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Thursday, August 18, 2016

Are you like me and wonder with yourself sometimes "well where's the glory in me"? Romans 8:18 "For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."..............

Are you like me and wonder with yourself sometimes "well where's the glory in me"? Romans 8:18 "For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."
  Somedays I don't feel glorious. Yesterday me and my family went to the water park and well my swimsuit I kept having to adjust it............................I was yet again battling constipation the whole day long.........................til finally at like 8:30 p.m. at night on the drive home and we stopped at a rest stop. (bout to take some fiber more often up my feeling of having glory hahahhahahahahhaha) And I went on the spinny cups with my oldest teen, who knew I did not want to be spun to much...................she spun me much to much, she wanted to high five me after the ride.............now I didn't high five her, instead I said "I am not in the mood to high five right now" (what I was really in the mood for right then was something other then a high five, didn't do that)
   I don't know if there is any people on the earth that could get sick to their stomach on the tea cups and have the glory in them to be like ------------- yessssssssssssssssssssss that was awesome? Both my kids think that is so much fun to spin zillions of miles per hour on that ride, I just don't get that????????????? Once I spun slow on a tea cup ride at disneyland like 12 or so years ago..............it was real nice.
 Think on this jesus's glory is also going to be revealed someday 1 Peter 4:13 "But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy." In the kings james version of the bible full out 1 peter 4:13 it really does say "when his glory shall be revealed" Well think about it, the lord jesus christ, he was harassed looks to be near constantly by the pharisee's, laughed at, mocked at the cross when he was dieing..............besides one moment riding a donkey through town his whole life he was laughed at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am risking getting so busted saying this, but jesus mostly looked like a regular person.................like he didn't walk down the street and
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
well you couldn't hear the angels singing his praises - they indefinately where while he was walking down the street
our lord was like us, he didn't emit slews of ridiculous glory out his pores 24/7 that you could like see with your eyeballs.
He fished. He went to bars or the equivalent to, and hanged out with tax collectors etc. He did heal people, but he was a normal guy, and as thus, the glory just didn't just hmmmmmmmmmm

but yet his glory is there was even then there and it's going to be revealed someday - as will ours if we choose to be partakers in christ's sufferings!
1 Peter 5:1 "The elders which are among you I exhort, who am also an elder, and a witness of the sufferings of Christ, and also a partaker of the glory that shall be revealed:"
  There is a lot of stuffs that can look great in this world, but those things don't lead to lasting glory for all of eternity, only following jesus, partaking in the sufferings of christ can really lead to having one day glory I believe. 2 Peter 2:22 "But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire." Whatever "glory" the world can give us, and yes I've been interested in bodybuilding sigh ------------- it ain't been going well as I type this my stomach is wrapped in a vicks vapor rub wrap (so intense is my weight battle to this day...................it is what it is..................some people can be bodybuilders and are cut out for that ------------ maybe I'm not). Back to my point whatever glory the world can give us pales in comparison to the glory that could be revealed in us someday after daily denying ourselves taking up our crosses following jesus and partaking in the lords sufferings!
  Do we believe jesus will have glory one day???????? I know I do, well then it just stands to reason one day we to can have glory someday in heaven if we just follow the lord jesus christ. Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
Have a great week!
LOVE


Tuesday, August 9, 2016

Purlple and olive zig zag pattern weaving (wall hanging) giveaway.....


I always include a larger picture of the weaving I'm giving away for the month cause the thumbnail is so tiny................
Have a great week!

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Haven't bought nothing for weeks, so I'm back to saved and doin good Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.".............my life's back to being more abundanntly hahahhahahahahhahah......................lost my mind a touch...........sorry............................

