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Saturday, May 2, 2015

In loving memory of my grandma Anna Marie Day..........who did wear her hair up and I know that is more modest and I need to work on that..................

In loving memory of my grandma Anna Marie Day..........who did wear her hair up and I know that is more modest and I need to work on that..................

People in our lives they influence us whether we know it or not. I think we all have eh............influences in our lives. And many of us pry have people that really stand out to us, for like ever, my grandma was one those people for me. She was like me, she believed a simple "finger ring" was ok. Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."
  And I do have a vague memory of grandma telling me why she did not have jewels on her wedding ring, no diamonds. As you can see in the picture above her "songs and hymns of zion" was very used, that is the look of a hymnal of someone who went to church often, not only is that the look of a hymnal of someone that went to church often (when she was regularly attending church, before the cigarette smoking incident................my grandma knew smoking was a sin she knew this...........she never got the help she needed to quit smoking...............I imagine it likely was in her "plans" to quit smoking someday, fact I think she did mention that before ------------------ she actually needed professional help to quit and she thought she could do it herself) ------------- a person who loved to sing! When I hold her hymnal I can really experience sense her love for singing, so worn the pages are in that hymnal.........not in a careless way either, in a loving way.
  I imagine her singing for hours, day in and day out. Church service after church service. Gladly!
  I don't know if anybody ever saw my grandma with her hair down....................(course her hair was down in the morning but she woke up early always, she was up by 6 a.m. always not the type of person to sleep in ever that I can recall - with the exception of few times she had strokes from the smoking). She didn't wear no head covering, and she didn't wear the apostolic christian church of america 3 1/2 inch book mark sized doily either..................but she always weared her hair up, clearly convinced that was the "modest" thing to do.
Which it is! : ) 
 I've been battlin lately with my hair, cause before I had my hair in a bun and a 3 1/2 inch doily but now that I'm doing full blown head coverings............................it's challenging
you aren't supposed to look like a muslim
getting the bun to like stick out right from the back of your headcovering..........in a way that looks nice....................
I find to be a challenge
..............and one day I did my headcovering --------- more then one day I was walking around looking like a muslim cause it's hard to put a headcovering on for me and not look like a muslim
I don't even know what I am doing wrong??????????????
A muslim guy near my age did follow me around a store................................when I first saw him................he like kept his glance down right I could tell he was trying to decide if I was what the muslims call it "haram" I think????????? (I been watching muslim hijab video's lately, I'M NOT MUSLIM.........but I relate to them to wanting to dress modest)
and then he decided he could look at me, and he made eye contact with me
and then he literally made sure I was safe! Which I did like a slew!
 ((((((((((I have parents that would probably "flip out" if I were to wear a headcovering in a "hijab" fashion)))))))) 
  Is that really terrible though world????????????????
It's hard to look christian with a headcovering for me.............I think some of it is cause I have my families high cheekbones, and a extremely jewish nose. 
And sometimes I like to wrap the headcovering full out hijab style
I get along with the muslim girls a lot online : ) 
many them like me, they trying hard to not wear makeup
today verse that stood out to me..............
Luke 12:47 "And that servant, which knew his lord's will, and prepared not himself, neither did according to his will, shall be beaten with many stripes." to prepare myself that stood out to me today
that to wear my hair up instead is me making preparations
which is good, good thing to do!
prepare yourself for the return of jesus.............
Matthew 25:6-7 "And at midnight there was a cry made, Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him. Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps."
 Truelly it is likely midnight right now or near to, and I am those making the "cry" 
 (my turtle lawn ornament is very pious today : ) hahahahahhahahahahahah - it's supposed to be a fountain I think techically it works, I like it plenty just sitting in this container of white rocks : ) 
the above pic is the headscarf I choose to wear today, so I have my hair in a bun and all my hair is covered from behind, it often is...............this isn't hijab but this is how I often come real close...........I'll often drape a scarf over due to it being windy to stay warmer..........or sometimes if I have a shirt with a plunging neckline to be modest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

  

Thursday, April 30, 2015

I hanged out with pastor and his wife of portland apostolic christian church of america tonight - we had fun! I don't enjoy mostly leaving that church, I don't really want to "live in a suitcase" no more, I want to belong to a church and know I belong a whole lot.........................

