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Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Update: I finally don't look like marilyn monroe's doppleganger : ) happy hairdo update..................

(my latest painting, it's giant, and the photo doesn't even depict well the galaxy type sky behind big bird : ) I'm a huge big bird fan - I got to see him at a comic convention and his wife : ) that was cool : ) I'm like big bird big clumsy but meaning well!!!!!!!
 Recently I wanted to get long dreadlocks to no longer look like marilyn monroe's doppleganger, and I learned that there is a thing called "cultural appropriation" and that some african american's get very offended when white people wear in particular dreadlocks. So I decided not to get dreadlocks...........well good news.......................I no longer look twinsies with marilyn.........(less I want to, marilyn looks great, it isn't horrible looking like her, worse things much worse things could happen to a person).....................
 I wanted to steer away from looking like marilyn monroe cause she mocked jackie kennedy (which is not good)...........I wish women us ladies would support one another much more, don't be trying to take other womens mens. The bible says Matthew 19:6 "Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder."
   Photo's of marilyn doing a photo shoot dressed as jackie kennedy mocking her not only sleeping with her man............mocking her on top of it.
  I love marilyn monroe, I just don't condone what she did at all.
 I wish I had better stuffs to blog, but what can you do? Fact is, somedays probably all of us aren't all like 1 timothy 10:9 or something. Maybe if we are the clay and god is the potter..........maybe god takes breaks sometimes???????? Goes gets a cup of coffee???????????????? 
  I recogn as long as we ain't done with Him, we go to church, pray, believe follow jesus..........god will work with us. 
Matthew 7:7-11 "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone? Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent? If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?"
  I'm going to my churches bible study every week!!!!!!!!!!!! And my bible study workbook has daily devotions in it.............I'm hard at work, praying, being in god's word. I should have a alright blog post pretty soon.......probably, I'd imagine. 
Hope you alls week is going good!

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

I've decided job was allowed to be tested, because he was battling pride (I found the bible verse)...............

(bunch of really artsy tree rocks I painted --- my town has a group of artist/people that paint rocks and hide them around town.............good break from more serious paintings)
I've decided job was allowed to be tested, because he was battling pride (I found the bible verse) Job chapter 31 jobs just going off talking about how awesome he is Job 31:37 "I would declare unto him the number of my steps; as a prince would I go near unto him." Right there he's saying he's pretty well a prince.............I love job though (he was so convinced of his awesomeness..........I can relate I've been there!!!!!!!!!!!). He is how we all are, pride can happen easy to us, whether the "pride of life" or what job is suffering from here "spiritual pride".
  I used to not like this Elihu guy that rose up against job, but now I see this is good Job 35:1-2 "Elihu spake moreover, and said, Thinkest thou this to be right, that thou saidst, My righteousness is more than God's?"
love these verses........(I recogn verse 9 below is actually what happened to job.........that all the bad that happened to him was for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like a god loving Him reason, god I believe wasn't allowing satan to try Job for just "funsies")

Job 36

He withdraweth not his eyes from the righteous: but with kings are they on the throne; yea, he doth establish them for ever, and they are exalted.
And if they be bound in fetters, and be holden in cords of affliction;
Then he sheweth them their work, and their transgressions that they have exceeded.
10 He openeth also their ear to discipline, and commandeth that they return from iniquity.
11 If they obey and serve him, they shall spend their days in prosperity, and their years in pleasures.
12 But if they obey not, they shall perish by the sword, and they shall die without knowledge.
I once thought Job was perfect, I once thought well crude what's god allowing satan to try Job for???????? But god knows what we each need!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I am currently not experiencing any "spiritual pride" rather mindful at the moment that in me Romans 7:18 "For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwellethno good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not." But there have been moments in my past where I thought I was the whole mack of the earth, praying some BIG TIME pretty pretty prayers to god (my prayers are rather sad in my estimation lately.............lacking gusto : ( I mean smiley face : ) 
  Paul said, he'd rather glory in his infirmities...................fab thing about that is it is a place of humility 2 Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."
I AM INFIRMITIED!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is how infirmidied I am in my mind, I'm 100% about this..............
 I listen to iggy azalea, I listen to mike will made it, somewhere inside me at times..............the beetlejuice movie brothel is open for buisiness.
  I don't want to get in that "spiritual pride" zone, I can read what all happened to job and learn, snap don't do that!
  But I know I know I need to read my bible, I already have today, and will pry read it again today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  And I almost deleted some blog post that are eh..................I've decided I don't want my blog to be to fabulous..........naw that's to close to the "spiritual pride zone"
 pride is terrible all of it
spiritual pride
worldly pride
 Thing is like if you got successful in this world --------- but lost your soul..........what did you gain then??????????????????????????? Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" It's pry not fab to like all be like mediocre.......but like I recogn it might not actually like be fab, to like be fab!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............think about that.
xoxoxoxo So unfabulous! xoxoxoxo
Have a great week!


