I think I've in the past mistaken what a friend really is...................

a bit of a brit fan : ) 

I wood turned a foot massager today, this is the 1st in a series of em - all will be funky like this one - I being of the belief that a foot massager works better if it is like not uh "equally grooved"

I think I've in the past mistaken what a friend really is...................so set in my mind that "friend" just has to mean people that chat with me on the phone 2 hours a night, and I think I'm wrong about that. It's gotta be like the people your around, the people that are like with a heart for you ------------ isn't that what we need????? A few people with a heart for us, praying for us? I think it is.
And not being on the phone like never, has free'd up much time to crochet : ) and turn wood, and really what would I rather do be on the phone 2 hours, or turning some pretty chess pieces : )
My friends will see me when they see me : ) -------- maybe I've gone kooky now : )
I've decided online chating just isn't working out for me in general...............to many people that are online waiting to start a fight start something. All I want to start right now, is turning some chess pieces : )
Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends." Yep I'm not wealthy hahahahahahahahah not envying the rich people either, that's tiring to have like parties all the time YIE no free time to turn no wood on the lathe then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 John 1:14 "But I trust I shall shortly see thee, and we shall speak face to face. Peace be to thee. Our friends salute thee. Greet the friends by name." was paul all hanging out friday night with all these "friends" naw, but he was still friends with them, and they were friends to him
I've had it cracked in my head for the longest time that I need to go gallavanting around otherwise I'm a complete 0. To god I'm sure I'm not a 0. Who cares what the world thinks about me????????????

I greatly lately suspect in the humblest lowliest of places on the earth I can be the closest to god, and that my lowly spot isn't so bad afterall Isaiah 57:15 "For thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is Holy; I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones."
plus I have a lot of time to turn wood, going to make chess pieces, and golf tee's if I can manage it, and christmas ornaments : ) (so far all I've turned on my lathe is wood bangle bracelets which made great christmas gifts 2 years ago : )
I trust god, trusting god that everything that is happen/happening in my life is for a reason, for my salvations sake, cause surely god cares, surely he wishes for me to be saved, surely he hasn't forgotten me. He loves you to, trust me he does, and he gave his only son that John 3:15 "That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life"
yep pry turning some wood today : )
  ------ one more thing...........in the past I've complained a lot I don't have so many friends woes me but that isn't god's will for me...................1 Thessalonians 5:18 "In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you." It SURELY isn't god's will that I go off to the earth bellymoaning which is what I've been doing. But to give thanks, that I have all this free time open to pursue my wood turning hobby this much ------------ it's not a bad thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   It's all perspective.......................there's a limbless brother that talks to like all of christianity he's pretty cool THANKFUL HE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He could be all belly moaning but he ain't he's chosen to be thankful (I give that brother extra props cause if I was in his spot.........................I'd pry be such a belly moaning baby the whole earth would pry want to go jump off a cliff) That's gotta be ruff not having arms or legs ----- but that brother I've watched him over the years talk on tv and at my own church..........he stays thankful...........he really draws people to him I think in all his thankfulness. 

 He's surely doing god's will in that! Surely god wants us to be thankful. (well I guess you know god wants us to be thankful cause it's like miserable being all grumbly and miserable and he doesn't wish for us to be like that I don't think) And it's true there is always someone that has it way worse then me!

fastest way to overcome the earth - count the things of the earth as dung I'm sure of this....................

fastest way to overcome the earth - count the things of the earth as dung I'm sure of this....................tonight at church I was relieved to hear this verse...........Revelation 3:5 "He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in whiteraiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels." In the past I think I've even said on my blog (oh I'm a fool for jesus be sure of that) that I was sure that you had to have many a good deed to have white garments and make it into heaven.......but look at revelations 3:5 "He that overcometh, THE SAME shall be clothed with white raiment" that's it, that's what I need to do I've decided overcome this earth!!!!!!!!!
   I'm confessing here, this a fool 100% fool confession, this the kind of fool I am..............I've sat and I've drooled over sports cars for many a year oooooooooo look at that car, look at that car FOOLISHNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I keep my flesh down like paul says..............1 Corinthians 9:27 "But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway." Don't envy the luxuriousness that some this world has THE THINGS OF THE EARTH IS DUNG!!!!!!!!! Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ" sports cars DUNG, diamond rings DUNG, penthouses in switzerland DUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahah I'm serious though. None that stuffs will get you to heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What going to get you to heaven - oh ya, overcoming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  To me it's like so a b c

a -------------- Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh." Want to overcome the world WALK IN THE SPIRIT I highly recommend creflo dollar : ) YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CREFLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and kirk cameron ; ) ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ye is a fool sheri

b ---------------- count all things of this earth AS DUNG....................we are supposed to overcome the world............not be stuck in the "what's the latest fashions this week, uh oh better go to like nordstroms and take a look hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah" hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah ahhhhhhhhh CHUCK THE FASHION MAGAZINES ALL TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupidness

   Fashion IS STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (though yesterday at the goodwill outlet down the street there was a lady that I wanted to like kidnap and dress a bit better - she had on jeans and they were like rolled up as if she was waiting for a flood and then she had tacky fuzzy socks on like all pulled up high and then like boots ---------------- sometime's I don't know, well guess if ya all want to hurt my eyeballs go ahead long as ye's not loving the things of the earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 

   This concludes this fools ramblings for today : ) hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahah if the joy of the lord is my strength like the bible says I'M ANDREA THE GIANT RIGHT NOW take that satan I will not love the things of the earth NO WAY

few things I need in life.........................................

my chickens to watch while I'm drinking coffee (ya know jesus got a 100% fool with me : ) hahahaha

my sauna 

few good christian bands to listen to gotta get my jesus groove on! 12 STONES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya that about covers it 

  fashions so stupid, soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stupid, have a great week earth : ) 

   

1 Corinthians 6:16 You can't pimp yourself out to the world and think you just didn't join up with that

1 Corinthians 6:16 You can't pimp yourself out to the world and think you just didn't join up with that.............naw........it don't work that way............1 Corinthians 6:16 "What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh."

  Naw you come out "from among them" AND BE YE SEPARATE don't go pimping yourself out to this world and be's thinkin with yourself you didn't just join up with THAT 2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you." See it, catch it....................come out from among them, and be ye separate..........touch not the unclean thing (aka porn, drugs, mmmmmm yummy yummy drugs, etc. of delightfulness) and then and then when you's done came out from among them and be ye's separate and not touching the unclean things no more..................AND I WILL RECEIVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

    (xoxoxoxox living hope church, apostolic christian church of america and the body of christ in general) and I need prayer, that I keep a safe distance from my "thorn in the flesh" a real good safe distance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   Don't be ----------------- earth, god don't want ya joined up with the harlot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He wants ya out of her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't be little ------------------------ (little bit to close to my "thorn in the flesh" at the moment, doing all I can to remedy this """"""""situation"""""""""")

I think I'm like dead uh you win apostolic christian church of america!!!!!!!!!.................

Avenged sevenfold is right................................

She's a dwelling place for demons. 

She's a cage for every unclean spirit, every filthy bird

and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings. 

Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

I think I'm like dead uh you win apostolic christian church of america!!!!!!!!!.................tellin mike today..............."I'm not like dead right, I'm still alive. Live this new life................Romans 6:4 "Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life." and that mike is why I have a buffet I can just pull out bible verses like that on a whim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I think I'm like totally dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know, um this like doesn't like suck?????????????????? ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah sad face : (
    I tell mike I can't afford to no longer walk in the flesh and all "drink the poisoned wine to the fornicating with our kings" I have enough issues with my hecka official "thorn in the flesh" that's just stickin to me like GLUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Besides that, it's a serious issue babylon the great...............this is the message god wanted me to give the earth loud and clear.......................Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."

And have a great day earth : ) 

I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!! Ephesians 6:12....................

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I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!!  Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I wish we all could have a day off to party and do all the drugs we want - I really do! Trust me I really do! We in a war! There no day offs, satan don't rest satan don't nap..............1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:"

   I ain't been winning the war at all either lately.............the good news is now these days at least I can recognize when I'm kinda slipping back into the occult............I'm able to stop myself - via much going to church, much reading the word of god --------- it's a war we all in it!!!!!!!!!! I may be in the thick of things more then most, but we are all surely in this war "against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places" nobody not in this war!!!!!!! 

   I'm totally going to like living hopes living free pry this week, takes going to church 2-3 times a week for me anymore to stay in the light ------- it is what it is ------------- Ecclesiastes 2:13 "Then I saw that wisdom excelleth folly, as far as lightexcelleth darkness." I feel it's better to fight the war then just let the darkness sink in!!!!!!! My aunts church (apostolic christian church of america) man they know what to preach : ) they know they gotta remind me hell is real and often! 

