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Thursday, August 17, 2017

WE MOST ALL ARE SLAVES - whether to the flesh or to god it's in the bible Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."....................

WE MOST ALL ARE SLAVES - whether to the flesh or to god it's in the bible Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon." Well why would you want to be a lowly peon slave, wouldn't you rather wish to be a slave "walking the high places of this earth"???????????? (these are "earth scirge" words which I speak, though I am a pretty valley girl and have been told repeatedly everyone likes me..........which very well may be the case.........but I could be a earth scirge as well?????????? I'm saying liked but not liked that much at the same time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  I just got done listening to a pastor on christian radio talk about how we are all slaves. I agree with this notion that we are all indeed slaves, whether we are slaves to god or mammon. This christian radio minister used this verse to connote followers in christs "slavery" status John 15:15 "Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you." Truelly "servant" that word right there, does have a low key connotation of "slave" or close to.......the christian radio minister tried to say old bibles literally said slave, and that the new translations have been watered down to "servant"...........I do not know I myself am no bible old language scholar. But we can all agree I do believe that "servant" the word is something very close to "slave"
   WE ARE NOT OUR OWN WE ARE BOUGHT WITH A PRICE IN CHRIST JESUS! 1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's."
  But back to my earth scirge ideas, about how if you are a slave a servant why would you want to be lowly????????????????????? Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it." ------------ this makes good sense to me to want to ride the "high places of the earth" even, even, the highest, highest, highest highest places of the earth! For surely gourmet meals taste better! Surely private jets have more amenities! Surely fancy vacation destinations are nice! etc. you get the idea. 
  See if I caused myself to ride the high places of the earth......................I'd likely do that in a wrong way (in a way that potentially would = me heading to hell) --------- but if god causes me to ride the high places of the earth cause from sundown to sundown friday to saturday evening I'm hard at work keeping the sabbath..............................BING!
  PS.............though it don't matter what I am in christ jesus. That the idea to I think, I am what I am in christ --------------- you is what you is in christ. You wish to be lowly peon servant exclusively cause that's more holey or something in your mind.....................cool!  That's your gig and that's fabulous! If you happy ---------- A+++++
1 Corinthians 15:10 "But by the grace of God I am what I am: and his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I laboured more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me." At the church (cough) churches, I currently attend I am not esteemed high, low peon real low right now. At any rate I have some very "earth scirge" tendencies. I recogn I am supposed to love sedan cars, like those cars that have that "cheap plastic floor matt smell to them forever so bad that you have to continually buy tree air fresheners at the dollar store to put in said car to make things "ok" --------- cause that's pry holier in you know non earth scirge minds...................................................me looking at your non-earth scirge minds with one eyebrow cocked up in the air reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal good.   I do not want anymore to be no lowly peon servant, I wish to be a more fancy servant.

#greypoupon : ) 
Have a great week!
LOVE
 I'm going to keep the sabbath so much.........bring on the macho man randy savage footage................................................................

Yessssssssssssssssss macho man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  ----------------- every sabbath lately is a WWF SMACK DOWN TIME FOR ME AS IN I'M THERE....................I GONNA SABBATH SO HARD.............THE SABBATH ITSELF GOING TO BE TAPPED DOWN UNDER ME SAYING "UNCLE" "UNCLE"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS................I have attention deficit disorder (my fidget spinners are helping) and I watched way to much WWF wrestling as a child. 

Thursday, August 3, 2017

If you ain't motivated by money your motivated by something (if you goin anywhere on this earth earth!)...............................

 (picture of a old goblet I took at the portland art museum 2 days ago)
(painting I painted today of goblet pictured above)
If you ain't motivated by money your motivated by something (if you goin anywhere on this earth earth!). Now some could be "hid with christ" real good, most are, but some us following jesus, I'm probably not the only one, have cracked it in my head to jump to the top. NOT FOR MONEY SAKE!

