Beauty I have found to be a trap and not a advantageous thing so much........................

Beauty I have found to be a trap and not a advantageous thing so much (not that I think I'm THAT good looking - a lot people out there do though think I'm THAT good looking)........................I was telling 3 pastors seconds ago...................Proverbs 31:30 "Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised." you can get favour from being good looking BUT ITS A TRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"""""""""""""but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised""""""""""""""""
I going to try much harder to be like full out modest dressed, etc. etc.
better to fear god and dress modest if ya ask me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is that not a act of some fear of god ------------ I'd say it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and you know I going to stick to the natural makeup look to)

Isaiah 40:8 "The grass withereth, the flower fadeth: but the word of our God shall stand for ever."

DON'T TRUST IN YOUR BEAUTY (I'm talking to the pretty people..........if your not gorgeous BE THANKFUL BEAUTY IS A TRAP AND NOT ALL IT'S CRACKED UP TO BE) THE GRASS WITHERETH, THE FLOWER FADETH: BUT THE WORD OF OUR GOD SHALL STAND FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Beauty can be a distraction from what matters................what matters ain't what we look like.........what pry matters is like do we love people????????? Do we love each other????????? Do we love jesus???????? I HOPE SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Bear fruit love each other please do..................Matthew 13:23 "But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty"

xoxoxo Jesus xoxoxo

LOVE

A brother at the apostolic christian church of america said something that stuck w/me this sunday he said, "It's good to be wanted"...................

(sometimes I can only find a song from 1964 to fit what I'm lookin for in a song - I want jesus to want me)

Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge ofChrist Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"
A brother at the apostolic christian church of america said something that stuck w/me this sunday he said, "It's good to be wanted"...................he said that in reply to my kids much wanting me to go with them in the sunday school room area.......(which I did go in there w/them).................but I got thinking about that on the larger scale. Gwen Stefani she has a song where she sings "wanted dead or alive" (this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hunha8UtqCk) I think gwen is right there, the dead are wanted on this earth as are the alive............................I DO NOT KNOW THOUGH HOW WANTED THE LUIKEWARM ARE, you know as far as on this earth goes?????????????? Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."
  It is good to be wanted BY SOME GROUP OF PEOPLE. I want to be wanted, I wanted to be wanted by the body of christ - IT IS GOOD TO BE WANTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Lucky for me.............I know how to be wanted.....................don't watch that tv, don't walk in the flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!

 LOVE

Going to work harder to not make no more provisions for the flesh..............

Going to work harder to not make no more provisions for the flesh..............sometimes I'll alot 1 or two things for myself aka "provisions for the flesh" IT'S A TERRIBLE THING I NEED TO STOP DOING AND WANT TO STOP DOING Romans 13:14 "But put ye on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make not provision for the flesh, to fulfil the lusts thereof." recently I bought a little silver bracelet w/a silver heart charm attached...................to remind myself to love people............I really need to quit buying jewelry for like good. Tonight I listened to this sermon pretty 100% this one

05/15/13 Bluffton Country Wednesday Bro.Ryan Bertsch http://www.acsermonstreamer.com/

 I never really put that much thought into the whole idea of "lasciviousness" before which I take to mean walking lot's in the lusts of the flesh http://www.thefreedictionary.com/lasciviousness.................Jude 1:4 "For there are certain men crept in unawares, who were before of old ordained to this condemnation, ungodly men, turning the grace of our God into lasciviousness, and denying the only Lord God, and our Lord Jesus Christ."
also these verses...........2 Peter 2:18-20 "For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error. While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in bondage. For if after they have escaped the pollutions of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, they are again entangled therein, and overcome, the latter end is worse with them than the beginning."

  Before I heard that sermon tonight I was thinking about buying a wig, I rethought that there idea.......................I though think there are things we can buy while following jesus but surely I don't want to be in some "free for all" some "lasciviousness" um athon................the world not being friends with it, if your not going to be friends with it, or you don't want to be friends with it.................................I think the world is about the lusts of the flesh...............1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." I have a horrible time not letting myself be influenced by the world............I like nice things...................but at the same time I do absolutely not want to be a friend with the world IT IS BETTER I PARTAKE IN THE SUFFERINGS OF CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT WALK LIKE THIS WORLD NOT WALK IN LASCIVIOUSNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  LOVE

The church I've been going to might close - I wish it wasn't about to close, I wish more people would show up................

