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Wednesday, March 25, 2015

video blog: Everywhere I go lately I hear or see the word "forgiveness". Sometimes I'm in so much pain, I can't even see some "unforgiveness" that may exist, and really when I'm in a slew of pain I often recogn to myself the grudge is ok I'm in pain right now I'll forgive later after I'm done feeling all this pain, problem is pain don't go away til we forgive one another......................................

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(Finally got 2 pet sheeps : ) the yard as you can see is clean cept for under the trampoline I will make a point to go under the trampoline today and clean that area!)
video blog: Everywhere I go lately I hear or see the word "forgiveness". Sometimes I'm in so much pain, I can't even see some "unforgiveness" that may exist, and really when I'm in a slew of pain I often recogn to myself the grudge is ok I'm in pain right now I'll forgive later after I'm done feeling all this pain, problem is pain don't go away til we forgive one another. (yep I felt all that needed to be in the title hahahahahha)
   Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God." I'm not 100% sure how one makes peace sometimes, when I'm very much adamant that items "xyz" of the apostolic christian  church of america, are commandments of men and/or as they call them "traditions" and therefore a bad thing and even have the verses to back me up. And then the apostolic christian church of america says no they are great for us..............ignoring what the bible says about how bad it is to hold fast to "traditions" (Mark 7:7-9)
  How does one work peace with Isis as well??????? There are a great many people out there that I deem real hard to work actually work peace with.
  I've decided for myself that wearing the wedding ring is better, and wearing bangs is also better, that I not believe myself to be so superior then everyone else around me John 7:24 "Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment." I believe I have been judged by the apostolic christian church of america over how I look. People do this, they judge one another over how they look all the time, but we shouldn't do that.....................................nor should there been "traditions" so solidly written into the apostolic christian church of america "thing" that I was told I couldn't be a member of the church if I weared a wedding ring by the elder of portland/silverton judging me over how I look and not "righteous" judgement which doesn't have to do with how a person looks. 
Are you willing to forgive, even if that entails 7 x 77 or whatever a day???????????????
Are you steadfast abounding in the work of the lord to the best of your ability??????????????
Are you a peacemaker or a sword um bearer??????????????
sumed up in these verses what "righteous judgement" is......(has nothing to do with how a person looks)..................
Galatians 5:21-23 "Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law."
  But I may not go to apostolic christian church of america this weekend (might be the week after that in my work peace "athon"), this weekend I might be going to my friend jessica's church, cause I haven't hanged out with her in awhile. 
   (my mom believes I am tremendously bitter towards the apostolic christian church of america, and I may be viewed that way by many.....................my mom and people in general probably assume that "oh this is bad, these people have done very bad to this person surely she is about to be very bitter" and yes.......................I need to work make a effort to forgive full out, but I'm not really bitter) I got a lot going for me................I love jesus, I'm of the rubenstein family, I love isreal, Hava Nagila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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 Have a great day earth! 
I HAVE LOVE FOR EVERYBODY
LOVE
 I added flowers to this painting and glittered the tree trunk, I thought it was to bleak before!
2 Fan floral pieces I made last night : )





Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Truelly in the body of christ there is no difference between jew and gentile Romans 2:29 "But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God."...........