  Been poor my whole life, I've gotten tired of looking for the cheapest priced things on the shelves at the grocery store! (now I enjoy shopping at thrift stores, but I prefer that to be a choice I am making and not something I am having to do cause I'm dirt poor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  THERE IS A LAND FLOWING WITH MILK AND HONEY OUT THERE!
Exodus 3:8 "And I am come down to deliver them out of the hand of the Egyptians, and to bring them up out of that land unto a good land and a large, unto a land flowing with milk and honey; unto the place of the Canaanites, and the Hittites, and the Amorites, and the Perizzites, and the Hivites, and the Jebusites." (ya a rubenstein family member has cracked some ideas in my head : )
   I'M TALKING ABOUT MILK 
AND HONEY PEOPLE!
 Faith, it's powerful, I will be a huge artist ------------- I believe it! I don't know how many pieces of my art will be near immortalized but I know it's going to happen! And I will walk the high places of this here earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isaiah 58:13-14 """"""""""""""""""Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth""""""""""""""""""""""""
Facts: I like fancy dinners where there is many orderb trays!
I will get there, I will sabbath so hard I'll near have a seizure on the REGULAR!
I NEED THE LAND OF MILK AND HONEY! 
 Also I enjoy sportscars, yep my thrift store working self owns a low end sportscar, and it's not the only sportscar I've owned -------------- it's my 2nd. And as a kid my family owned a sportscar - they just had one though. They drive so much smoother most em.....................I don't want a bumpy ride down the street ------------- the seats to are so much comfier. I like the ones that the seats all conture to your body. 
 The "high places" of the earth aren't something to fear (cause of pride, people might fear the high places of the earth for that reason) milk and honey is good to eat!
  I read recently...............Ecclesiastes 9:5-10 "For the living know that they shall die: but the dead know not any thing, neither have they any more a reward; for the memory of them is forgotten. Also their love, and their hatred, and their envy, is now perished; neither have they any more a portion for ever in any thing that is done under the sun. Go thy way, eat thy bread with joy, and drink thy wine with a merry heart; for God now accepteth thy works. Let thy garments be always white; and let thy head lack no ointment. Live joyfully with the wife whom thou lovest all the days of the life of thy vanity, which he hath given thee under the sun, all the days of thy vanity: for that is thy portion in this life, and in thy labour which thou takest under the sun.Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest."
When your dead your dead! 
"Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, DO IT WITH ALL THY MIGHT" - AMEN!
I'm about to sabbath so much...................like a WWE friday night SMACK DOWN! I ain't going to sit around and walk around a building -------------- bible verse many pastors talk about where bunch of my ancestors walked around some building like few days times whatever..........................walking around around wanting to get into this city. Or to view the land of milk and honey spy that out with my eyeballs ------------ and say to myself ep the giants are to big.............................................they ain't to big!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD IS PLENTY LARGE ENOUGH!


Monday, July 31, 2017

I want to "delight myself in the lord" Isaiah 58:14 I TAKE TO MUCH DELIGHT IN SELFIES SOMEDAYS IN HAVING MY HAIR DID GOOD ETC. SOMEDAYS.........................