(clock I inherited that my grandpa made going to fix it today, I think it's really pretty, oddly enough though it's about to end up in my hallway bathroom - my hallway bathroom doesn't actually need this fancy of a clock though...........2nd pic is w/it done : ) the driftwood I found on the beach glued seagull to it - I got the purple seagulls at a store at the beach to they are glittery even : ) 

The church I've been going to might close - I wish it wasn't about to close, I wish more people would show up...............apparently there was a apostolic christian church of america in california that closed. This last sunday the visiting pastor preached that buildings need enough $$$ at least to stay open..............................I looked around I thought about that. (my husband I going to try and twist his arm to give a bit extra, I've tried to tell him in the past we need to give a bit more cause there ain't so many people there and he has he's upped what he used to give).
  My dad has in the past told me he'd wish I go to another church he doesn't think I'm "growing" at the apostolic christian church of america BUT I THINK I'M ACTUALLY DOING ALRIGHT THERE...........................my last blog post..........................
in the past I would've just reamed that brother right back and not only did I not ream him back I DIDN'T EVEN GET MAD.................................cause I knew the truth I ain't in a war against flesh and blood................Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." Jesus is right when he said while he was being crucified.............Luke 23:34 "Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots." Not that all the people that crucified jesus were neccessarily demon possessed BUT THEY PRY WERE SAFE TO SAY UNDER THE SWAY OF THE DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ephesians 2:2 "Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children ofdisobedience:" Jesus spoke that right in Luke 23:34 "................for they know not what they do..............."
   Not that the brother who's e-mail in last post that's necessarily how he is all the time, I do not know I HOPE AND PRAY REALLY PRAY NOT.
   That is some epic improvement on my part................of getting to were I am not only not getting made, not lashing back.............loving and praying for people that.............might not like me. That's what god wants from us I believe to bear 100 fruit if we can do that.................Matthew 13:23 "But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty."
  Please pray for the apostolic christian church of america in portland aka the one I attend, that more people will show up. (as in the like last e-mail I said it's sometimes good to judge a touch................I hope we even love lady ga ga and pray for her soul not go to her concerts but love her and pray for her) It's a pretty good church in portland - my own mom says that when you go there it's like you are at a family get together........and that is exactly how I'd describe it.

LOVE

please pray for this brother he doesn't even know that he is currently beating me to a pulp.................I really don't think he does..................

please pray for this brother he doesn't even know that he is currently beating me to a pulp.................I really don't think he does..................(he like was a member of the apostolic christian church of america nazarene branch........now he looks to be attends zac poonen's church http://www.cfcindia.com/web/mainpages/home_page.php)
none this my words this is this brothers reply to me and I think he needs to be prayed for cause surely it'd be best if I wasn't beat down to a bloody pulp like this..............................
Please hold up before you write any more to me, I'm still responding to your earlier emails.
James 1:19 NLT
Understand this, my dear brothers and sisters: You must all be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry.
Proverbs 29:20 NLT
There is more hope for a fool
than for someone who speaks without thinking.
Proverbs 15:2 NLT
The tongue of the wise makes knowledge appealing,
but the mouth of a fool belches out foolishness.
Proverbs 18:7 NLT
The mouths of fools are their ruin;
they trap themselves with their lips.
Proverbs 26:12 NLT
There is more hope for fools
than for people who think they are wise.
Proverbs 18:2 NLT
Fools have no interest in understanding;
they only want to air their own opinions.
Proverbs 10:14, 17, 19, 21, 31-32 NLT

Wise people treasure knowledge,
but the babbling of a fool invites disaster. People who accept discipline are on the pathway to life,
but those who ignore correction will go astray. Too much talk leads to sin.
Be sensible and keep your mouth shut. The words of the godly encourage many,
but fools are destroyed by their lack of common sense. The mouth of the godly person gives wise advice,
but the tongue that deceives will be cut off. The lips of the godly speak helpful words,
but the mouth of the wicked speaks perverse words.

me the blogger ----------------- I bode 0 ill will to this here brother. I hold fast to my entire theme lately of my blog that we need to love each other. (probably ----------- when you ain't seeing someone face to face just receiving a few e-mails from them here and there it's easy to misunderstand each other!!!!!!!!!!!!............I can't say for sure that this is what happened but likely so, I hope so I hope this brother doesn't actually have this level of entire hatred for me)

LOVE

Is all judging bad????????? I think sometimes you need to judge judge a crowd that ok this isn't a good group for me to hang with..............................

