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Monday, February 8, 2016

Someday's like Echosmith's "cool kids" song I wish I could be like the "cool kids" but jesus loves me just how I am, and really the peace jesus gives is much greater then any of the peace and contentment that this world could give...........


(my latest galaxy painting : )
Someday's like Echosmith's "cool kids" song I wish I could be like the "cool kids" but jesus loves me just how I am, and really the peace jesus gives is much greater then any of the peace and contentment that this world could give.
  I'm going to a baptist church down the street nowdays, my kids love it, I'm knowing in advance I'm not going to "fit in" very much. But I am doing better these days......................................not sure if "better" is a bad thing or a good thing really though????????? I guess it's a good thing, fitting in, fitting in some in the body of christ..........it's good. I don't need to be a "cool kid" either. Yep it's enough for me to just go to a few church shin digs every month, and just be a part of things I recogn.
  ----------- I go to instagram accounts of a few "cool kids" one in particular I fantasize being like her............I totally couldn't do that though it's better I keep on wearing modest attire!!!!!!!!! Though one can get popular with the less attire photo's 1 Corinthians 6:9 "Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,". I recogn if you sacrifice your "classiness" just to get some extra followers on the instagram that probably is a "type" of abuse of yourself with mankind. Cause anytime you sacrifice you image someway...................that is abuse isn't it??????????
  There's clean companies these days making money to clean up people's reputations online these days, so important that is out there. But even if your reputation didn't mean nothin to you, cause you didn't want a high paying job...........still if you "cheapen" yourself with certain photo's I do deem that as a type of "abuse" people do to themselves with mankind.
  -------------------- so it's not worth it to be a "cool kid" Luke 16:15 "And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is a abomination in the sight of God."
  Below is well a bit of verse 1 and 2 of "Footsteps of Jesus" words by Mary B.C. Slade, music by Asa B. Everett......................................(and I cut out the part at the end with me, everything don't have to be about me, and according the elder of the apostolic christian church of america my blog is covered in sin because I talk about my life to much on it...........but my husband pointed out I'm a human being and as thus I should be expected to talk some about myself..........but definately I agree with the idea of myself decreasing and jesus increasing John 3:30 "He must increase, but I must decrease." I am these days continually making a effort and I think even in the past, somedays ya I might've gone to far, but then again
I ain't perfect yet
Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Don't give up out there, I AIN'T GOING TO DRAW BACK OR GIVE UP! 
 I believe god is doing a work in me, that he has "begun a good work" as the bible mentions, and that is will complete this work He has begun in me, if I remain faithful unto the end (keep at it.................admitedly somedays I only work on 1 item when maybe in reality I have a waterfall of items I need to work on ------------ any zeal and fire to follow jesus, any faithfulness god notices...........................I can't finish the work that god started in me but god can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe it!!!!!!!!!) Philippians 1:6 "Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:"
Romans 9:28 "For he will finish the work, and cut it short in righteousness: because a short work will the Lord make upon the earth." 
  I ain't saving me jesus is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm getting saved via following jesus and getting free'd...........albeit maybe in small increments......................THE INCREMENTS ARE REAL. 
  Do I want to take even more "ground" as they say............yes. I will. I will push myself and not draw back. I don't want to ever abuse myself with mankind, many people in this world whether they know it or not Are abusing themselves with mankind and it is a horrible thing!
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  Elder of the apostolic christian church of america's wife has yet to write me back, neither has nada yet..........not sure if I ain't being shunned???????????? Maybe I am, maybe I ain't???????
 -------------- I was really close to those people, they did feel like family to me. I can't force something to happen, if they are determined to hate me, they gonna hate me.
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE


Monday, January 25, 2016

Like Reba McEntire "I'm gonna take that mountain"!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That reba song alone is a reason for me to blog : )...............

(my ram eerore wishes you a good day or evening)
Like Reba McEntire "I'm gonna take that mountain"!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just wrote a letter to the wife of the elder of the apostolic christian church of america, fact is..................
jesus wants us to bear good fruit!!!!!!!!!
Luke 6:27"But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," If the apostolic christian church of america is my "enemies" I'm saying if, and if they do hate me, which I can't say one way or the other. Still jesus wants us to really love our enemies.
  If you can love someone out there, if you can bear some good fruit.................you ask me that's a good plan, that's solid right there! And if your me, you gonna listen to a bit of Reba McEntire to : ) for reals though!
I think a lot of people don't bear good fruit
out of fear
or thinkin people don't like them that much maybe??????????
there is for sure things that hold people back out there from bearing good fruit and it is god's will for us that WE BEAR FRUIT!  
I'M GONNA TAKE THAT MOUNTAIN, AND AIN'T NOTHIN GOING TO SLOW ME DOWN!
Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint." AMEN AND YEE HAW!
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Slavery to god, or slavery to mammon - maybe when you finally love your job it ain't work no more? Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..............