(the painting I painted today)
(the reference photo I took of a pitcher on exhibit at the portland art museum)
I want to "delight myself in the lord" Isaiah 58:14 I TAKE TO MUCH DELIGHT IN SELFIES SOMEDAYS IN HAVING MY HAIR DID GOOD ETC. SOMEDAYS! To the pure all things are pure, so I do not deem looking nice as bad. But what I want is for what I truelly enjoy to not be about worldly fluff items (though I am a marilyn monroe look alike and I do believe I'm supposed to use that for jesus)............................
Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."
  I don't want to be no fake christian basically. There are people out there and I've been there myself, were you can say the right things, even do the right things ------------- and be far from god in your heart!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 15:8 "This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me."
  Now I happen to work on the sabbath, but my work plays christian music all the time, and I'm surely not "finding thine own pleasure" or "speaking thine own words"..............able to greately keep the sabbath at my work 1 day is a volunteer day at my work and so it's actually working for me....................I battle keeping the sabbath most saturday morning actually....................with much zeal and fire I am determined to keep the sabbath the whole thing!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I desire to "ride upon the high places of the earth" I tell you all, one christmas I went to a millionaire's house for a christmas dinner (it was some their friends, and family there) it was nice! They had someone take your jackets at the door, they had a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig tree and everyone got to pick a gift underneath it. And they had caterer's and tiered things of snacks, people were actually wanting to hear my jokes (can you imagine that) IT HAPPENED ONE CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I had fun! I had some rich friends in jr. high/high school to, one friend whose house had servants, and a snack bar by her pool - that was nice. 
   But anyways, I'm getting deterred here cause well tons of wealth pastors and their popularity is in my head. I've heard so many prosperity pastors I'VE STARTED THINKING LIKE THEM.
  Well it ain't a great plan to think to yourself ---------- ahhhhhhhhh I'm going to stay poor. No ------------ be zealous to keep god's sabbath holy so that you can ride "the high places of the earth"
  And so that you ain't one of those people that only worship god with your lips on sunday Matthew 15:8 but that you actually Isaiah 58:14 "delight thyself in the Lord"
  HECK YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I don't want to delight myself in pretty pictures that I post on the instagram ------------------------------- THAT'S STUPIDNESS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
  (safe to say insta  pics are going to keep happening but for jesus's sake, not for my joy, I don't want that to be for any delight for myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
   And I know it seems to simple............what I just keep the sabbath day holy and then I'm going to delight myself in the lord I know it sounds ridiculously simple to easy even, but it's the word of god the word of god is true it can be trusted.
   You can be blessed................I can be blessed................god still is in the blessing buisiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I don't know about you all but I'm fixing to get to go to another goooooooooooooood christmas shin dig........hopefully soon!
one them one where my jokes is in demand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Arrows - they can be either good or bad..............which kind of arrows are you shooting?.........................

(I'm trying to get good at painting water......pry got a ways to go still, but it's still a nice painting)
Arrows - they can be either good or bad..............which kind of arrows are you shooting?.........................
Someone shot a arrow at me yesterday, a arrow I deem a "good arrow" to nudge me closer to jesus. I've decided there are two kinds of arrows out there, some are bad, some are good, bible mentions how it's good to have.......Psalm 127:4-5 "As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man; so are children of the youth. Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of them: they shall not be ashamed, but they shall speak with the enemies in the gate." You don't have to have lots of kids to have a quiver of arrows, I think we all could have a great deal of arrows whole quivers in our hands plenty of ammo - the good kind aka the word of god : )
  Bad arrows exist to................Isaiah 54:17 "No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord." (bad arrows also I think is gossiping, "evil speakings" verse 31 here but I like this whole section so much : )...............Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
good arrow activity.............
be ye kind one to another
tenderhearted
forgiving one another
even as god for christ's sake hath forgiven you
exhorting one another Hebrews 3:13 "But exhort one another daily, while it is called To day; lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin."
 We need to exhort one another! Be active! Shoot some exhortation good arrows out there!
  We wage a war not against flesh and blood but against pricipalities of darkness etc. we always need to be armed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Ephesians 6:13-15 "Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;"
   Isaiah 2:4 "And he shall judge among the nations, and shall rebuke many people: and they shall beat their swords intoplowshares, and their spears into pruninghooks: nation shall not lift up sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more." Thank god for Isaiah 2:4...........................I feel like I'm in the hunger games somedays for reals! DON'T SHOOT I LOVES EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great week earth!
(I ended up redoing the above painting, by adding a batman fidget spinner................and glitter : ) it was a dud painting and I knew it, I still got a ways to go before I'm mega good at painting water)


Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Don't be afraid to use your talents for god/jesus..............................