I was told by fan of my blog that inspired the previous blog post and told me been telling me all week to be sceptical of everyone even him....................................................in reply to last blog post (he sent me the above video)...............
James 4:10-12 "Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up. Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge. There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy: who art thou that judgest another?"

    The bible says................Ephesians 4:14 "That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with everywind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive;" Not every ministry out there is safe..............I don't think all usage of judgement is bad..........(fast forward to the end of this post I think I wasn't even judging more me using "discernment") for there are much out there....................................

"wind of doctrine" 

"sleight of men"

"cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive" 

  I don't think judging is always even bad................

 if you view a bunch of bikers and your thinking about joining a biker gang
BUT THAT GANG OF BIKERS APPEARS TO LIKE GOING TO BARS AND LADIES A BIT TO MUCH....................................................................and so you decide you ain't going to join that biker gang you going to find a nice biker gang that goes to church on sundays and is home by like 5.........................IS THAT SOME HORRIBLE STYLE OF JUDGING??????????????
Ya you did judge...........................you judged that these bikers were liking the ladies way to much and going to the bars to much.
But you needed to judge them a touch there............................CAUSE YOU SAW THEM W/LADIES DRAPPED ON THEIR ARMS AND LARGE GLASSES OF BEER IN THEIR HANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone judges some.................................IS THERE ANYBODY THAT DOESN'T JUDGE??????????????????????? I don't think judging is always bad that's what I'm saying.............................................................
god wouldn't want us watching a lady ga ga video and saying to ourselves ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I need to get tickets to go see gaga http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrO4YZeyl0I hahahahhahah FOR REALS! DON'T WE JUDGE LADY GAGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !
  I think god wants us to judge some, that judgeing is definately not always a bad thing ---------- be willing to forgive to though for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  And clean .Ephesians 4:14 "That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with everywind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive;" DOES EXIST THIS IS A REAL VERSE THE DANGER IS OUT THERE! Not in every church, I believe there are actually pretty well safe churches and I stand by my stance completely that I do deem the apostolic christian church of america to be pretty well safe! 

  Maybe some the churches I am sceptical of are completely unwindy? I don't think using discernment is me judging, is bad. 

Job 6:30 "Is there iniquity in my tongue? cannot my taste discern perverse things?"

Ezekiel 44:23 "And they shall teach my people the difference between the holy and profane, and cause them to discern between the unclean and the clean."

Malachi 3:18 "Then shall ye return, and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him that serveth God and him that serveth him not."

Hebrews 5:14 "But strong meat belongeth to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil."

   Am I wrong???????????? Am I supposed to be like god once was to sin and wink the eye???????????? Acts 17:30 "And the times of this ignorance God winked at; but now commandeth all men every where to repent:" Very much so we shouldn't even.................2 John 1:10 "If there come any unto you, and bring not this doctrine, receive him not into your house, neither bid him God speed:"

We should all love one another though

for we are members one of another

Ephesians 4:25 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we aremembers one of another." Sometimes tuff love is needed aka not letting someone in your house APPARENTLY 2 john 1:10 exists I DIDN'T WRITE THE BIBLE IT WASN'T ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  But I think using discernment is a good idea......................DONT LET YOURSELF BE JUST TOSSED AROUND W/EVERY WIND OF EVERY DOCTRINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ephesians 4:14 "That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with everywind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive;"

 

  

I do not believe every church is "windy" I actually believe the apostolic christian church of america is pretty safe!...................

