. I got proof of some sort....................

Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them."

If every chick that weared makeup and jewelry was headed to the pits of hell then MATTHEW 7:20 WOULDN'T NEED TO EXIST.........BUT IT DOES. And I know none of you will believe me that Matthew 7:20 exists becuase you alllllllllllll like to hate on makeup wearing jewelry wearing ladies and label them jezebel trash. 

also

Mark 9:23

Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.

 When guys go to work do they often wear trashy clothing - no they don't -

well guess what

I work in the realistate industry have for years

the jewelry and the makeup is part of my professional "work look"

Going to salem fellowship went well today : )  aka www.brunstad.org "smith's friends"................pic is of the inside their main meeting hall and their band........my daughter said that she was having a hard time hearing the people sing to know what words they were singing ---------- I noticed that to............they got a lot of people playing music up there and it's kinda overpowering  everyone singing in the church (I think they just need a few sisters or brothers to sing into the microphone for every song ----------- I can sing -------- just sayin!!!!!!!!!!!)
   Definately felt the love today : ) Brian accidentally ordered me a snickers candy bar coffee ---------- it wasn't as good as the milky way candy bar coffees they have!
  Definately a step in the right direction for me going to salem fellowship today and working on loving them.
   Sat and chated with yelena, she remembered that I requested their cement turtle to be left in their playground, it's still there : ) I still like the thing : )
   I feel like I need a bible verse to make this blog post all official --- John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." Love one another that's my exhortation for the entire body of christ.............I have a lot of love for a lot a lot a lot of christians from like many churches out there I'm glad I do.
  1 Thessalonians 3:12 "And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you:" That's all I got for today............got a cold it's ruff, sore throat. Have a great day earth!

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