(what I painted today, latest in my turtle painting series : )
I hanged out with pastor and his wife of portland apostolic christian church of america tonight - we had fun! I don't enjoy mostly leaving that church, I don't really want to "live in a suitcase" no more, I want to belong to a church and know I belong a whole lot.........................mike said he was glad things are going good for me at living hope ((((((((I don't know though if that's the church for me................like I don't know..................??????????????????????????????))))))))))
  What I do know is this...............
There is a verse that many christians think that if their church loves each other a lot they are the real thing, but I think it applies in the larger sense as well.......that many christians from many denominations if they are truelly following jesus will love each other!!!!!!!!!! John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are mydisciples, if ye have love one to another." Both my best friends are of two entirelly different christian denominations of churches (and I like both their churches)..............this love for one another ----------- exists and isn't bound by what denomination a person belongs to at all I find!
  I had to put on my blog the stuffs I did about the commandments of men.........the moment that I realized "oh the apostolic christian church of america is following a slew of commandments of men and that is bad" I needed to let them know of how bad that is...................................Ephesians 4:25-27 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another. Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil."
  When people's souls are on the line like that, it's very important to let them know "commandments of men" are bad. (speak the truth to them) 
  Also if say you had a friend doing drugs...............tell them it's a sin, god wants better for them. Ephesians 4:25 ".....................................for we are members one of another."!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   Maybe they won't listen to you, or maybe they'll listen but not make the change they need to make in their lives til later on...........................it's good to care about each other basically. 
  Can we care to much??????????? Probably not, cause hell it's real..............there will be people that unfortunately will go there. 
2 Timothy 3:16 "All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness:" The word of god can be used "for reproof, for correction"
  Commandments of men are bad.................ya maybe this is a one time acca horror event that only happened this once I don't know?...............
http://www.scribd.com/doc/47105388/Account-of-First-Experiences-in-America-by-Wendel-Kalman#scribd
  Still commandments of men are something to be avoided.............Titus 1:14 "Not giving heed to Jewish fables, andcommandments of men, that turn from the truth."
  But the apostolic christian church of america has to I guess sit and think about this for a long time more ---------  They think I think that they "get something" out of having the "commandments of men" in their church...............some superiority to the world............they wouldn't have commandments of men and cling to them a slew unless they deemed them "beneficial" 
  people like the "pride of life" out there
 I must say there have been times where I thought "ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I blogged that and that I'm so saintly now" having some pride of life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Even now I'm like oh no people aren't going to my blog much at all...........it's stupid though...............my pride of life needs to die. 
 That's part of "loosing ones life" letting go of the pride of life. Matthew 16:25 "For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it."
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Apostolic christian church of america ----- it is ok to attend a occasional baseball game I promise, there's a verse about that in the bible it is called "liberty in christ jesus"...............

Apostolic christian church of america ----- it is ok to attend a occasional baseball game I promise, there's a verse about that in the bible it is called "liberty in christ jesus"...............
Galatians 2:3-4 "But neither Titus, who was with me, being a Greek, was compelled to be circumcised: And that because of false brethren unawares brought in, who came in privily to spy out our liberty which we have in Christ Jesus, that they might bring us into bondage:"