(we have squirrels, that I like, hoping this will work as a squirrel feeder --- and yes that is a water heater in the background, our old water heater broke recently and had to get a new one, also my sheeps in the background : ) touch of yard clutter to........sigh)
Slavery to god, or slavery to mammon - maybe when you finally love your job it ain't work no more? Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."
  I don't much like work, many a day I'm a touch lazy I pretty 100% we all are cough...........1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?"
Keep going! Keep serving god!
  It's worth it 1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord." 
   Yep so today, I'm about to sign up for the foodbank (awhile ago I mentioned wanting to volunteer at the humane society ya never got around to that, but you know foodbank is more my speed pry anyways). 
  Somedays I have noticed I nearly get to serving mammon................
truth is my house doesn't need the most latest designer nothin or even close
truth is if my house is merely clean which it is mostly cause I cleaned yesterday a slew = WINNING!
Galatians 5:1 "Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage." It is very possible for us christians who jesus has set free, from the lusts of the flesh from this "buy buy buy athon" this earth is on..........to become entangled again with the yoke of bondage!
  It's better to be free, and the bible it does say, either we will serve god, or we will serve mammon....................you will serve one of those two.........."""".......for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other.......................""""""
I'm about to work to get my family to volunteer at the foodbank again with me once or twice a month at least ------- been thinkin ---------- as for me and my house we will serve the lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Joshua 24:15 "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord."
  Now I'm about to e-mail my husband to figure out good time to volunteer at the foodbank, which sabbath day works to, I can serve god on the sabbath day that's keeping the sabbath day holy activity right there!!!!!!!! (I know I looked online and figured out what fellow christians keeping the sabbath day holy entails!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 
HAVE A GREAT WEEK EARTH!
LOVE
Been making lot's of suncatchers, I like sparkly stuffs a girl so I'm infected with glitteritise a bit..............but I'm watchful watchful that I don't get in some habit of serving mammon, I don't want to get in no habit of that (I gave well one these to one my friends already, so there's ways to serve god with this stuffs to and thereby "give it to god").............................................

Thursday, January 14, 2016

Life is like the "Hunger Games" movie series, if you don't Ephesians 6:14 "Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;" THE DEVIL WILL LIKELY PIERCE HIS SWORD INTO YOU AND YOU WILL LIKELY DIE!..............................

Life is like the "Hunger Games" movie series, if you don't Ephesians 6:14 "Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;" THE DEVIL WILL LIKELY PIERCE HIS SWORD INTO YOU AND YOU WILL LIKELY DIE!
  I have watched with my family and well one my best friends (who is a christian, my best friends are christians) the hunger games series, and for me, the 1st movie it was awkward. It was a crowded theater, my teen was really hyped about this movie this movie involving kids killing each other ---------- I was sitting there in the theater scratching my head, wondering..............now how did this happen??????????? How did my teenager, and all these people get this hyped about this movie?????????????? I was really boggled for a second!
  But then I started making the connects, between our real world and that movie....how we have "celebrities" that are liken to the hunger game "representatives". They are meant to "improve moral" the celebrities are.
  But also the element of the hunger games that we are in a war rings true to life.
  Ephesians 6:14-16 "Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked."
  FACT: There are people falling all around us (being hit by the very real "fiery darts of the wicked") now we might not see their bodies all laying all around the streets like the hunger games, but the daily casualties ARE REAL, and this war IS REAL!
  Everyday we are in the hunger games..........there is no day that we are not in the hunger games.
Christmas = hunger games
Easter = hunger games
new years = YIKES THE HUNGER GAMES A LOT
hahahahahahahah it's true though
Fourth of July = hunger games but that is a fun hunger games day in my estimation : )
  And what will really determine our fates (whether we will die in sin, or instead crucify our fleshes to their lusts and desires), is WHAT ARE YOU HUNGRY FOR? Cause if you walk in the flesh the bible promises you will be a "hunger games" victim you will die then................
Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
A. The war is real and daily and we are in the "hunger games"
B. uhhh there is a way to live via jesus
C. if you think you have uh what 70 years to live you youngins uh YOU MIGHT NOT!
And even if you have 70 years left you youngins.........hello.........hello from one the main speakers of the hunger games (tapping the microphone to make sure it is working) YOU ARE IN THE "HUNGER GAMES" YO'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Don't be hungry either! Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts."
 Less you's thirsting for righteousness then go ahead do that : ) Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst afterrighteousness: for they shall be filled."
  This is the fitting song for this blog post. "Safe and sound" isn't that what many of us want to be??????????????? (there's 2 kinds of "safe and sound" though, there's someday not having to die for jesus cause you took the mark of the beast, and then there's maybe having to one day die for jesus and being saved and in that way "safe and sound").........but as a spokeswoman of the hunger games, I will allot that all want safety in this here the hunger games that we are all in..........
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Love keepeth no record of wrongs, recently I just dropped a giant record of wrongs and it's clean profound to me................