 (painting I painted tonight of a pot????????)
(reference picture I took at the portland art museum recently)
Use your talents for god/jesus....................everyone has talents this is a fact, and we are all supposed to use our talents,it's in the bible. I told my brother in a e-mail recently that if he so much as said "thank god" while talking about his cars, which I am sure he has..................that that's a use of his "talents". (my brother is a college auto shop professor, who also restores old classic cars)
  Even being a marilyn monroe look alike, there's nothing god can't use ------------- though I haven't completely figured that out yet?????????????? The how's of how god would use that??????????????
   People think of "talent" as singing and art, but it is so much more then that!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 25:14-16 "For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling into a far country, who called his own servants, and delivered unto them his goods. And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey. Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents."
   It is a talent to take a good photo!!!!!!!! Even if you are the one being photographed, that is a talent a real talent!!!!!!!!!! I would know for every selfie I put up often on my insta there's 10 that aren't making the cut. (many of them are also good, but they aren't making the cut)
  And you might think, well saying thank god that can't do to much, this whole country is christian................this whole country "looks" to be christian.
  Everything counts.............god took a bit of bread and fish, and fed a army!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 15:36-38 "And he took the seven loaves and the fishes, and gave thanks, and brake them, and gave to his disciples, and the disciples to the multitude. And they did all eat, and were filled: and they took up of the broken meat that was left seven baskets full. And they that did eat were four thousand men, beside women and children."
  I know people some them are afraid to use their talents, it even makes sense, I look at the mainstream preachers for example but even local pastors How often they are critisized given some "flak" of some sort or another.......while using their talents. At my church so many people disparaged the worship team that my pastor preached about it!!!!!!!!! 
 ------- ya my churches worship team that's very hard at work using the talents god gave them!
   Matthew 25:25-29 "And I was afraid, and went and hid thy talent in the earth: lo, there thou hast that is thine. His lord answered and said unto him, Thou wicked and slothful servant, thou knewest that I reap where I sowed not, and gather where I have not strawed: Thou oughtest therefore to have put my money to the exchangers, and then at my coming I should have received mine own with usury.Take therefore the talent from him, and give it unto him which hath ten talents. For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath."
   That saying is so true --------- if you don't use it you loose it. 
  I wouldn't want any of my blog readers to loose what they have, that's why I'm posting this. And now drum roll hahahahahhahahahahahahah................adding a marilyn monroe esque selfie, I have not much idea how god will use my looking like marilyn monroe, I'm just convinced god's going to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Have a great week!
LOVE

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

God stuck the mega phone on my hearing tonight! (it's a good thing) Mark 4:24 "And he said unto them, Take heed what ye hear:............."

God stuck the mega phone on my hearing tonight! (it's a good thing) Mark 4:24 "And he said unto them, Take heed what ye hear: with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you: and unto you that hear shall more be given." Levi's done got me thinking tonight! Cause he mentioned 16:12 into this video............that if  you put value on something it's going to effect your life.

 What are you hearing out there?

Are you hearing the word of god, or just a bunch of worldly fluff????????
Galatians 6:8 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."
  It is a way to "soweth to the spirit" hearing, or reading the word of god is (speaking in tongues and praying as well). 
What are you sewing to???????
The spirit??????
Or the flesh???????????
 I'm mega stoked tonight to not waist so much of my time on fluff!!!!!!! I think we a lot of us have done it, spent a bit to much time watching movies, watching you tube videos...................."but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."
  ((((((((((((you can even and I surely have, say to yourself "well everyone else around me this is what they do they watch fluff on the you tube etc. ----------------------- but there is a road a road called the way of life it is narrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 7:14 "Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it."))))))))))))
 Many go on the broad road, the road where they walk in the flesh most of the time........................most are on a "broad road" very few the bible says and I believe the word of god..............".........and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it"
  I believe I have indeed strayed off the narrow path a few times in my life, and am determined to get back on that road. 
   The broad road, the road that the masses are going on Matthew 7:13 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:" It leads to destruction!!!!!!!!!!!!! It might seem nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Proverbs 14:12 "There is a way which seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death."
  Levi is a billion % right in the above video, I gotta take heed to what I hear............................."take heed" meaning make sure that what I'm spending the bulk of my time on is things of the "spirit" good wholesome as biblically sound as I can find buisiness. Most importantly, be in the word of god.....................being hearing that, make that my priority.............the things of the spirit, not the flesh............................the flesh is what this world makes the "priority" 
  Somedays I fall into the "monkey see, monkey do" trap..............monkey see, monkey no do, no do myself no more, just be in god's word lots of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 (I got a monkey "hear no evil" monkey out of the 50 cent machine at the zoo yesterday :)
Galatians 6:8 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting." What we sow to matters
It matters big time!
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
Special memo to any people that's wanting to kill christians: please let me live! I am a monkey often...............foolish things god chooses. 
  I know bible says many christians going to be killed. Have mercy on me please, I have mercy on people, I pray for and love my "enemies" (I put enemies in quotes cause all that really connotes is the people that don't like me, and/or think very little of me......................I would be willing to show mercy to them and be friends with them, they no want to be friends with me) 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."
  Once I wasn't merciful, I once was really judgy to..............I became miserable that way completely miserable.........it wasn't worth it, fact if you ain't notice I've stepped down greately on this blog..........I've stepped down in life in general, I only get paid right now for half the work I do at work, I volunteer one day, and get paid for 1 day each week. I've took on the mindset of a servant................I can love better that way. It's worth it for me. Everytime I get proud ------------ I end up somewhere I don't want to be. 
 But all that said..............the people right that will kill some fellow christians (please not me), they see stuffs, not everybody is a "monkey" a fool for jesus name sake - very few are. That don't mean you ain't saved, or couldn't be saved. The bible says who is blind like jesus's servant?????????? Isaiah 42:19 "Who is blind, but my servant? or deaf, as my messenger that I sent? who is blind as he that is perfect, and blind as the Lord's servant?"
  I don't believe though this "blindness" is bad at all, in fact I think it is the thing to have...............to have hope for everybody, enough that you can easily pray for the salvation of their souls and love them!
 ps...........to any people that someday want to kill christians some them maybe might be satan worshippers which I respect, I respect that choice, I respect much people that make a choice and stick to that (or as in my case bungle along working hard to stick to my choice that is jesus christ). I am just like 21 pilots, elder of the "apostolic christian church of america" left me suicidal at the end of his "talk" to me............I've been through a "suicide session"......................................if some you all been through a "suicidal session"????? I have to....................I'm of the "suicidal sessionededed".....................