   I believe moderation is key. If you start idolizing some these sports stars..............then that is bad. But if you are just going to a ball game to have a fun time with your friends............THAT'S A-OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 I'm about to start playing softball with living hope church this week : ) I posted this pic on my facebook yesterday entitled it "my softball look" - note the headcovering........very important, and the modest attire.........modest attire that is sport appropriate..................
I will at softball fellowship with other believers, and have fun - what could be wrong with that????????------ stay in shape to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Isaiah 61:1 "The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;" AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  All these people clean afraid to attend a baseball game they is so sure that is a evil sin they need to find the liberty that is in christ jesus bad the apostolic christian church of america does!!!!!!!!! 
1 Corinthians 10:28-31 "But if any man say unto you, this is offered in sacrifice unto idols, eat not for his sake that shewed it, and for conscience sake: for the earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof: Conscience, I say, not thine own, but of the other: for why is my liberty judged of another man's conscience? For if I by grace be a partaker, why am I evil spoken of for that for which I give thanks? Whether therefore ye eat, or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God."
  Are there things that are actually bad and sinful out there? - yes as paul said.....................
Romans 6:1-3 "What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein? Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death?"
getting drunk is real bad! 
I definately think it's best to not drink at all, and just stay away from that temptation as much as possible! 
I think bright makeup is bad (natural makeup to highlight what god gave you - is good in my mind, especially if some bare minerals makeup makes a girl feel pretty I'm all for that..................I'm all for women feeling pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 
I DON'T WANT TO WALK AROUND FEELING UGLY OR HOMELY..........little blush can do a girl wonders! 
  Apostolic christian church of america I honestly believe everything isn't evil, you can attend a baseball game - heck you could have a church get together and play softball with each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HAVE FUN IT'S OK! 
  I'm feeling pretty patriotic at the moment so I'm including the national anthem.................beautiful song..........................
 I love this country! 
(I like a lot the rest the earth to!!!!!!!!!)
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE

Saturday, April 25, 2015

Video blog post: humility vs. meekness.........went to montana for little over a week!!!!!!!...........

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2nd half of this video blog (it only lets me upload 2:30 or so??????)
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nevermind what I said about subscribers in above video
(what I read was how many "new stories" I have on feedspot.........and I thought that was how many people were subscribed to me...........it's for the best I do not actually know how many people read my blog..................I'd likely get a inflated ego about that, I'm weak I know I am)
The perks of being as much of a dork as I am, I am laughing at myownself at the moment : ) Last week was a ruff week for me, and yes I have nail polish on in the video ----------- I was just so sad, and so depressed in montana last well 3 days there..........................at one point I decided ya nail polish would be a good idea for me at the moment......................to not think on sadness for a minute I went to my neices nail polish stash and I picked out the happiest looking nail polish I could find!!!!!!!!!!
verses mentioned in above video..........................
1 Corinthians 13:3-5 "And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;"
Luke 16:15 "And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God."
  The way of this world it is to value the "pride of life" 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." Though some us might think high of celebrities or the wealthy for instance...................god thinks high of the lowly I believe, of the humble, of the meek. Isaiah 66:2 "For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the Lord: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word."
ps...........sorry if I hit this topic a lot...........but I think I struggle often to be humble, to be meek...........I suspect many people do out there.............
especially if some you all have many "accolaide's"
many accomplishments
maybe for some you the source of pride is the family you were born into????????
the neighborhood to live in???????????????
------------------------- nomadder where we each are in life it's exremely possible for us all to be meek and humble! I think it has to do a lot with having the right perspective in what we are to god....................
a vapor
James 4:14 "Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away."
 With the right kind of heavenly perspective it's I believe plenty possible for all us to be "poor and contrite of spirit" "meek" "humble" etc.
   We are all scarcely saved, it's for the better that way, that we not be proud and pufffed up and boastful. 1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?" Keep on redeeming the time that's my advice. Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil." That might be a phone call to a friend, or a writing a friend a letter, or volunteering somewhere etc. the little things do count. 
(view from the viewing cabin of the train I rode...................miles and miles of pretty mountains - I did enjoy riding the train a slew!!!!!!!! It was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE

Thursday, April 9, 2015

One of the many lies the devil tells people I believe is that if they just get this new car, or this new whatever life is about to be so easy all of the sudden when the truth is: Luke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more."......................