I've been singing this song a lot lately!!!!! (pretty neat that whatever I'm going through, there usually is a song to sing, or a bible verse to read that gives me great comfort and hope and joy)
Truelly in the body of christ there is no difference between jew and gentile Romans 2:29 "But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God."
 Are you circumcised in your heart today?
Are you not loving the things of this world or this world today?
1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, thelove of the Father is not in him."
  There also is "supposed" to be no difference between male and female in the body of christ Galatians 3:28 "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither malenor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus." So many pastors just going on and on and on out there about how only men should preach...................as a girl for myself, they've harped on women shouldn't preach so much, you get to thinkin --------- well am I of no worth now because I'm a girl?..........SURELY WE ARE ALL OF GREAT AND EQUAL VALUE!
  I never liked when these "type" of verses were read at the apostolic christian church of america I always thought to myself "well ok they all know I'm from the rubenstein family are they trying to say I am of the synagogue of satan right now?" "are they thinkin real bad about me?" Revelation 3:9 "Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee." This verse could apply though to ANYBODY in the body of christ............cause if everyone that is following jesus has crucified their flesh to it's lusts and desires THEN THEY ARE A JEW IN THEIR HEART..........and just going to church saying "I'm a christian" is pry some way of saying you is a jew in your heart I recogn. Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified theflesh with the affections and lusts." When any of us put the tag on ourselves of "christian" are we not saying we are a jew in our hearts?????????????? I THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   There are people out there saying "lord, lord" AND THEIR HEARTS ARE NOT CIRCUMSIZED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Matthew 7:21 "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven."
  Nomadder who you are god's wish for all of us is the same that we come to repentance, that we don't just keep on being a friend with this world and buying stuffs lot of it WE DON'T NEED ANYWAYS! Jeremiah 25:5 "They said, Turn ye again now every one from his evil way, and from the evil of your doings, and dwell in the land that the Lord hath given unto you and to your fathers for ever and ever:" AMEN!
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

Thursday, March 12, 2015

Acrylic "Rock" painting giveaway.................................


Here is a larger picture of the painting I'm giving away to one lucky winner..................
Have a great day! 

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

I realize now that "tribulation" it is for a purpose--- Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

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(this song is titled "Come, Ye faithful, Raise the strain" words by John of Damascus, music by Arthur Seymour Sullivan, verses 1 and 2 "Come ye faithful, raise the strain or triumphant gladness! God hath brought forth Isreal into joy from sadness. Loosed from Pharoh's bitter yoke Jacob's sons and daughters; led them, with unmoistened foot, through the Red Sea waters. Tis the srping of souls today; Christ hath burst His prison, and from three days' sleep in death as a son hath risen. all the winter of our sins, long and dark is flying from his light, to whom we give laud and praise undying.")
I realize now that "tribulation" it is for a purpose--- Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."
  Everyone of us following jesus will..............Acts 14:22 ".......................we MUST through MUCH TRIBULATION enter into the kingdom of god" BUT REJOICE............Romans 5:2-4 "By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope:"
  I don't much know what to do with the apostolic christian church of america - I love them - how can you love a people in deed and truth that won't much let you serve them???????? I'm writting letters to people in the church cause that's one the few things they'll allow me to do. (I was told by the pastors wife in portlands congregation that most the church isn't online that I'm not even talking to their church when I blog...........all I gots that I can do is write letters and mostly pray for their salvation that they be finally free'd from the commandments of men they have been heeding) It's a "experience" though for me : ) I'm ending up having much "experience" dealing with difficult situations. WHICH IS A GOOD THING!
   If following jesus was easy easy easy, what experience would I gain then????????????? So I glory in tribulation!
  This isn't me switching topics cause, a "form" of tribulation can be being called a "false apostle" or a "false prophet", I got thinking about this much last night. On you tube there are many people calling various preachers (even you tube preachers) "false apostles" "false prophets".
  How do I make sure I'm not false, that's what I really got to thinkin on, after going to this site and reading the comments made by Preston Greene I'm going to paraphrase what he said...............
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9Cv5yC82Kw
  Actions are not people's "fruit" that isn't what actions mean 2 Cor 11:13-15 "For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ.And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works"
   These "false apostles" ("false apostles" here can just as easily apply to prophets, etc. etc. the devil doesn't just raise up false apostles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) They "ALSO be transformed as ministers of righteousness, whose end shall be according to their works" They probably have "works" ------------ works that look good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT NOT THE FRUIT THE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE LOVE FOR PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I agree with Preston Greene very much so, fruit is not our works! But our love for people! The works will spring forth up because we love people, love jesus --------- the works we do are not our fruit!!!!!!
  Matthew 7:21-23 "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity."
 Let's love one another!!!!!!! PRAY FOR ONE ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (which is a form of fruit I believe, if you are praying for people ------- I count that as a act of love Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;")
  LOVE
My husband built a cat run, in our backyard (he got the idea off of pinterest I'm pretty sure) we have two indoor cats and my allergies were getting really bad. Now me and my youngest like to pretend we are "zookeepers" the cat in the photo is our zoo's lion : )...................
  I got a porch swing for free off of craigslist : ) and put down fresh cedar chips in the back yard.............I been going sitting on this porch swing least once a day, it's real nice : ).....................
 