(latest painting mixed media - marker, watercolors, ink)
Haven't bought nothing for weeks, so I'm back to saved and doin good Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.".............my life's back to being more abundanntly hahahhahahahahhahah......................lost my mind a touch...........sorry. And ya I believe your name can be blotted out of the book of life that getting baptised doesn't guarantee nothin Revelation 3:5 "He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels."
  I don't fully understand how being not able to buy 0% is life more abundantly. John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." I've struggled with that idea for years now just quietly.
  What I can't desire to buy nothin and need to buy pretty near nothin (cept like groceries and occasionally fresh dud's 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content.") and this is supposed to be a fantastical abundant life. In my mind.........if I could go to a store and buy 80% that place that's life abundant in my mind.
http://www.rasaint.net/ - Glitter Graphics
http://www.gigaglitters.com/ - Glitter Graphics

  I'm a 21 pilots fan a touch, I find the bulk of their songs to be extremely spiritual, the lead singer is thinking a slew about heaven and where his soul is heading (as do I, which ain't bad at all to think about).
 HELP ME POLARIZE
Ok like I might add to this here post but having to head out to a theme park today..........I know "the plight" hahahhahahahah Hope you all have a great week! 

Thursday, July 7, 2016

To all christians "afraid" out there, god did not give you a spirit of fear 2 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.".....................

(back to wearing tichels, pictured above, I'm just going to have to figure out which headscarves are cool enough for the summer. Everyone liked actually seeing my hair. It was terrible for me, I don't like my hair at all hanging down)
To all christians "afraid" out there, god did not give you a spirit of fear 2 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
  A few people fear me bad right now, so bad I've been thinkin about fear. I can't think of a time a moment, when fear would be a good thing.
  This verse in particular has just gripped me lately Revelation 21:8 "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death." Where this verse says "but the fearful" man I've been thinking on that, on the idea that fear could lead you to hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Romans 8:15 "For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father."  Don't have fear, instead I recommend having faith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Mark 4:39-40 "And he arose, and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea, Peace, be still. And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. And he said unto them, Why are ye so fearful? how is it that ye have no faith?"
  Also a section of the bible much on my mind lately Numbers 14:6-9 "And Joshua the son of Nun, and Caleb the son of Jephunneh, which were of them that searched the land, rent their clothes: And they spake unto all the company of the children of Israel, saying, The land, which we passed through to search it, is an exceeding good land. If the Lord delight in us, then he will bring us into this land, and give it us; a land which floweth with milk and honey. Only rebel not ye against the Lord, neither fear ye the people of the land; for they are bread for us: their defence is departed from them, and the Lord is with us: fear them not." 
  Joshua and caleb, they saw the giants in the land, and they chose to trust god.....................god promised this land of "milk and honey" this was it this was the land god promised all the jews back then full of "milk and honey" God clean told them "I gonna give you this land"!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Exodus 3:17 "And I have said, I will bring you up out of the affliction of Egypt unto the land of the Canaanites, and the Hittites, and the Amorites, and the Perizzites, and the Hivites, and the Jebusites, unto a land flowing with milk and honey." This was it, this was their land of "milk and honey" and instead of believing many of them chose fear. 
 ................now maybe if you fear a person your love just ain't perfect yet...................
1 John 4:17-19 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love. We love him, because he first loved us."
  Though I don't much recogn fear to be a good thing at all I can find many places in the bible where god is saying hey don't fear 
Deuteronomy 3:21-22 "And I commanded Joshua at that time, saying, Thine eyes have seen all that the Lord your God hath done unto these two kings: so shall the Lord do unto all the kingdoms whither thou passest. Ye shall not fear them: for the Lord your God he shall fight for you."
  Now my old church is in terror of me, they done told me so on this here blog on a older post (apostolic christian church of america). I don't fear them. If they killed me.....................what can separate me from the love of christ????????????

Romans 8

34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
what am I gonna fear?????????????????????????? Besides god???????????????????????????????????????
I don't fear you! 
I believe, I believe god Deuteronomy 3:22"Ye shall not fear them: for the Lord your God he shall fight for you."
----------- I can't even tell you all in what ways god is fighting for me...................but you can be 100% He is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I'm determined to not walk in fear, but walk in faith like joshua and caleb.............who choose to believe god when he said he'd give them THE LAND FLOWING WITH MILK AND HONEY Exodus 3:17 "And I have said, I will bring you up out of the affliction of Egypt unto the land of the Canaanites, and the Hittites, and the Amorites, and the Perizzites, and the Hivites, and the Jebusites, unto a land flowing with milk and honey."
0% FEAR 
FEAR IS TERRIBLE WHAT ANY YOU WANT THAT?????????? I do not understand "the fearful"???????????????????
I am a lion

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

(ended) Red and Green Zig Zag patterned weaving giveaway (ended)...............................