(bead curtain I made, using paper beads and real beads as well, I'm eventually going to add on much more bead strands, I only had one 20 liter bottle of paper beads made up when I made this - these days I don't like to just hang stuffs on the wall I like stuffs to be "showcased")
One of the many lies the devil tells people I believe is that if they just get this new car, or this new whatever life is about to be so easy all of the sudden when the truth is:  Luke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more."
   The pastors of the apostolic christian church of america invested in me a lot over the years, and I knew "oh snap now I have to deliver the goods". And now I'm like "increasing" in another way, in a material goods sort of way..............................which also god expect much from us in that way as well to be good stewarts of our money and I think of the things we own. Never is nothing given to me, that god doesn't expect (or men.......aka.............luke 12:48 ".................and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more" THEY WILL ASK) me to do something with.
   And the more I get, or am given THE MORE THAT IS EXPECTED.
  My parents, live far away from me, they said if they lived nearby they would never watch our kids and I would be upset by that. They have some view that if they have no responsibilities or very few, that then they are "winning" and "living the good life". This morning my mom told me in a e-mail that her and my dad finally joined a senior citizen center and are about to take up ballroom dancing.
  Are they winning?????????????????????? (of course my brother followed them from montana to georgia and they did more then watch his daughter they had custody of her for awhile)....................what was "expected" of them by god just showed up at their doorstep : ) hahahahahhahahahahahah
   A older member of the apostolic christian church of america said to me one day "it's good to be in demand". It's good to have responsibilities!
  Is what god is expecting from you lessened in old age???????????? Ya, I think that is possible. But all those grandkids you have old people reading this if you have grandkids GOD GAVE YOU THEM! 
   I am going off on a slight tangent --------- adopting kids and/or becoming foster parents I think is AWESOME..................not to flee from "responsibilities" but embrace them. In my estimation a life that is more abundant, is one where you have people that rely on you.
  If my life was just about me, or just about me and my husband....................I don't think I'd be happy. I don't think that'd be very abundant of a life for me. I'd need to go become a missionary something. John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
   Not that I'm knocking ballroom dancing, that is fun my parents pry will have a good time. (then their plans are to sell their house and move to arizona ------- this being the 2nd time they've moved to arizona to live the retired dream life) They may manage it to, to have little or no responsibilities, to go golfing and go to picknics they showed me this retirement group in arizona, that has all these activities..............................I hope my parents have jesus in their lives cause without christ I can't imagine that stuffs being that fun.
  I'm alright with having responsibilites my entire life. I want to serve!!!!!!!!!!! I want to die knowing I gave my all...............Philippians 3:7-9 "But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ. Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ, And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith:"
  ps..................I don't think you have to have a full time job to have a good "work ethic" either, I believe we all can................Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up hiscross daily, and follow me."
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE

Saturday, April 4, 2015

Is Joel Chapter 2 bible prophesy of ISIS???????? IT COULD BE........................