Have a great week earth!


Saturday, February 28, 2015

Plea to muslims, Plea to Isis, are there no words about mercy in your bible??????................

Plea to muslims, Plea to Isis, is there no words about mercy in your bible?????? I've been going to you tube watching the latest goings on of Isis, they have been having adulterer's stoned and they have at least thrown 1 gay person off of a building (stuffs that is like what is written in the old testiment they are doing over there). (Leviticus 20:2, Leviticus 20:27, Leviticus 24:16, verse I mentioned in my last post they doin this over there Leviticus 20:13 "If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them.")
 Jesus knew the better way...........................
John 8:6-8 "This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not. So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her. And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground." --------- Jesus knew that to forgive her, to have love for this lady, show her mercy, was the thing to do.

  If you stone someone to death, or push them off a building Isis - how are you loving them then?????????????  Is there no verses in the muslim bible about mercy?????????? About loving people??????????
  I looked up in the quaran online to see if there is a verse concerning mercy I found this http://quran.com/39/53
Quaran 39:53  "............Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful" Isis your own bible says that Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is forgiving and merciful.......................how then is killing people reflective of that?????????
  Isis I found another quaran verse on showing mercy http://www.alquranclasses.com/quran-forgive/
Al-‘Araf 7: 199
 Al-Araf 7:199!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes in america, I nearly have leanings of Isis myself, when I hear of real bad crimes commited ------- there's been times where I was like "oh that person deserves the electric chair" There are towns maybe even whole states in the USA where the death penalty isn't "active".........................which is good. It shows, mercy, it shows a desire to save really save from hell, those criminals. 
  There should be jail time for people that commit crimes though. Accountability should always exist.....................Proverbs 13:23-24 "Much food is in the tillage of the poor: but there is that is destroyed for want of judgment. He that spareth his rod hateth his son: but he that loveth him chasteneth him betimes." If there was no judgement at all against the criminals, and no jails, civilization as we know it would end I believe "..........but there is that is destroyed for want of judgement"
  LOVE MORE..........this my advice to everyone. 
(having love, showing mercy to one another, is way better)
LOVE

Friday, February 27, 2015

Are you serving jesus with zeal? It's not as hard to do as I believe the devil would want us to believe Revelation 3:15 "I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot."...................

