Friday, October 24, 2014

Most the time I walk by faith and not by sight, but sometimes what my eyeballs be's seeing THROWS ME A LOOP............THANK GOD FOR THE WORD OF GOD CAUSE WITHOUT GODS WORD I WOULDN'T BE A HOPEFUL PERSON..............


Most the time I walk by faith and not by sight, but sometimes what my eyeballs be's seeing THROWS ME A LOOP............THANK GOD FOR THE WORD OF GOD CAUSE WITHOUT GODS WORD I WOULDN'T BE A HOPEFUL PERSON..............somedays things just look that bad for me, that fantastically bad. Here I've been meeting with the elder of the church pretty well once a month for clean a year now - still not a member..............I don't even think I am even close to being a member who knows if I stand a chance to become a member of the apostolic christian church of america during this lifetime???????????????????
  And somedays I get real weary that people's is potentially judging me out there...................after all the effort I have put in, to heed god's word. 2 Corinthians 5:7 (For we walk by faith, not by sight:) All the stuffs going on in my life, that has so often discouraged me like fantastically............these things can eventually change, but even if they don't change.................Gods word is sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 Samuel 22:31 "As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the Lord is tried: he is a buckler to all them that trust in him."
  And what does god's word say.........................it says someday jesus will separate the sheep from the wolves John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit."

bear fruit, love people love love love your enemies bless those that curse you bless and curse not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 I'm really stoked on fire with much zeal for the fruit I am bearing and going to continue to bear ---------- which might be less fruit then others or more don't matter way I see it, what is important is that we deny ourselves take up our crosses and follow jesus daily AND BEAR FRUIT....................LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 25 

33 And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.
34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:
35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:
36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.
37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?
38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?
40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
  Are you bearing good fruit today are you loving people out there?????? PRAISE GOD! (if you haven't been loving people out there so much.............there is hope for you, follow jesus he is the way the truth and the life, you can bear fruit it's exceedingly possible with jesus in ones life........John 15:4 "Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bearfruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me.")
  With my eyeballs things may not look perfect ---------- definately not. But I am so hopeful it is ridiculous. Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end."
  So um, volunteering at the foodbank near me this next week : ) And having a craft time get together with 2 sisters from portland pry next week as well : ) we making some seashell planters.........here's one I made gotta get a plant for it still................I just got it hanging outside without a plant in it at the moment cause I think it looks spiff pretty much.....................: ) hahahahah..................

HAVE A GREAT WEEK EARTH!
LOVE



Tuesday, October 14, 2014

I need prayer, cause I don't want no more filthy communication coming out of my mouth ever again I repent of that stuffs fully Colossians 3:8 "But now ye also put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth."..........

(My latest painting, I believe this instrument is a mini chello, 
it was broken like this when I bought it at goodwill)
I need prayer cause I don't want no more filthy communication coming out of my mouth ever again!!!!!!! I repent of that stuffs fully.................Colossians 3:8 "But now ye also put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth."
   My husbands family their communication has for years not been............sparkly, sparkly pristine. 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners." Though they themselves, their communication was I do deem corrupted, due to the buisiness which I won't name the buisiness, I will say most them either are working there right now or have worked there, and I have been to this buisiness, and I have heard the less then sparkly clean communication going on all over the place at this buisiness..........................

   So their communication I do recogn has been corrupted, because people are not born naturally speaking like drunken pirates. (maybe not as bad as drunken pirates, I'd say like a pirate a few beers later) PEOPLE ARE NOT BORN NATURALLY SPEAKING LIKE THAT! They learn to speak in that way in which is "filthy" via people they are around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  And I know Corinthians 15:33 is true ".............evil communications CORRUPT GOOD MANNERS" I really spend a lot of time around my husbands family and after awhile, I have time and time again, got to thinkin to myself "ah all this bad communication this is normal, this is """""""ok"""""""""" NO! 
 Even if the whole world was talking like drunken pirates or in this instance pirates a few beers later................Colossians 3:8 "But now ye also put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth."
  Out of my mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like completely, not even in personal e-mails not ever!!!!!!!!!!! GONE! That stuffs isn't supposed to remain in my mouth ever........and I completely don't want to have no "anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, FILTHY COMMUNICATION IN MY MOUTH NO MORE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  It's not good never, filthy communication ain't, though there is clearly places on earth where it is apparently societally accepted and the "norm" to have some really filthy communication happening.................if you were at this buisiness ok, and filthy language is all around you like that god's still watching! Matthew 12:36 "But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment." I think we all have "idle words" by idle I mean, these are words that aren't having to do with the bible, like you talking about fixing a car for instance it's better to keep those words clean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
CLEAN! TO NOT HAVE NO FILTHY COMMUNICATION COMING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH LIKE EVER! Even if you can get away with it, cause your somewhere where people are talking like drunken sailors a few drinks later..............YOU ARE INDEED GOING TO HAVE TO GIVE ACCOUNT SOMEDAY TO GOD FOR THAT "COMMUNICATION"
  I've battled with "evil communication" for sometime now, I've noticed, I'll be around my husbands family and I'll really completely get to thinking, all that evil communication is actually ok, cause in their family it is given a green light and is considered normal, ok and completely acceptible. 
  Going to remind myself and keep reminding myself, that it's not good, not the thing for me to have ever, no "evil communication" I don't want to speak no more evil communication. 
  I need prayer. That I never forget, that I never again get to thinking that a bunch of drunken few beers later conversation is normal and ok. 
  Have a great day earth, be sober, don't be pirates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
LOVE

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

I find guarding my heart to be harder in these last days Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life."...................