(one my sheep had a baby last night, so cute
Is Joel chapter 2, bible prophesy of ISIS?????????????????.................................it could be...................Joel 2:1-9 "Blow ye the trumpet in Zion, and sound an alarm in my holy mountain: let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: for the day of the Lord cometh, for it is nigh at hand; A day of darkness and of gloominess, a day of clouds and of thick darkness, as the morning spread upon the mountains: a great people and a strong; there hath not been ever the like, neither shall be any more after it, even to the years of many generations. A fire devoureth before them; and behind them a flame burneth: the land is as the garden of Eden before them, and behind them a desolate wilderness; yea, and nothing shall escape them.The appearance of them is as the appearance of horses; and as horsemen, so shall they run. Like the noise of chariots on the tops of mountains shall they leap, like the noise of a flame of fire that devoureth the stubble, as a strong people set in battle array. Before their face the people shall be much pained: all faces shall gather blackness. They shall run like mighty men; they shall climb the wall like men of war; and they shall march every one on his ways, and they shall not break their ranks: Neither shall one thrust another; they shall walk every one in his path: and when they fall upon the sword, they shall not be wounded. They shall run to and fro in the city; they shall run upon the wall, they shall climb up upon the houses; they shall enter in at the windows like a thief."
Of course I got this from someone else, I'm always "plugged in" in the body of christ I know that it's important. If I just read the bible myself, I pry wouldn't of even of noticed this chapter like this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xb3WJlmEWlQ
I still think sticks in windows work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verse 9 "they shall enter in at the windows like a thief" you got one those huge dowels in a window.................no theif going to outsmart that pry!!!!!!!!!
.....................but verse 8 is the trippy verse.............................I wonder, I wonder if a member of isis fell on a sword if they would be wounded or not???????????????????????
have we even seen a isis member with a wound?????????????????????????? even a scratch????????????????????????????????????
I'M NOT SAYING ISIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH GOD, CLEARLY THEY HAVE EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THE DEVIL (and their offshoots killing christians as well..........these are devilish activities (Surat Al-Baqara, 192) cease isis and all isis's offshoots)
But is there any images of isis with wounds?????????? Surely people have tried to fight them I imagine,
things I ponder.................................
then later in joel 2 is I think the ultimate answer to how to defeat isis Return to the lord everyone! please!!!!!!!!!!..........
Joel 2:10-21: "The earth shall quake before them; the heavens shall tremble: the sun and the moon shall be dark, and the stars shall withdraw their shining: And the Lord shall utter his voice before his army: for his camp is very great: for he is strong that executeth his word: for the day of the Lord is great and very terrible; and who can abide it? Therefore also now, saith the Lord, turn ye even to me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning: And rend your heart, and not your garments, and turn unto the Lord your God: for he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness, and repenteth him of the evil. Who knoweth if he will return and repent, and leave a blessing behind him; even a meat offering and a drink offering unto the Lord your God? Blow the trumpet in Zion, sanctify a fast, call a solemn assembly: Gather the people, sanctify the congregation, assemble the elders, gather the children, and those that suck the breasts: let the bridegroom go forth of his chamber, and the bride out of her closet. Let the priests, the ministers of the Lord, weep between the porch and the altar, and let them say, Spare thy people, O Lord, and give not thine heritage to reproach, that the heathen should rule over them: wherefore should they say among the people, Where is their God? Then will the Lord be jealous for his land, and pity his people. Yea, the Lord will answer and say unto his people, Behold, I will send you corn, and wine, and oil, and ye shall be satisfied therewith: and I will no more make you a reproach among the heathen: But I will remove far off from you the northern army, and will drive him into a land barren and desolate, with his face toward the east sea, and his hinder part toward the utmost sea, and his stink shall come up, and his ill savour shall come up, because he hath done great things. Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice: for the Lord will do great things."
ps........................mom look a bible prophesy blog post pretty cool hugh : )
Have a great day earth! 
LOVE 





Sunday, March 29, 2015

Video blog post: Inside the apostolic christian church of america footage.......me hard at work to heed Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"..........