I always include a larger picture of the weaving I'm giving away for the month cause the thumbnail is so tiny................
Have a great week! 

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Being a christian isn't about how you look - it's about how you love (do you bear fruit for jesus) I've been beat down much by past churches over how I look.................

Being a christian isn't about how you look - it's about how you love (do you bear fruit for jesus) I've been beat down much by past churches over how I look.
(It's impossible not to offend people or upset people it's going to happen, it is literally impossible to please everyone WE CAN PLEASE GOD THOUGH).................

video
my wig above I hadn't clipped the front piece in right here's some more pics........so everyone can breathe a sigh of relief, I do know how to clip in fake hair..................I think I look basically adorable, I'm happy with this look : ) it's cool, the tichels are much to hot for the summer, and I worry about getting heatstrokes as it is........................

(and yes I beaded the native american barrette in above photo, I am like 1/3 or so native american from both sides of my family.....lived next to a multi tribe reservation for 4 years had many native american friends : ) 
Bible verses spoken about in above video..........Ephesians 4:2 "With all lowliness and meekness, with longsuffering, forbearing one another in love;"
1 John 3:2 "Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is."
Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
Philippians 2:8 "And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."
 I want to be like jesus, I want to love, I want to forgive, I want to be longsuffering in love.................
I want to show people mercy Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." I don't know about you all but I want to find me some mercy!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
////////////////////deep thought for today............if we love our enemies, if we pray for them............I think we indeed can win..................Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." If you love people you are a winner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Proverbs 23:7 "For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee." Figured out I can "thinketh" good for people in my heart, have it good for them in my heart and really win in that. 
  ------------------ sidenote, ya I've battled low self esteem, I've had a supermodel sister for years now. It's hard to have a supermodel sister and not feel like homely or ugly garbage. Someone in my family is getting married next month and that also propensiated the need for a wig, to try and look comprible to the miriads of drop dead gorgeous people that are in my family for reals!
  But bodybuilding is helping me out, something about being buff that gives me a "self esteem boost" ---------- a much needed self esteem boost!!!!!!!!! I ain't there yet though, hard at work dieting every week, pinpointed my diet as my current obstacle, to my bodybuilding goals. 
I quote the below song: "light of the world shine on me, love is the answer" amen!
Have a great week!
LOVE


Sunday, May 29, 2016

To be a "pure and spotless" bride for jesus, I've decided I NEED TO NOT NO LONGER love the world or the things in this world, and I admitedly have been struggling lately..........................

(My latest painting)
To be a "pure and spotless" bride for jesus, I've decided I NEED TO NOT NO LONGER love the world or the things in this world, and I admitedly have been struggling lately..........................I feel all alone in this struggle to I feel like I'm the only one in the whole planet in this battle 1 Peter 5:8-9 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world."
  Many days the "things of the world" don't look horrible to me at all, they look like what I recogn a beautiful harem of women must look like to a sheik.................like a feast.................Go to ebay behold do these goods not look pleasant to ones eye?.................
http://www.ebay.com/
  Are there not many a earthly good like vashti the queen in the bible whom the bible says was "fair to look on" very well she must of been easy on everyone's eye's to look on...............Esther 1:11 "To bring Vashti the queen before the king with the crown royal, to shew the people and the princes her beauty: for she was fair to look on."
   You all know what being a "harlot" is???????????? It's when you are given over to earthly goods..............to cheap earthly goods (instead of god). Judges 16:1 "Then went Samson to Gaza, and saw there an harlot, and went in unto her."
 The bible didn't mess around it just called harlots out, just full out called them what they are........

