Friday, September 12, 2014

Listening to the AC Streamer this morning I clean got excited about the "leaven of the kingdom of heaven" Matthew 13:33............

Listening to the AC Streamer this morning I clean got excited about the "leaven of the kingdom of heaven" Matthew 13:33. Most people out there pry mostly think upon the "leaven of the pharisee's" But the kingdom of heaven ALSO has a type of leaven that is AWESOME! 
Matthew 13:33 "Another parable spake he unto them; The kingdom of heaven is like unto leaven, which a woman took, and hid in three measures of meal, till the whole was leavened."

  Sign me up for that leaven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope god's word leavens me all the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With this good leaven the leaven of the kingdom of heaven...........exiting this bit of the above verse for me.........."til the whole was leavened"
  All the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No more love for this world or the things in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 For those in need of being stoked up on fire to follow jesus.................1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." God doesn't want you lukewarm going to pier one imports to buy some more CHAZCHI'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I started selling ACEO cards again on ebay here's some of them.......................I got to draw what people you know will buy out there so - course who I foolin I been having fun : )
I can list 100 of these ACEO cards a month on ebay cause I have a special buisiness account, so that's what I'm plannin on doin. I don't think I'm really meant to have a regular 9-5 job............very, very, very, mindful that god gave me this talent (with art I'm sayin) And it works for me, I just drew the katy perry piece above while listening to the AC Streamer..........lot of people with these 9-5 jobs they don't get a chance to read their bible til they get home etc. etc. And our tiny house build is moving along, I will post up pics soon : ) Hope everyone is having a good week out there! 

Monday, September 8, 2014

The bible verses that point to the "mark of the beast" potentially being RFID chip - I AIN'T GETTING NO RFID CHIP NEVER FORGET THAT!......................

The bible verses that point to the "mark of the beast" potentially being RFID chip - I AIN'T GETTING NO RFID CHIP NEVER FORGET THAT! Ron (pastor semi retired) pointed out how these verse say "in" the hand, and "in" their forehead, and I find that to be really fascinating.............
Revelation 13:16 "And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:"
Revelation 14:9 "And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, If any man worship the beast and his image, and receive his mark in his forehead, or in his hand,"
Revelation 20:4 "And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years."

  I really believe the rfid chip is the mark of the beast, it makes sense to me, it's under the skin it's "in their hands", in the extremely near future it could be used to buy and sell.
  There will be people that will be afraid to die for jesus and will crack and take the mark of the beast Revelation 21:8 "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death." 
  My husband also has said he absolutely won't get the rfid chip.........recently he also admited to me that he prays nearly every day which was good to hear : ) 
what I painted today - the stamp with writing on it says 
"All I have seen teaches me to trust the creator for all I have not seen" Ralph Waldo Emerson
and that is one the 7 dwarfs from snow white peeking above the brick wall.......I had a good time : ) 
Also of note this sunday, I noticed how this verse mentions being defiled by "women" and I got to thinking about the singers the actresses with skimpy clothing actual "goddess worship" I do think is kind of going on out there these days Revelation 14:4 "These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb." Maybe I go to the "weird" part of you tube to often, but I went to a you tube sit that clean said there is a church of beyonce here's the website for it...........
There was also a church or religion set up for a at least one more singer. But modern day "goddess worship" I think goes way past that, I'm pretty sure if you start "idolizing" these pretty singing women that don't often wear much clothing anymore seems to be on their video's you are defiling yourself in that! Idolatry it's bad, it's something to flee......lot these singers they are idols hence the tv show "american idol" they didn't name it "american alright singer might get a record deal" naw, they named it "american idol"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Have a great week earth! 


Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Recently I was told I was being "hurt" by a people........I'm determined to bless that people greately (whether I am being used or hurt or not) Luke 6:27-28 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you."

my flute isn't it pretty : ) I think it's pretty I was a band geek from 4th grade til 7th grade!!!!!!!!!
I'm pretty sure it's silver plated!!!!!!!!! (fact think it even says so somewhere on the flute) all the pads though are worn way down on it, it's in good working order though I am a band geek afterall : ) 
I'll play it and video post some church ditties when I get new pads in it : ) 
Recently I was told I was being "hurt" by a people........if that were so though what the devil meant for my harm GOD MEANS THAT FOR MY GOOD.............
1 Peter 3:8-14 "Finally, be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous: Not rendering evil for evil, or railing for railing: but contrariwise blessing; knowing that ye are thereunto called, that ye should inherit a blessing. For he that will love life, and see good days, let him refrain his tongue from evil, and his lips that they speak no guile: Let him eschew evil, and do good; let him seek peace, and ensue it. For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers: but the face of the Lord is against them that do evil. And who is he that will harm you, if ye be followers of that which is good? But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake, happy are ye: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled;"
  But I have a deep question of sorts. What if it is even ok to be used sometimes, even the will of god for us in our lives? When my mom said they are actively "hurting" me, what came to my mind is the word "use". I guess cause god always does use me in pretty well every situation. People have great weariness out there of being "used" I find. I went to a sister in the churches house right and it was brought up illyana should try the flute and she brought out her son's flute (and she mentioned that she'd give illyana the flute if she liked it) I'm just like YA ILLYNA TRY AND PLAY THE FLUTE! And the brother who's house we were visiting did not know I played the flute for years pry and got this look, this like "oh you want a free flute" look. 
  Then when my friend brought out the flute and illyana refused to even try to play it though she knows I'd like her to learn how to play the flute a's a fun, instrument to play and not that hard at all to play in my estimation. I then took the flute and played all kinds of songs in the jr. little kids church hymnal for the apostolic christian church of america. Told this sister, I had a flute already just needs new pads put on it. Back to my point.....................a weariness even people have of being used. I do though greately imagine it is  (even greately) possible this sister from the church I am friends with has INDEED BEEN USED by many a people. 
  I associate used with being "hurt" for me the 2 ideas are attached. Who hurts us???????????? Is it not people that "use" us????????????????? Luke 6:28 "Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you."" """"""""""despitefully"""""""""""" in this verse refers to the idea that the people that used you DIDN'T EVEN CARE THAT THEY WERE USING YOU, DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU AT ALL, or the fact that they were "using" you or "hurting" you in someway. That's a really active present tense verse there Luke 6:28 "and pary for them which despitfully use you" people could despitefully use us for years and years, maybe our entire lifetimes. 
  This bit of the bible I don't think is saying have nothing to do with those that "use" you or "hurt" you..........Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," 
but rather...........
love them
do good to them which hate you
bless them that curse you
pray for them which despitefully use you
  There's great opportunity to bless our enemies on this earth!!!!!!!!!!! Great opportunity to love, to pray for our enemies on this earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know about you all...........but like being used of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  If I happen to have some enemies that are "hurting" me or "using" me ------- this isn't really the house of horrors item............but a fantastical opportunity to be used of god, to pray, to serve, to lay down my life! 
  It is a "typical human" way of thinking to think "ah they are using me I will now not love them, or I will now not talk to them etc." TO HOLD A GRUDGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
James 5:9 "Grudge not one against another, brethren, lest ye be condemned: behold, the judge standeth before the door."
rather love
rather forgive
rather bless one another
 Why?????? You might ask........uh cause the bible says in hahahah : ) I am a fool for jesus's sake for reals Luke 6:27-28 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you."
  People might disagree with me out there, and I think I might be blowing people's minds on the planet with this idea that it's sometimes "ok" to be used by others.............................if/when we are actually "despitefully" used "hurt" by others, I don't think it's really THAT MUCH, or that often, pry not as much or often as people actually believe they are being "used", "hurt" by others out there. 
  I rather love, I rather forgive, I rather heed Luke 6:27-28 do all I can to DO THAT! To not walk around in life with this "hurt" "victim" mentality -------------- ya somedays I am hurt and my mom get's a whole earful on those days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Life's circumstances aren't supposed to crush me, defeat me or whatever. 

Romans 8 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?