(painting I did today.........from nother photo my husband took last time we went to the zoo, lion licking his paw chillaxin...............I like this painting so I'm countin it a success : )
Are you serving jesus with zeal? It's not as hard to do as I believe the devil would want us to believe. Deny yourselves take up your crosses and follow jesus DAILY! Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up hiscross daily, and follow me."
 I've noted in revelation 3:15 that it says "I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot"
are you cold today or lukewarm
or stoked up with my zeal to deny yourself and take up your cross and follow jesus DAILY
Revelation 3:15-16 "I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spew thee out of my mouth."
  I believe absolutely that god is about to one day spew, the lukewarm out of his mouth.......................PEOPLE PROFESSING TO BE CHRISTIANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." I have at times became not just weary, exceedingly weary in "well doing". It seems often that the more I try to do good, the more I've been hated! 2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved."
  I do not believe I have "reaped" yet. Worse I am not sure what even "reaping" from "well doing" I'm even supposed to even "reap"??????????????
  The bible says I will indeed reap  Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." Haven't yet, but the bible says I will. 
  The focus for me today more is..............................
stay zealous
stay on fire for jesus
Deny myself take up my cross follow jesus daily
don't be lukewarm (maybe few good deeds here and there, maybe give to a charity on friday or something) 
BE ON FIRE TO LAY DOWN MY LIFE! TO FOLLOW JESUS Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up hiscross daily, and follow me." LOVE THE WORD, JESUS, GOD WILL ALL MY MIND STRENGTH SOUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 How I go about a day MATTERS..............................(I think the small things we do do in a day the devil tries and tell us that "ah that don't matter" IT DOES MATTER.................love someone today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO GOOD TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!! AND TOMMOROW AND THE NEXT DAY ETC. IT DOES MATTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)  
  I need for everyday here on out to not have days where I sit and do nothing.......god surely wants us to be a zealous on fire peculiar people zealous of good works....................Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works."
It is a good to lay down our lives to serve one another...........Galatians 4:18 "But it is good to be zealously affected always in a good thing, and not only when I am present with you."
LOVE


Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Due to Rob Bells statements recently to oprah, I am finally dealing with the gay, lesbian, transgender, bi-sexual issue.......that the word of god SHOULDN'T BE WATERED DOWN! That we can love LBGT's without watering the word of god down...............

me protesting a westborough baptist church protest (I don't even remember why westborough baptist church was so upset with the LBGT community that day????)
Due to Rob Bells statements recently to oprah, I am finally dealing with the gay, lesbian, transgender, bi-sexual issue.......that the word of god SHOULDN'T BE WATERED DOWN! That we can love LBGT's without watering the word of god down!
  These verses are in the word of god...............
Leviticus 20:13 "If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them."
Romans 1:25-27 "Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen. For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature: And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet."
  Pry even more verses then that! I for a whole spree of time back when I was dating, I dated "a few" gay guys............I was totally into gay guys. And everyone might really scratch their heads hearing that from me. And one of my gay boyfriends, he left to go to college, and then we like went on a date when he was at home for like spring break. He told me he wanted to break up with me that he was thinkin about dating some guy. I did not hesistate to crack open his very own bible and tell him all kinds of verses! He ended up getting married to a girl! 
   (not me he didn't marry me, some other girl - my husband is fully straight)
  I tell that story for a reason James 5:20 "Let him know, that he which converteth the sinner from the error of his way shall save a soul from death, and shall hide a multitude of sins." We need to use the word of god to convert a sinner which still is............
Hebrews 4:12 "For the word of God is quick, and powerful, andsharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart."
  LBGT's they may not enjoy on sundays, hearin Leviticus 20:13, or Romans 1:25-27 being preached, they need to hear the truth John 8:32 "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." AMEN!
 ps............I also have marched in a LBGT pride parade in portland of which I for fun, weared a prom dress, a tiara, and went full out "straight drag"...................
So I love the LBGT
I upseted a older apostolic christian church of america sister 
one sunday talkin about how much fun I had at the Rocky Horror Picture show (I only went to it once in my life - my husband had went to the Rocky Horror picture show for years, and I was curious what it was like)
I love you LBGT, but I gonna tell you what the bible says, and pray for you! Because I love you and I want you to be saved! 
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
ps to my immediate family...........ya remember mom and dad when you thought christopher was gay ---------------- he had dated guys my family. I had a MO back then my family. My mo involved gay guys, I liked gay guys the bestest cause they'd go with me to the mall and they'd tell me if a outfit was cute or not. Never no pressure in those "relationships" I sat I smiled I laughed at their jokes, talked about cute boys with them. THEY OFTEN PAID FOR THE DATES! ------------ world I had it made
(course there is a reason I finally got married and decided to all be legit, behave etc.).........
WORD OF GOD IS STILL POWERFUL! 
Zion's Harp Song 208 "Praise Ye the Lord" verses 3, 4, and 5...............................