harlot

/ˈhɑːlət/
noun
1.
a prostitute or promiscuous woman
http://www.dictionary.com/browse/harlot
Isaiah 1:21 "How is the faithful city become an harlot! it was full of judgment; righteousness lodged in it; but now murderers."
  Clearly not all "harlot's" are prostitutes or even "promiscuous women" or even women men can just as well be harlot's loving all kinds of things of the world and/or the world.......................THAT IS HARLOTRY!
  You can completely be not good looking, but be given over to all kinds of idols, all kinds of harlotry.
  Confession time: I once lusted after men on www.bodybuilding.com. Nowdays all I do is admire physics, which one can do and you know, you know the difference if you are merely admiring a physic or if there is some kind of lust in your flesh when you view certain photo's of people.
  But then I thought on it.....................How I was cheapening myself in that activity. 
  For I desire, for a guy to only love me, cherish me, adore me..............FOREVER! And how can I someday Dare to expect this from ANY GUY.................if I myself were cheapening myself ever by looking lustfully at any body?
  I'm saying if I desire that from a guy and I do......................I need to also put that level of faithfulness out.
Jesus wants a pure and spotless bride.................he don't want us to be cheap harlots clade in fanciful clothing and jewelry etc. etc. etc.
2 Corinthians 11:2 "For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ."
Ephesians 5:27 "That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish."
1 Peter 1:19 "But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:"
  Jesus himself is without blemish and without spot....................but somedays I know I sometimes get it in my head, or I must that..................
"oh just this one spot the grace of god will cover that"
But if/when I make myself into a harlot or as the bible says "play the harlot" in a verse..................I CHEAPEN MYSELF GREATELY IN THAT! 
  I do believe jesus christ wants the church to end up like him someday Ephesians 5:27 "That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish." NOT A HARLOT! NOT SOMETHING CHEAP! BUT EXPENSIVE BOUGHT WITH THE BLOOD OF CHRIST!
  ------------- whether you are single or married or whatever your status I recogn the lusts of the flesh is something to flee from. All this lusting after men and women all that I recogn something to flee from 2 Timothy 2:22 "Flee also youthful lusts: but follow righteousness, faith, charity, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart."
  Don't cheapen yourself by "playing the harlot" or being a harlot. 
Let's pretend I was a harlot....................................and I was goreous and I had all the jewelry I wanted, and all the makeup I wanted, and all the expensive clothing I wanted, sorry gwen stefani I'm using your song........................(now gwen stefani is going to church, and honestly I think there is much reason to hope for her, I'm one to hold out hope for great a many people GOD/JESUS IS ABLE TO SAVE and I full know oftentimes the people that have fallen the farthest, get the bestestestestest vision to see and hear the bible the bestestest................I'm saying there is reason to hope much for us massive screw ups) Ya I'm hard at work beating myself up for a bit of fake hair and a few bracelets......................................I think I should be............grevious to my own soul somedays. 
  I like to look pretty, and I sit there and think to myself...............well should I look ugly for jesus????????????????????
  How much should I torture myself for jesus????????????????????????
 BUT DO I WANT TO BE A CHEAP HARLOT - HECK NO!
(see I can have no fellowship or hardly any and try and say "well god I'm at a disadvantage in life....................................but I make the choice to cheapen myself................if I were to lust after a worldly good..............or another person)
lot was one the only righteous men in sodom and gamora..................he didn't cheapen himself
noah also in a land chalked of harlots --------- he didn't join them
Was noah and lot did they end up ok, and protected by god and alright - ya. Did the sinning people around them............not really.
It's my choice to make --------- I need to stop blaming the world around me "well it's to tempting" yadda yadda...............no myself Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh."
  I've been called many a time a "ranting b------------" on my blog by many a people, and this is a bit of a rant. It's good to think about things, don't just jump down the same cliff you see most this world jump off of, most of the world I think is involved in harlotry/idolatry. 
Think on that stuffs. 
Think on who bought you...............1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's."
  I don't want to play or be the harlot (somedays it's beyond enticing to me, and somedays I battle much............................I want to be something expensive) With jesus I know I am the expensivististist..............................not with this world, the world and it's good could only cheapen me. 
Have a great week! 
LOVE