36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

SURELY goodness and mercy shall follow me (pursue after me) all the days of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Psalm 23:1-6...............

I been walking in the "valley of the shadow of death" for sometime now, not cause I want to, nobody "wants" to walk through the "valley of the shadow of death" I don't think (maybe a few do though............few people out there done lost their minds I suspect greately) Sometimes person can be in that "valley of the shadow of death" FOR YEARS, AND YEARS AND YEARS..............................
Psalm 23:1-6 "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."
  I'm actually trapped, I'm actually stuck right in the "valley of the shadow of death"!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRAPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Psalms 23:1-6 such a comfort for me today cause it's so true! I'm in such a bad place right now but still I can see "goodness and mercy" following after me PURSUEING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 I like that psalmist I desire to "dwell in the house of the Lord FOR EVER" forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause when the lord is your shepherd............jesus does lead me to lie down in green pastures ---------------------- and even if I am walking in the valley of the SHADOW OF DEATH
 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over" AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  I'm so stoked ON FIRE WITH MUCH ZEAL to follow jesus daily deny myself take up my cross and follow jesus daily...................I can't even adequately word my zeal right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Have a great day earth!

Monday, August 25, 2014

I think we all have "needs", the need for other christians, or people if your not christian to "care for your state" Philippians 2:20,21 "For I have no man like minded who will naturally care for your state. For all seek their own, not the things which are Jesus Christ's"...............

I think we all have "needs", the need for other christians or people if your not christian to "care for your state", paul he said at the end of this group of verses here "and he ministered to my wants"...................
Philippians 2:20-26 "For I have no man like minded, who will naturally care for your state. For all seek their own, not the things which are Jesus Christ's. But ye know the proof of him, that, as a son with the father, he hath served with me in the gospel. Him therefore I hope to send presently, so soon as I shall see how it will go with me. But I trust in the Lord that I also myself shall come shortly. Yet I supposed it necessary to send to you Epaphroditus, my brother, and companion in labour, and fellowsoldier, but your messenger, and he that ministered to my wants. For he longed after you all, and was full of heaviness, because that ye had heard that he had been sick."
  So this week I am going to write a sister or two at church, make some effort to supply some needs out there! My blog surely isn't enough, it could be a part of the puzzle I think, but I need to do more then just blog much more, though if I sit and think about it all the "good" I need to do in a week.........seems like I'm setting out to climb a mountain every week. (seems like a lot!)
  Gotta consider my own needs as well, not "over serve". Mostly my needs I think is just to not be a island!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pry signing up to volunteer at the food bank this week, even going to the foodbank and helping out and being around people helps.............I want my island to have people at it : ) everyweek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

The importance of humility....................

I like this pic of obama, good pic of him..........

(a guest pastor at the portland apostolic christian church of america this sunday got me thinking on the topic of humility) I've encountered a problem more then once at church (twice maybe three times that I know of) where people will come up to me and say hi to me, and they will be expecting me to acknowledge them GREATELY, like above and beyond how everyone else in the church acknowledges each other. Because they view it in the their minds that if I acknowledge them a slew,
then of course they are right about themselves they are the awesomest ever on the planet!
But who could do that????????????? Like it's easy to acknowledge a king that much........................THAT'S A KING. They did kingly obama for instance, be easy for me to give some extra acknowledgement to obama, I've seen him make some really really really good descisions lately. He helps the whole world sometimes obama does --------------- he's pretty near a king!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's a easy person to give some "extra" acknowledgement to.
   But a brother or sister, that I have barely heard speak - and never even heard not even 1 bible verse come from their mouths............coming up to me, expecting me to give them some "king attention" --------------------- I FIND THAT HARD TO DO!
Several years ago at the apostolic christian church of america............................there was one older sister came up to me and THERE WAS A SLEW OF LIGHT IN HER EYEBALLS OK, so you knew that ok this sister has laboured for the lord! Well she expected me to give her the "kings treatment" and I didn't fully, I smiled, I shook her hand, I think I tried to esteem her high, pretty sure?????????????????? (but she was expecting you know "extra" from me)
And then this older sister sat next to me 2nd half of church and started SINGING A HYMN IN ANOTHER LANGUAGE.......(she fully spoke english and well)..........and I got that heebie geebie feeling up my neck that she was CURSING ME BAD, I'm pretty 100% that whatever she cursed me with stuck on me and it's still on me potentially today.
She must've died after that, she was old real old, she never went to church again that I know of post that day  probably cursing me.
But I am leading to something here, the importance of humility...................1 Peter 5:5 "Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble."
This "idea" definately could apply to myself as well - to not think about myself more then I "ought" to Romans 12:3 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith." Just happens to be in my mind lately, what paul said, 1 Corinthians 3:7 "So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase." "any thing" in this verse I am pretty sure means "no big deal" But instead god/jesus is the "big deal"!
 Click button below if attempt at singing out of the Zions harp song 186, verses 3 and 4..........................................
please, please, stay humble everyone
and have a great week! 