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Video blog post: Inside the apostolic christian church of america footage.......me hard at work to heed Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"
  But in this video I mention "if I only went that one time" to the apostolic christian church of america, I'm pry going on and off for long time, cause I'm good friends with nada, though she is significantly older then me. I clean hugged nada twice today, not know how many weeks it'll be til I see her next??????????? One hug just wasn't enough for me today!!!!!!!!!!
   And ron was there preaching, and he appeared to preach not sending somebody to hell, that the idea of me "going to hell" cause people of their church have shut me out so much has apparently been on his mind............which is a very good thing, it's very good that he cares about me like that, that he's thinking about that............about how am I going to be impacted if I'm basically "shut out" by the apostolic christian church of america. And he told them to show especially good fruit when -------------- certain people ---------------- aka myself ------------------ are at the church. And people were making much more of a effort then they usually do (nada though has 100 fruit, 100 fruit is when you care so much about me, that you clean are bribing me with "seed potatoes" cause I told her I don't want to buy one the big bags of the seed potatoes at the store, and I've had a hard time starting the red potatoes...........making "seed potatoes" the old fashioned way............waiting until potatoes sprout) 100 fruit is when you are more then just being nice to me because the pastor told you you should. Though 30 fold fruit which might be?????? when you just being nice to me cause the pastor told you you should, on you know sunday, is better then nothin, if that's all the fruit you got, well that's better then 0 fruit!!!!!!!!!!!!!........though whether that =='s fruit I'm not sure (in my mind fruit is more then being nice to a person..........1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." that's like more then words more then just being nice to me on sunday..........but if you love me in just words that might be 30% fruit.........you should want to bear more though then a tiny dink barely noticable let's be real 10% fruit)
  I don't think though the apostolic christian church of america is going to "send me to hell" if they did bear 0 fruit towards me................but it's good that ron is considering that, considering the prospects that his church has been sending me to hell.
 Psalm 121:1-8 "I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber. Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.The Lord is thy keeper: the Lord is thy shade upon thy right hand. The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord shall preserve thee from all evil: he shall preserve thy soul. The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore." AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  And ps..................I'm prepared and willing to die for jesus's name sake, and I've decided if someday people are rounded up to go into fema camps I am not going to put up any kind of fight.................Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patienceand the faith of the saints." The usa happens to be a country chalked fool of people with guns, and likely some us citizens will shoot police when this time comes, when people are lead into captivity............but I've decided I'm not going to resist this being lead into captivity, cause revelations 13:10 "he that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity............" that bit of that verse speaks to me, to not put up a fight just go, jesus when he was lead into captivity to be eventually crucified, he didn't put up a fight, in fact he told one the apostles like tried or used a sword............wait I get the verse.................
John 18:10-11 "Then Simon Peter having a sword drew it, and smote the high priest's servant, and cut off his right ear. The servant's name was Malchus. Then said Jesus unto Peter, Put up thy sword into the sheath: the cup which my Father hath given me, shall I not drink it?"
  Jesus had peter put away the sword, I don't think jesus wants us to use the sword AT ALL. So I am determined when the time comes to just be lead to a fema camp - if I get caught, if I get caught while fleeing to the hills or get caught in the hills............nothing wrong with a bit of a flee to the hills to avoid fema camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 Have a great week earth!
LOVE
I should add a clause at the end of this though, big world very hard to love say every last person in a large church "in deed and truth" that would take a long time I recogn. But we all should be actively washing each others feet..................John 13:14 "If I then, your Lord and Master, have washed your feet; ye also ought to wash one another's feet." That most assuredly more then just being nice to me on sunday..........and I have been making a effort on this front.........that's what my baby gift basket attempt was about. I've had sisters from the apostolic christian church of america over to my house a few times now, and went to janes house. I could do more though, for sure. I am like everyone out there, buisy and then you have other people being very buisy and sometimes I've had a abominable snowman time getting myself worked into people's schedules. But I keep trying! I WANT TO LOVE IN DEED AND IN TRUTH FOR GOOD, BE ZEALOUS, BE ZEALOUS OF GOOD WORKS!
update....................after blogging this post my husband finally hanged out with the pastor of the apostolic christian church of america in portland, and finally him and his wife are going to set up a time to hang out with me and my husband. My mom says I can be friends with people of the apostolic christian church of america but never ever ever a member of their church. (I'm not friends with a great deal of their church mostly because, there's people in portland I hardly know and I've went there for a long time.........I'VE BEEN SHUT OUT THIS WHOLE TIME MOSTLY......like one sister around my age there, I know she has a garden and she is adding onto her house and her husband works in the like shipping/trucking industry or something - that's it -------------- and some that church I know even less about..............I'm talking people I have went to church with for years) I DON'T THINK MOST EM LIKE ME.
  I did try to not wear a wedding ring, and I did go without bangs...............it got me nowhere!!!!!!! I met with the elder of the church for a FULL YEAR not wearing bangs or a wedding ring most that time....................................I got nowhere. Well he did know that whole time I completely didn't believe in heeding no "commandments of men" (though I didn't until recently have all the bible verses................the went with my beliefs concerning the commandments of men or "traditions" -------- my husband one day asked me if I went to the apostolic christian church of america on purpose to start something with a church...........................I really don't have some the wisdom older people have sometimes............some verses your only going to understand until you've experienced them or have witnessed other people heeding "commandments of men".............................and for that the apostolic christian church of america was worthwhile for me, I am thankful for the experience)
my latest mosaic piece of art, in real life it has that church stained glass window feel to it which I really like!!!!!!!!!!!!................................