Sunday, April 16, 2017

Christians are loving each other out there - it's happening I experience it every week!..............

Christians are loving each other out there - it's happening I experience it every week! I due to my old church "the apostolic christian church of america" I got obsessed with this verse, cause they talked about it a lot............John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." I think a lot of the body of christ is a touch obsessed with John 13:35. (it is important that people see that, see love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  But I think there might be a "idea" of much gooey lot's of gush that =='s John 13:35 in people's minds out there and the bar might not actually be that high.
In my 20+ years on this earth I've learned something about love......................mercy is often involed!!!!!!!!
  Maybe real love isn't that we don't have disagreements or difficulties somedays (maybe -------- sermons we don't like that much for instance).
  Love - is that we don't give up on each other!!!!!!!!!!! That we hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love hopeth all things the bible says....................................
1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." I still hope that the apostolic christian church of america will get rid of their "commandments of men" I really do (they ain't good for them, and most everyone knows those are commandments of men it's blaitant - wedding rings banned, bangs banned, mustache's and beards banned..............pretty blaitant commandments of men there.................I can't imagine a church actually holding onto something that bad for like good --------- I have hope for them I'm saying, that they get rid of those commandments of men...........not hold onto them to make some guys in the 1800's look good -------- those men in the 1800's were wrong about those there commandments of men THEY BAD) I ain't saying those men are in

1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God."
  That is god's job to decide if those men that lead the apostolic christian church of america in the 1800's-1900's long ago, were all like maniacle and evil and diabolical etc. when they made "commandments of men" for their church --------------- it could be they had a good heart a clean heart in that.............................Made "commandments of men" for their church in ignorance, not knowing the word of god well enough!!!!!!!!!!!
Hosea 4:6 "My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children." ---------------------- destroyed not necessarily meaning lead to hell.............but could be just lead down a bad path.
 Proverbs 3:5-7 "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the Lord, and depart from evil." God's direction for our paths is bestest.
  Back to my idea though : ) Love is having forgiveness towards one another I'm sure of doesn't give up, it's not giving up on one another!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 13:7
"Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."
    Is love that I am perfect yet????????????
Or your perfect yet?????????????????? 
Do you love me or I love you only when your perfect, no cause that isn't how jesus loved us.......................................when we were yet sinners.......................(it's easter feeling pentecostal fire in my bones).................Romans 5:8 "But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." that's love, that's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  don't give up hope for one another
believe in the power of the word of god 
Those that endure unto the end the same shall be saved......................SHALL!
Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
  If we didn't love one another, what would we be saying in that??????????? That the word of god is of no effect ---------------------- the horror that'd be!!!!!!!!! Surely there is reason to love one another with a pure heart fervently as the bible says 1 Peter 1:22 "Seeing ye have purified your souls in obeying the truth through the Spirit unto unfeigned love of the brethren, see that ye love one another with a pure heart fervently:"
Happy Easter!

Monday, April 10, 2017

The bible verse impacting me the most lately is the one concerning god not being "mocked".......He watches, knows if we are walking in the spirit or the flesh and He wont be mocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