Thursday, August 14, 2014

We need to show mercy to one another cause it is impossible pretty well to be "positive and uplifting" all the time - people go through stuffs I'm not the only one out there that goes through stuffs!................

We need to show mercy to one another cause it is impossible pretty well to be "positive and uplifting" all the time - people go through stuffs I'm not the only one out there that goes through stuffs! I am surely not the norm on this planet I have decided, most people bottle up what they are going through, so if/when we come across someone looking angry or maybe frowning or whatever I DO RECOGN ESPECIALLY IN THIS BIT HARD ECONOMIC TIME WE LIVE IN THEY ARE GOING THROUGH SOMETHING (that health care is so expensive and that many people out there are stuck in part time jobs..............I count that a challenging economic time, often pastors these days will talk about how the usa is the richest nation in the world, but still many out there are struggling I believe!)
  Titus 3:2-3 "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men. For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another."

  I hope to stoke people up to show mercy to one another to love one another much more! Phil Collins was right, sometimes this world is short on love and this world desperately needs love..............we desperately need to show bowels of mercy to one another and love one another...................
  I saw a cool sign in my town that said............
do what you can, with what you have, with where you are
 Fat - skinny IT SHOULDN'T MATTER LIKE IT'S MATTERING OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Though ya I'm still chubby, so going to defend the fellow chubbians : ) It's hard to turn down a nice slice of cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's hard to just stop cold turkey all nacho's, all french fries, etc. and just walk to the carrots and salads. I AIN'T A RABBIT!
 And I believe women though make less money then men, and my parents think that all the sisters of the apostolic christian church of america are thought of as 2nd class citizens. I think women even today can be this bible verse (and I realize many sisters have to work, they have to for reals). But for those of us that can afford to stay at home and sew : )..........................Proverbs 31:10-25 "Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies. The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her, so that he shall have no need of spoil. She will do him good and not evil all the days of her life. She seeketh wool, and flax, and worketh willingly with her hands. She is like the merchants' ships; she bringeth her food from afar. She riseth also while it is yet night, and giveth meat to her household, and a portion to her maidens. She considereth a field, and buyeth it: with the fruit of her hands she planteth a vineyard. She girdeth her loins with strength, and strengtheneth her arms. She perceiveth that her merchandise is good: her candle goeth not out by night. She layeth her hands to the spindle, and her hands hold the distaff. She stretcheth out her hand to the poor; yea, she reacheth forth her hands to the needy. She is not afraid of the snow for her household: for all her household are clothed with scarlet. She maketh herself coverings of tapestry; her clothing is silk and purple. Her husband is known in the gates, when he sitteth among the elders of the land. She maketh fine linen, and selleth it; and delivereth girdles unto the merchant. Strength and honour are her clothing; and she shall rejoice in time to come."
  The latest stuffs I sewed for my family............this isn't all I sewed for my family recently but the items I'm showing off online : ).......
 turned a pair of my husbands pants into cargo shorts : )

this skort was to short for my youngest so I added a cute ruffle to the bottom : )
Have a great day earth please love me, and love each other!