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(PS.........I am wearing a cross necklace in this video, I do not wish to deny jesus at all. And yes there are two actual real songs bits of them woven into this here ditty : ) shouldn't all burying my talents in the ground...........hahahah...........usually I play the pan flute better, I usually play a single deck pan flute and this is my daugthters double decker which I haven't played a double decker hardly at all)
Love keepeth no record of wrongs, recently I just dropped a giant record of wrongs and it's clean profound to me................
1 Corinthians 13:3-5 "And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,  Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;"
 I've memorized the new international version of 1 corinthians 13:5 which I believe to be superior translation, this particular verse, because "thinketh no evil" someone could read that and maybe think well they really did this wrong to me, and this wrong to me and this wrong to me (like hold onto something) cause you know if you are thinking on evil that is """"""""factual"""""""""
how you going to not think about no "FACT" less you love someone SO BAD YOUR ACTUALLY GOING TO CHOOSE ON PURPOSE NOT TO KEEP A RECORD OF THEIR WRONGS............................
New International Version
 1 corinthians 13:5 "It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs."
I just let go of the honkedest giantest biggest pile of wrongs someone did to me.....................
forgot em
like blacked out
bye bye
cause there is someone I love that much!
This wasn't planned in advance.....................................this just automatically and fantastically happened
my love for this person is that entire and thourough and complete
it would cause me so much indescribable pain to hold onto uh, have some kind of grudge or something
like a judge at a court I just dropped the case, 
I said..............well I love you to much!
.......................cough, this whole incidence has highlighted to me the fact that sometimes I have kept records of wrongs - WHILE CLAIMING TO LOVE SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE. Sometimes it is definately challenging to not hold a record of wrongs, but I need to bear fruit and how am I going to bear fruit or bear fruit well if I'm holding these papers of wrongs. 
  I going to work much harder in my mind, in my heart to put a big cancelled sign on all those papers....................
CANCELLED
Now don't all everybody in my life get all excited that I'm going to all the sudden do eons of good deeds to you all............................
I don't have the money for that
or the time for that ------------- I am the worst time manager ever
***** I need prayer, for reals my time management skills are horrible. For example, I turn drinking coffee in the morning into at least a 30 minute ordeal. (I'm being serious) Somedays I get more done then others, somedays I'm going strong, so that's the good news : ) 
 HAVE A GREAT WEEK EARTH!
LOVE
(I'm down 4 lbs now, since starting drinking wheatgrass, blend it with a nutribullet blender and sift out the grass bits -------- it's workin out : )

Friday, January 1, 2016

friday night starts the sabbath according to the jews and I think it really is DON'T HAVE FUN FRIDAY NIGHT OR SATURDAY LOOK.........Isaiah 58:13 "...................not doing thine own ways, nor finding their own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR REALS WORLD!..................