Thursday, June 15, 2017

I'm never going to have a mid-life crisis I've decided.......cause the old me is dead and gone..........

I'm never going to have a mid-life crisis I've decided.......cause the old me is dead and gone..........

  I've thought about it, having a mid-life crisis, here I am at that "mid-life" point, I could have a mid-life crisis people would let me. But I don't need one. The old me's dead and gone.
  Ya that me took a long time to die..............that me that was obsessing over how many likes photo's got. It don't matter.
 My soul is all that matters
 Luke 9:24-25 "For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it. For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?"

  It ain't even my soul technically...................
Colossians 1:14-17 "In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins: Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature: For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: And he is before all things, and by him all things consist."
 All glory, honour to jesus christ, my respect jesus!
 Few times my flesh has blimped on the radar, recently I cracked and bought over a 100 silver bracelets (I like em cause when I look at the color silver I think of superman.............but all my super powers is from jesus christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). 
  In this world you will have tribulation we all will....................John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."
 Some you all might "gots it" without jesus, but man I tell you what I'd rather have super woman jesus christ arm bands on my wrist's just pewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww pewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww pewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww any the bullets life throws at me, then trying to block that all alllllllllllllllllllllllllll by myself. 
  are you heavy burdened???????????????
heavy yoked???????????????
Matthew 11:29-30 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
I refer as the dead with christ version of myself "ghost sheri"
Ghost sheri wishes you all a great week!
(((((((((((((((I used to care so bad what people thought of me, so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad, it don't matter how popular or liked you is or isn't out there.............................it's how is your soul doing???????????????????? How's your peace doing??????????)))))))))))
Though I look great for my cough age so that'd might be why I'm skipping a midlife crisis to??????????????? I'm not saying how old I am ---------- I could be 20. No mid-life crisis brewing here : )........................................................but if you have a mid-life crisis uh they are normal!!!!!!!!!! You get all old, you stop like being in the know of all the kids phrases eventually.......there's one my daughter tells me means your in a relationship with someone "ship" and I'm certain "ship" can also mean you like stuffs. Can't you "ship" stuffs????????????? I'm pretty sure you can "ship" stuffs and that the teen kids don't even know the language they clean is making right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I'm 100% ship means you like something a whole lot ------------ if you like something only a little bit then you don't ship it you just like it in that event)
LOVE