The bible verse impacting me the most lately is the one concerning god not being "mocked".......He watches, knows if we are walking in the spirit or the flesh and He wont be mocked!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not to say we can't buy stuffs we can buy stuffs, just don't make the flesh the priority, god's watching everyday! Galatians 6:7 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap."
 Somedays I want to preach bad (I know I am a girl and not supposed to preach so I don't) below are two e-mails (slightly edited for my blog) both I sent to the elder and wife of the apostolic christian church of america and my great aunt who is also apostolic christian church of americanian, in the event people wonder well what do I e-mail these people. (also e-mail them talking about various difficulties, prayer requests)..............
People they think it's so ok to walk in the flesh
they ain't walking in the spirit out there!
so many ain't
so many are sitting around watching their tv sets after they get off of work.
----------- their bibles might be cracked open for a few minutes -------------- WHICH IS A HECK OF A LOT BETTER THEN NOT EVEN DOING THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but cracked open for a few minutes in the evening............almost like a after thought
here god
here's my 10 minutes for the day your welcome
god is a jealous god!
Exodus 34:14 "For thou shalt worship no other god: for the Lord, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God:"
Deuteronomy 4:24 "For the Lord thy God is a consuming fire, even a jealous God."
  I barely can maintain somedays no rolling out in the most epic sermon anybody ever witnessed in their lives. 
because people need to wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Nobody wins at sin, sooner or later for anybody it would lead them to this point if left out of "check".......................Revelation 9:6 "And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them."
  If you live in a world were nobody loves anyone, cause everyone is all living for themselves loving themselves, not loving each other.........2 Timothy 3:2 "For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy," Of course you'd want to kill yourself in that world, you wouldn't want to live in that world nobody would, but that is were this world is heading!
On this here blog, I would like to also discuss my whole marilyn look a bit more...................I suffer at times from depression and the blonde hair really does cheer me up.
I know I need to not "believe" in that
in glam
it's make believe marilyn said she's right
to not worship or exalt in anyways something that is make believe
but like to exalt and worship what is really fantastic - god!!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." It's good to be of good cheer, even if you think..........oh snap.........oh snap. 
  Keep reading god's word be in that..............the bible does promise sooner or later you will reap what you sew and that means if you be's most the day sewing into the spirit you and I we are going to reap that, reap good things! 
Galatians 6:7 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap."
I have much need to be of "good cheer" 
pry many of us do (I'm sayin many of us are going through "a time" Acts 14:22)
LOVE I started putting vaseline on my face (just a touch) My skin is looking a bit better. There might be something to this vaseline stuffs. Especially these days with all the pollution in the air, it could maybe really protect ones skin from all kinds of damage. And ya I know I don't look like marilyn 100% in above photo..........somedays I freak myself out with 0 makeup on looking so much like her. Other days if I but draw a eyebrow hair in wrong it's all over : ) hahahahahahahahah
1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord."
------------- we all get exhausted I think 
I get exhausted
don't I look tired in the above photo???????????
if I don't ----------- the miracle of vaseline for reals : ) hahahahahahahahhahahah
who knew
who knew I'd ever put vaseline on my face ---------- not me

Sunday, April 2, 2017

I agree with paul whether I'm abased or abound I give thanks to the lord...........I am glad!!!!!!!!.................

I agree with paul whether I'm abased or abound I give thanks to the lord...........I am glad!!!!!!!!.................
Philippians 4:11-13 "Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content. I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me."

  Also on my thoughts is this group of verses lately Ephesians 5:19-21 "Speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord; Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ; Submitting yourselves one to another in the fear of God."
   I been told by the pastor of the church that I'm going to (in a sermon he preached) that apostles don't exist per the bible no I may not even exist no more basically in like people's mind if I ever did exist?????????? (I feel invisible often!!!!!!!!!!!!) this blog helps me not feel invisible, I need this blog, it's horrible to feel invisible. 
    It's the people who very little are given (aka titles, rank, etc.) that not much are expected from. 
  If you give me the rank of 0 earth..........then you expect 0 from me, and as thus your about to be real pleased!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more."
  All you big time christians out there that are above us earth scriges with all your big timedness a lot is expected of you!!!!!!!!! (even in god's mind I'm saying a lot is expected of you, but not only god's mind, other people's minds as well) I think we should judge one another much less though, and have much more mercy with one another.....................cause we are in a great war against the lusts of our flesh. It is not easy this battle. 
  I'm also immensely praising god and thankful that I'm not that popular!!!!!!!!!! (somedays I hate it, I sit there and compare and compare myself to others on instagram and you tubes etc................THANK GOD I'M NOT POPULAR!!!!!!!!!!)
Matthew 5:11 "Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake." HAPPY DANCE TIME FOR REALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I'm so hated that aunt connie, and the elder and his wife of the apostolic christian church of america like never reply to my e-mails, man they must loathe me at least a little ------------ I at the very least have much hope that they loathe me!!!!
LOATHE ME PLEASE YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Happy joy dance time for reals (I pray for them all the time, or pretty often that they give their lives to jesus if they haven't yet). 
  But being liked, like a lot, is like a horrible thing to happen to a person it's terrible I'm sure of it!
 Of course though I'm like paul, if I were to "abound" again, doesn't look like it, looks like I'm batting a solid earth scirge 1 billion right now : ) hahahahahahahha yes!!!!!!!!!!!!! But if I were to "abound" again..............I'd give praise to god, yep, I'd be content!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause everything is for a reason when you living for jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Adding a picture of my alligator in the bird feeder in my front yard that I got at the dollar store.................when your a earth scirge (or a big time character you can do stuffs like this...................................yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
ps my birdfeeder front yard alligator is a lion alligator - for jesus!
It's so much better to give thanks for everything, that is the greatest thing besides salvation jesus gave me. So many people in this world are so unhappy (ya, some them going through bad stuffs and surely when you going through a time you don't have to be like sunshine and happy mr. rogers neighborhood theme singing). 
  Even when I'm down I'm up following jesus!
  Paul he said he has suffered the loss of all things to win christ...............................your own status in the world it is something to suffer the loss of..............and keep like not getting that : ) 
Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"
 I've learned to like not shoot to win with the world..........if or when I get some kind of win, lord willing that's great, but shoot to win jesus the real prize!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great week earth!