(my husband fenced in my wheatgrass - 3 pots to the right so the cats couldn't eat it : ) 
---- putting clause at the beginning of this post my husband tells me the sabbath keeping it is obsolete and it appears this is the opinion of 90% or so of christianity that one of the 10 commandments is null.............I do find this verse to be useful to not judge people that don't keep the sabbath aka 90% of christianity Colossians 2:16 "Let no man therefore judge you in meat, or in drink, or in respect of an holyday, or of the new moon, or of thesabbath days:" So that means nobody can or should judge me if I choose to keep the sabbath, and I shouldn't judge you if you decide not to keep the sabbath which most you don't! (stating the facts here) I told my husband my love of the 10 commandments and how I view this verse concerning the 10 commandments Matthew 19:17 "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments." My husband believes keeping the sabbath day holy is a null and void no longer valid 10 commanment.............https://www.gci.org/law/sabbath
I fear god - it's a 10 commandment!
in my mind when the bible in the new testiment says "keep gods commandments" 10 commandments sitting there real well in my brains. 
friday night starts the sabbath according to the jews and I think it really is DON'T HAVE FUN FRIDAY NIGHT OR SATURDAY LOOK.........Isaiah 58:13 "...................not doing thine own ways, nor finding their own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR REALS WORLD!
http://www.eliyah.com/sabhow2.htm
Isaiah 58:13 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."
  I can't light shabbat candles but I've been thinking about them lately and thinking a lot about the sabbath lately a lot more then I typically do. Verse 14 I added above cause I'm greately at the moment thinking about the blessings god has for us.............if we observe the sabbath day and keep it holy........
which I was taught as a kid that means go to church
but it clearly means more then that!
you aren't even supposed to speak your own words on that day - or have fun! "........nor finding thine own pleasure"
 Many people think of the weekend as a time to go have fun --------- friday evening and saturday in my estimation cause the jews view the sabbath as friday and saturday and sunday is a fake sabbath time instigated by the catholic church from all my studies! 
 You can have fun sunday...................................sunday should be funday. 
 Friday and saturday til saturday at sundown pretty 100% so we are not including saturday night in this....................
saturday night
or
sunday
let the fun times roll : ) 
I'M 100% SERIOUS WORLD!
Nehe 13:15 (NKJV) In those days I saw [people] in Judah treading wine presses on the Sabbath, and bringing in sheaves, and loading donkeys with wine, grapes, figs, and all [kinds] [of] burdens, which they brought into Jerusalem on the Sabbath day. And I warned [them] about the day on which they were selling provisions. 16 Men of Tyre dwelt there also, who brought in fish and all kinds of goods, and sold [them] on the Sabbath to the children of Judah, and in Jerusalem. 17 Then I contended with the nobles of Judah, and said to them, "What evil thing [is] this that you do, by which you profane the Sabbath day? 18 "Did not your fathers do thus, and did not our Elohim bring all this disaster on us and on this city? Yet you bring added wrath on Israel by profaning the Sabbath."
Don't buy or sell on the sabbath day either!!!!!!!!!!!
or speak your own words
or have fun
the bible mentions raising the standard! As funny as this blog post might seem......I'm trying to help raise the standard (the bar) to where it needs to be. This ain't the exact bible verse about raising the standard I'm thinking about but it applies Jeremiah 50:2 "Declare ye among the nations, and publish, and set up a standard; publish, and conceal not: say, Babylon is taken, Bel is confounded, Merodach is broken in pieces; her idols are confounded, her images are broken in pieces." Do we like want "babylon" to all uh be all like la la la la la
NO
BABYLON IS TAKEN!!!!!!!!!! (or will be : ) like destroyed annilated pretty well..............cause I know I won't be the only one to raise the standard! 
Don't buy or sell on the sabbath day either!!!!!!!!!!!
or speak your own words
or have fun
saturday night
or sunday fun fun fun
chuckle if you wish
(Last night I noticed two hearts on the street in my backyard, now the interesting thing about this image is I DON'T THINK IT'S NATURALLY POSSIBLE for two hearts to just end up like that........that is not a natural ATV pattern. I think jesus drew it. ---- laugh at me if you want to)
HAVE A GREAT WEEK EARTH!
LOVE

Monday, December 28, 2015

Tonight this verse convicted me a slew........1 Kings 18:21 "And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word."

(my latest painting, I would light shabbat candles myself cause I like the idea of it, I like the idea of acknowledging the sabbath day as holy via this jewish tradition -------- but it does appear very much to be jewish law, and I'm staying away from the law -------- cause my parents they done nagged me most my life telling me if I heeded one bit of the law I'd be guilty of all of it --------- I need to stay in the "grace of god" bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So this painting will have to be enough for me!..........it's pretty good!
Tonight this verse convicted me a slew........1 Kings 18:21 "And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word." So many days I think like the world a bit, I think to myself "oh, I'll go on you tube watch some makeup tutorials figure out how to use this glitter or whatever"...........it's kinda of glitter flecks of glitter in a primer item I got recently.
THE WORLDS OPINION IS WEAR MAKEUP IT'S FUN, NO HARM IN THAT! 
GO DANCING NO HARM IN THAT!
ETC. ETC.
 The world has a real "opinion" that is very real, I think many of us all to often likely without even knowing it ARE SOMETIMES HALTING BETWEEN TWO OPINIONS!
 And what does "halt" mean ya it means we are stuck, unable to be of use to god!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Timothy 2:20-22 "But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and of silver, but also of wood and of earth; and some to honour, and some to dishonour. If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master's use, and prepared unto every good work."
Are you halting between two opinions today?
Lately I've thought much about the jews (I am of jewish heritage myself) they went after other gods............gods of silver or gold of earthly things, maybe gods of honour, of pride - they went after the things they saw people going after around them in the bible Deuteronomy 8:19 "And it shall be, if thou do at all forget the Lord thy God, and walk after other gods, and serve them, and worship them, I testify against you this day that ye shall surely perish."
 Luke 6:49 "But he that heareth, and doeth not, is like a man that without a foundation built an house upon the earth; against which the stream did beat vehemently, and immediately it fell; and the ruin of that house was great."
I want to live!