   (can't just sit around and let the darkness all sink in!!!!!!!!!! there's a war to wage!!!!!!!!!!!!! god wants zeal he wants fire!!!!!!! He wants us to fight to be in the light (fight the good fight of faith)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - where there's peace...............John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.") 

  I'm not at all simple I'm pretty intensely complex but I like these verses can I claim them for myself anyways : ) cause I'd like to do that fully : ) Psalm 116:6-7 "The LORD preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the LORD hath dealt bountifully with thee." That's what sin'll do it'll bring you low..............and pain...................PAIN...............................Psalm 116:3-4 "The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul."

  ahhhhhhhhh god'll forgive ----------- don't sit in pain!!!!!!!!!!! PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And get to fighting the good fight of faith Psalm 116:9 "I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living." Where's the land of the living, ah ya it's walking before the LORD - we were once all dead Ephesians 2:1 "And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins;" DON'T BE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!! Be alive in christ Romans 6:11 "Likewise reckon ye also yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord."

I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............

I love this band so much!

I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............finally getting it, oh that's what the bible means when it talks about jesus setting a person free (I've found it to be something that happens to you when you heed god's word for a bit)  John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be freeindeed." For the longest time I told myself I had all the power and all the control in the occult but it just wasn't the case, I was really bound to that stuffs!
  This is full out my verse for today : ) Titus 3:3 "For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another." I was once so bound to all that stuffs, for so long I've carried around so much hate, so much ick! Recently I've hit this point where I'm like WHOA you have became a cesspool inside..........I don't want to be filthy NO MORE getting clean, being being in gods word in the day being in the light where jesus blood can cleanse me I'm in love with this bible verse lately 1 John 1:7 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin." ARE YOU FILTHY TO OUT THERE??????????????????? You don't have to stay that way!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Instead of riding the top of the occult like I was, I've found it's better to be broken at the foot of the cross Matthew 21:44 "And whosoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken: but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder." where I can be healed set free by jesus
  There's 0 power here for me in this lowest of places, not such the power trip place, but I'm getting clean, it'll take awhile - I'm a little extra filthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally don't want to be involved in the occult no more, I think this time it's really really really for good, that god won, jesus won, I want them to win, I don't want to be filthy no more! Things have gotten way way way way to outta hand lately - I surrendor!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired of being completely filthy, I'm tired of being SICK.

 Isaiah 1:18 "Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." Lot of crimson god, lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot! I'm tired of the filth good and tired. Forking myself over to jesus! I'm yours jesus! 

   I don't want to do drugs, or the occult, or porn,  ------------ I'm done being filthy. DONE. I want to get clean and stay clean, and not be in agony not be bound no more. 

Was at like full out crisis point today - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................

Was at like full out crisis point today (domino effect happens with me, one bad thing, then another, and another and eventually I CRACK) - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................I went to bible study (my estimating with myself it'd help to "get my head together") god was in me so much tonight, He really knew I was big time having a crisis and was determined to reach out and touch me. People hugged me a lot tonight, and the lady running the whole thing rubbed my back which is a miracle cause there are 250+ women at this serious coffee bible study thing.
   Like everyone else in this world I worry about so much, I worry about what's going to happen with me, what's my future look like I worry about it.................knowing I'm that loved at living hope, that I'm that loved - my aunts church to loves me much I know they do...........makes a huge difference for me in my life. And especially that god showed up so big for me tonight.
   Really mind blowing how much god was with me tonight. He's really getting to me lately.............He's cracked in...................He's cracked into my heart. And I'm left wondering with myself - why did I ever sin in the 1st place? Why did I ever distance myself from god in the 1st place? This love HIS love is what I needed all along!
 ---------- I'm going to fess up to something, sometimes I sit and listen to other christians testify thinking to myself it all is so cheese. But man maybe I'm a cheese to god/jesus/holy spirit makes all the difference in the world for me --------------- anything could happen to me and I know long as I got god/jesus/holy spirit I's going to be ok. God showing up big for me tonight letting me know how much He loves me - it's all good! Let the cheese roll : ) it's holy cheese hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahaahahahah (sheri dang you have to much fun being a christian hahahahaahahahahahaaha)