(my latest painting, I'm still painting mountains........there was a chinese guy in the middle of the fishes, but I sawed him out and threw him in the garbage cause he might've been a idol - not sure??? my husbands hammering on the gold fish to the canvas right now : ) these are chinese mountains to of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I find guarding my heart to be harder in these last days..........but the answers of course they are in the bible ----------- in bold.................
Proverbs 4:20-27 "My son, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings. Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart. For they are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh. Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life. Put away from thee a froward mouth, and perverse lips put far from thee. Let thine eyes look right on, and let thine eyelids look straight before thee. Ponder the path of thy feet, and let all thy ways be established. Turn not to the right hand nor to the left: remove thy foot from evil."
  Which I take "remove thy foot from evil" to mean not only don't partake in gossip and evil speaking, but don't do that either...............completely remove my foot from evil. Let my eyelids look straight before me...................ponder the path of me feet
am I serving god
or am I serving mammon 
which one am I clinging to!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serveGod and mammon."
 Often I battle a type of pride, the type of pride, the type of pride where you believe you are a really good person now..................like I was a sinner back in 1980 something but now I am a angel flying in heaven with wings, but this isn't the case I find....................
Romans 7:17-19 "Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not. For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do."
  While I make mention of this verse, I'm nearly busted with some my friends.................won't even fully even mean that stuffs I'll say, as the bible says a little bit of leaven leavens the whole lump....................doesn't take much for like 1 thing, one thought or whatever I let into my heart for that moment to spin out of control. And why is that...........................there in sin that dwelleth in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
     And I got lazy at keeping a guard of my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "keep thy heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life."
 If any you also flub up from time to time don't draw back don't give up don't quit following jesus for...........Matthew 24:13
"But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
  I recogn just gotta get back up, get to guardin your heart again. 

1 John 1:7-9 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." this entire process I recogn it takes awhile..........why else would Matthew 24:13 talk about "he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved" salvation must not be a bippity boppity boo................poof thing to happen to a person you know overnight..............but a process...............
Image result for fairy godmother no kalamazula bippity bulla, bippity boppity boo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE
have a great day earth!

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Video vlog: I've decided It is bestest to have the mindset of a servant Luke 22:27 "For whether is greater, he that sitteth at meat, or he that serveth? Is not he that sitteth at meat? But I am among you as he that serveth".................

video
I've decided It is bestest to have the mindset of a servant Luke 22:27 "For whether is greater, he that sitteth at meat, or he that serveth? Is not he that sitteth at meat? But I am among you as he that serveth" And somedays I don't serve like heaps or something, but I think it is the thing to do, to serve people. And I think people prefer that from one another, like people that are like real prideful and arrogant etc. etc. ---------- aren't liked that much out there. People like "real people" and what is real???????? Is not humility realness???????? For as much as the pride of life is valued out there (1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lusts of the flesh, and the lust of the eye's, and the pride of life, is not of the father, but is of the world")
 Are we not actually..............Revelation 3:17 "Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, andblind, and naked:" I'm saying are we not actually - lowly. Less then the angels, I'd say less then the angels is lowly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hebrews 2:9 "But we see Jesus, who was made a little lower than the angels for the suffering of death, crowned with glory and honour; that he by the grace of God should taste death for every man." I could be a dork, but to me Hebrews 2:9 points to our lowly estate. 
  Jesus took on our lowly estate, he full out came in the flesh, and he came into this world "...........But I am among you as he that serveth"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 ps................I don't think I read all the verses on my piece of paper so here's the list...........Luke 9:48, Luke 22:27, John 3:30, Acts 20:35, 1 John 2:16. 
  And we haven't worked on our tiny house for weeks but, me and my husband have been buisy, but we will start back up working on it again soon hopefully : ) 
my hair dye method for those curious....................chamomile tea, 1 tablespoon of honey, 1 tablespoon of lemon juice, 1/2 teaspoon of henna.......................mix this up in a hot coffee cup of water...........let cool...............pour on dry hair, cover hair keep that in your hair for 30 minutes rinse)
LOVE

Friday, September 26, 2014

Hebrews 10:25 "Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: AND SO MUCH THE MORE, as ye see the day approaching." so fresh blog post cause I see the day approaching aka the return of christ.............

(my latest painting, as you can see it's giant, nearly the width of my full size washermachine, it's a box too, but going to hang it on the wall and store stuffs in it at the same time - definately painting more snow covered mountains to : )
Hebrews 10:25 "Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: AND SO MUCH THE MORE, as ye see the day approaching." so fresh blog post cause I see the day approaching aka the return of christ (Matthew 24:7).
REDEEM THE TIME FOR THE DAYS ARE EVIL! BE IN YOUR BIBLES BE READING THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil." (Colossians 4:5)
  Don't be like the silly womens talked about in this bible verse.............2 Timothy 3:6 "For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts," Am I going to get in trouble by saying I believe there are some "silly women" on you tube, mostly younger girls, it's mostly not older women. And I'll watch their video's when I'm bored somedays...............their "hauls" and I just sit there and scratch my head over all that.
  really -------------- makeup and nail polish is a pain to deal with not my idea of a "good time"
And clothing it should just be mostly something we wear people.............1 Peter 3:3 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;" This world it is all about "fashion" the putting on of apparel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." Fashion it is the worlds thing, it shouldn't be our thing! (though I've said in personal e-mails, of course if you find a cute modest skirt and  you like it and buy it, well that's fine.................we all have "tastes" or whatever..........what we like to wear..........DON'T BE ALL ABOUT THAT........DON'T BE ONE THESE SILLY WOMENS ".............silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts"
   I would video blog but I have a cold and am coughing etc. (though trying hard not to cough, but as it goes with cough colds - my throat is irritated, so it's hard to not cough) Have a great week earth!
LOVE
 

Friday, September 12, 2014

Listening to the AC Streamer this morning I clean got excited about the "leaven of the kingdom of heaven" Matthew 13:33............

Listening to the AC Streamer this morning I clean got excited about the "leaven of the kingdom of heaven" Matthew 13:33. Most people out there pry mostly think upon the "leaven of the pharisee's" But the kingdom of heaven ALSO has a type of leaven that is AWESOME! 
Matthew 13:33 "Another parable spake he unto them; The kingdom of heaven is like unto leaven, which a woman took, and hid in three measures of meal, till the whole was leavened."

  Sign me up for that leaven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope god's word leavens me all the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With this good leaven the leaven of the kingdom of heaven...........exiting this bit of the above verse for me.........."til the whole was leavened"
  All the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No more love for this world or the things in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 For those in need of being stoked up on fire to follow jesus.................1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." God doesn't want you lukewarm going to pier one imports to buy some more CHAZCHI'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I started selling ACEO cards again on ebay here's some of them.......................I got to draw what people you know will buy out there so - course who I foolin I been having fun : )
I can list 100 of these ACEO cards a month on ebay cause I have a special buisiness account, so that's what I'm plannin on doin. I don't think I'm really meant to have a regular 9-5 job............very, very, very, mindful that god gave me this talent (with art I'm sayin) And it works for me, I just drew the katy perry piece above while listening to the AC Streamer..........lot of people with these 9-5 jobs they don't get a chance to read their bible til they get home etc. etc. And our tiny house build is moving along, I will post up pics soon : ) Hope everyone is having a good week out there! 
LOVE


Monday, September 8, 2014

The bible verses that point to the "mark of the beast" potentially being RFID chip - I AIN'T GETTING NO RFID CHIP NEVER FORGET THAT!......................

The bible verses that point to the "mark of the beast" potentially being RFID chip - I AIN'T GETTING NO RFID CHIP NEVER FORGET THAT! Ron (pastor semi retired) pointed out how these verse say "in" the hand, and "in" their forehead, and I find that to be really fascinating.............
Revelation 13:16 "And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:"
Revelation 14:9 "And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, If any man worship the beast and his image, and receive his mark in his forehead, or in his hand,"
Revelation 20:4 "And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years."

  I really believe the rfid chip is the mark of the beast, it makes sense to me, it's under the skin it's "in their hands", in the extremely near future it could be used to buy and sell. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73uIiHkxqyQ
  There will be people that will be afraid to die for jesus and will crack and take the mark of the beast Revelation 21:8 "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death." 
  My husband also has said he absolutely won't get the rfid chip.........recently he also admited to me that he prays nearly every day which was good to hear : ) 
what I painted today - the stamp with writing on it says 
"All I have seen teaches me to trust the creator for all I have not seen" Ralph Waldo Emerson
and that is one the 7 dwarfs from snow white peeking above the brick wall.......I had a good time : ) 
Also of note this sunday, I noticed how this verse mentions being defiled by "women" and I got to thinking about the singers the actresses with skimpy clothing actual "goddess worship" I do think is kind of going on out there these days Revelation 14:4 "These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb." Maybe I go to the "weird" part of you tube to often, but I went to a you tube sit that clean said there is a church of beyonce here's the website for it...........http://national-church-of-bey.tumblr.com/
There was also a church or religion set up for a at least one more singer. But modern day "goddess worship" I think goes way past that, I'm pretty sure if you start "idolizing" these pretty singing women that don't often wear much clothing anymore seems to be on their video's you are defiling yourself in that! Idolatry it's bad, it's something to flee......lot these singers they are idols hence the tv show "american idol" they didn't name it "american alright singer might get a record deal" naw, they named it "american idol"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Have a great week earth! 
LOVE