Friday, February 24, 2017

Fellow USA citizens, Mexico is our neighbors we need to love them........their problem should be our concern as well..............

(one of my latest paintings in a series, it's on velvet. I was recently inspired by mexican feather bird paintings - which is a thing....people use real feathers to make bird art it's pretty cool!)
Fellow USA citizens, Mexico is our neighbors we need to love them........their problem should be our concern as well..............
  Ok I am almost bi-lingual.............I'm getting back to being fully bi-lingual. I watch lots of latin tv. Mexico is very worried they won't be able to afford to take care of all those that are supposed to be deported, because that's a lot of people.
  If they want to climb a fence right..............I'm not convinced deportation is a good plan. How richer our country is, thanks to being neighbors of mexico!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
La musica!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
La televis'on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Fellow american's.................if you been to my blog you know I enjoy watching wrestling and am a hulk a maniac............................LUCHADOR'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Keeping this blog short else, I'll need to go down the street ASAP and get a bunch of food at my fave mexican restaurant.

Mark 12:30-31

30 And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment.
31 And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these.
let's have some good amor musica....................for this here blog post.................................

Saturday, February 4, 2017

God's Store.....

(when I think of god I think of the clouds in the sky, because He's up there - and because in the bible in the old testiment times he followed my ancestors in a cloud Exodus 14:19 "And the angel of God, which went before the camp of Israel, removed and went behind them; and the pillar of the cloud went from before their face, and stood behind them:")
I was told by my bosses that the owner of the store I work at, is primarily god........well then I got thinking, well what place of buisiness isn't god's in some way?
 In a way god makes everything His buisiness don't He????????????? 2 Chronicles 16:9 "For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him. Herein thou hast done foolishly: therefore from henceforth thou shalt have wars." God searches His eye's "run to and fro throughout the whole earth" He looks all over the place...........
to me
to you
"to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him."
Psalm 68:32-25 "Sing unto God, ye kingdoms of the earth; O sing praises unto the Lord; Selah: To him that rideth upon the heavens of heavens, which were of old; lo, he doth send out his voice, and that a mighty voice. Ascribe ye strength unto God: his excellency is over Israel, and his strength is in the clouds. O God, thou art terrible out of thy holy places: the God of Israel is he that giveth strength and power unto his people. Blessed be God."
         I sat there yesterday at my works "office meeting" moment they said the store is ultimately god's store, for reals I felt like I was at church for a second (you know that feeling when you like "oh god's right here watching me"). But He's always watching us.........but catch it, He doesn't desire to punish us for being "bad" though he will do that if need be!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Revelation 3:19 "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent."
  God really desires that our hearts be perfect towards Him, so that he could "shew himself strong" for us I believe. He wants to help! 
  But anyways for all the rest of the buisinesses on this planet, I'm pretty sure god is the real boss of your buisiness Exodus 19:4-5 "Ye have seen what I did unto the Egyptians, and how I bare you on eagles' wings, and brought you unto myself. Now therefore, if ye will obey my voice indeed, and keep my covenant, then ye shall be a peculiar treasure unto me above all people: for all the earth is mine:"
  "for all the earth is mine" -------------------- you think you own your buisiness, epp nope god does I'm sure of it!!!!!!!!!! I'm sure of it apple computers!!!!!!!!!!! Ya you've made a lot of money apple computers, that must be fab : ) 
  I'm sure of this. So though my store might be more then the "normal" employee's experience "god's store" cause for reals I felt god's presence yesterday.......................I was like ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo this is god store!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Which is fine! That's the store to work at God's store!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  In reality we are all I believe working at "god's store" --------- be faithful that's my advice! Matthew 25:23 "His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord."
(my current series of bird paintings on velvet - it looks better in real life, I took this photo with a flash which wasn't a good idea!)
Have a great week!