I do not believe every church is "windy" I actually believe the apostolic christian church of america is pretty safe! I'm chatting w/one my blogs fans.............he's right you gotta to be careful with churches/believers cause this stuffs EXISTS...................Ephesians 4:14 :That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive;"
   Just this sunday it was preached at the apostolic christian church of america..................2 John 1:10-11 "If there come any unto you, and bring not this doctrine, receive him not into your house, neither bid him God speed:For he that biddeth him God speed is partaker of his evil deeds." How much of the body of christ really does believe that one needs to deny oneself in the day and take up their cross and follow jesus and not be walking in the flesh....................have instead ones flesh crucified to it's lusts and desires...........Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." (((((pretty nearly all the churches round me, appears to be anything goes ------------ you want to wear a bunch of jewelry hey cool beans do that it VERY MUCH LOOKS TO BE.................you want purple hair HEY GO RIGHT AHEAD it very much well looks to be to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ------------ I'm just saying that is what I have witnessed in a great deal of the body of christ this "anything goes" kinda thing)))))))))
 What the bible say it don't say be decked out in jewels........................1 Timothy 2:9 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, withshamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;"
  For reals ------------- if a sister was covered in jewels...............................I not sure she's bringing the "doctrine" 2 John 1:10-11 "and bring not this doctrine, receive him not into your house" I ain't sure about all that wearing of jewelry stuffs. (I still battle the jewelry thing.......................I see pieces of jewelry I like all the time ----------- honestly somedays I just clean don't go to the malls............my kids like "claire's" a jewelry store and there are somedays I just won't go to the mall at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
   The brothers of the apostolic christian church of america talk a lot about how the sisters of the church do look different --------- AND THEY DO ----------------- the truth is how they dress IS HOW ALL US WOMEN THAT ARE WAIT THE NEXT VERSE IN 1 TIMOTHY 2:10 "But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works." That's how we should dress, that's how we should want to dress, surely that is what "becometh women professing godliness with good works" if I'm professing godliness and good works and am decked with jewels (or not wearing modest apparel) IT'S NO GOOD FOR ME the jewels/immodest apparel would not add to my beauty BUT DETRACT I do believe.
 What sort of women look good with jewels/immodest apparel -------------- is it not the more.....................type?????????????? For them the jewels are needed to entice men, to lure them in.
   I getting sidetracked.................I'm pretty 100% the apostolic christian church of america isn't windy, I just don't think wind is everywhere!!!!!!! To me this verse connotes that wind isn't everywhere............that there really are non windy churches out there.........................Ephesians 4:13-15 "Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ: That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ:"

   And really, I like wearing my hair in a bun everyday these days, I don't like hair in my face. And I've gotten real good at sewing skirts..........................cut t-shirts fold them in half turn them into skirt waiste bands : ) modest apparel it can still be fun. 

   (((((((((really the only thing I battle apparel wise is I have 42DD that ain't low!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! having to buy some lace camisole inserts...............I'd rather though NOT have 42DD and not deal with all this ------- THEY REAL 100% if I had a choice I'd be plenty flat chested))))))))

 This stuffs is going to happen................Acts 20:29-30 "For I know this, that after my departing shall grievous wolves enter in among you, not sparing the flock. Also of your own selves shall men arise, speaking perverse things, to draw away disciples after them." I've lived a long time in fear and grew weary of that, of living in fear these days I don't live in fear but love....................1 John 4:18 "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love."

  I guess it's good to be mindful of the wolves that are going to attack all our churches................they don't scare me the wolves don't.....................I'm not afraid anymore. Our god is a awesome god.................as long as I am faithful he won't let my feet get ensared or what have you........................

Proverbs 3:

20 By his knowledge the depths are broken up, and the clouds drop down the dew.

21 My son, let not them depart from thine eyes: keep sound wisdom and discretion:

22 So shall they be life unto thy soul, and grace to thy neck.

23 Then shalt thou walk in thy way safely, and thy foot shall not stumble.

24 When thou liest down, thou shalt not be afraid: yea, thou shalt lie down, and thy sleep shall be sweet.

25 Be not afraid of sudden fear, neither of the desolation of the wicked, when it cometh.

26 For the Lord shall be thy confidence, and shall keep thy foot from being taken.

Psalm 24:1-5 "The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein. For he hath founded it upon the seas, and established it upon the floods. Who shall ascend into the hill of the Lord? or who shall stand in his holy place? He that hath clean hands, and a pure heart; who hath not lifted up his soul unto vanity, nor sworn deceitfully. He shall receive the blessing from the Lord, and righteousness from the God of his salvation." ARE YOU HANDS DIRTY TODAY THEY CAN BE CLEANSED......................James 4:8 "Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded."