Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Just got off the phone to my husband, who basically told me, "good things are worth fighting for"...............

Just got off the phone to my husband, who basically told me, "good things are worth fighting for"...............even one the pastors of my church what yesterday told me "well you agree with most of what we believe right?" AND I DO A LOT! A lot.
  I have frustration at the moment,  people trying to challenge a churches 100's of years old "don't wear wedding rings" tradition as my husband told me, they are going to find themselves maybe "ganged up upon" (or maybe just even feeling that way) going to pry hit a bit of "friction" anyways. But my husband says that doesn't mean that standing up for what you believe is right, isn't worth it.
  Right now a few people at the apostolic christian church of america are telling me, either don't wear a wedding ring, or leave the church cause you are doomed. My husband reminded me the elder of the church said the wedding ring thing "wasn't" a issue. My husband believes that right now the church is "weary" of "splits" there have been large splits in the apostolic christian church of america few of them. That the elders of the church some them if not all of them are viewing their church as a "fish tank", my husband says that if you add lots of new fresh water into a fish tank the fish will die of shock, that instead the elders of the church are likely going to "choose" to allow a few wedding ring wearers in as memberrs of the church, one by one, slow like, so that even the people that would of otherwise "adamantly" disagree'd and broke off and made their own church will instead stick around.......................................................

My parents are currently mega proud of me for standing up for what I believe is right : ) My husband believe's that the people in the apostolic christian church of america that are telling me, don't wear a wedding ring or give up your doomed, that they are trying to be "helpful" in their minds, past blog post all that stuffs said by people in the churches replies THEY ALL BELIEVED THEY WERE BEING HELPFUL like fully I'm saying in their minds. 
  Telling me don't wear a wedding ring or you are doomed - is actually "helpful" words from members of the apostolic christian church of america to me at this juncture in time. Are those words actually in reality "helping me" no cause I'm frustrated anybody in my shoes would be frustrated...............but in their minds they are actually helping me and coming from a "good place" in their heads and hearts, that is what my husband helped me understand today. 
  I'm like Martin luther king jr. right now (not anywhere near as great as martin luther king jr - martin luther king jr. if I was face to face to him right now, I believe he'd tell me to stand up for what I believe is right). I LOVE MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. AND HAPPEN TO LOOK UP TO HIM A SLEW. 
amen martin luther king jr.
for martin luther when he was speaking he could see the "promised land" he said in above video he wasn't even sure he'd get there BUT HE SO DEEMED FREEDOM WORTH FIGHTING FOR. In this instance concerning the wedding ring issue - the fight is pry for equality. 
 That there never be's segregation at the church of the wedding ring wearers from the non-wedding ring wearers. 
 THAT WE GET TO THE "PROMISED LAND" UP THERE IN HEAVEN TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
(Martin luthers speech above inspired me a slew)
LOVE 



Sunday, July 20, 2014

My husband is right I am a worry wart..............

My husband is convinced I'll become a member of the church and am a worry wart for 0 reason.............(because the elder told me not to worry about the wedding ring thing, so my husband is completely convinced that I wear a wedding ring is no issue at all)
This was one the verses read at portland's church today 2 Thessalonians 3:6 "Now we command you, brethren, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that ye withdraw yourselves from every brother that walketh disorderly, and not after the tradition which he received of us." In 2 Thessalonians 3:6 it's saying people that don't heed the "tradition which he received of us" are therefore walkething "disorderly" and everyone needs to not speak to that person no more...............not off of actual bible verses but "traditions" that a brother or sister decides not to heed - I guess don't matter if they are "comfortable" or not with that tradition.
  For me I'm so uncomfortable not wearing my wedding ring, the same discomfort level would only be comparable to walking around shirtless, or no clothes at all.
  Traditions though can be bad sometimes.......................
Mark 7:13 "Making the word of God of none effect through your tradition, which ye have delivered: and many such like things do ye."
  If indeed you have to withdraw yourself from me and can't love me then........you own tradition has made "the word of god of none effect", not for me have you made the word of god of none effect but for yourselves, cause you aren't loving me if you withdraw yourself from me. You have made me out a sister that "walketh disorderly" over wearing a wedding ring cause obviously anybody that wears wedding rings are CRAZED LUNATICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - sarcasm
  But my husband states that that isn't what the church means at all...................that the tradition they are most concerned about me "heeding" isn't the wedding ring tradition at all............but the tradition of meeting with the elder of the church for my husband says potentially every month for up to 5 years to become a member of the church - that tradition. 
  I am still meeting with the elder of the church, this is still going on..............................this tradition I have no reference for in my own experience, I am of the reubenstein family, the only "traditions" I have reference for are mostly jewish (breaking the glass, in jewish weddings for example that makes perfect sense to me, I didn't do that in my wedding my wedding was christian but nonetheless that tradition is in my "realm of reference")
  Incubating chicken eggs for the 1st time ever : ).............................................fun : ).....................
 

 I can say this much we war not against flesh and blood so no matter what happens to me, let's say I was shunned right, well I'm still not battling against flesh and blood.................Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
  If I was shunned, if I am shunned, what that means I believe is that the apostolic christian church of america IN THAT EVENT, is completely possessed with demons and devils galore and everybody including myself needs to pray for them then! 
 you know if I'm actually being shunned!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 The fruit of the spirit is love, and it's patience, and it's um wait get the verse...............
Galatians 5:22-23 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law."
  I do recogn the un-demon possessed all of us, that is not demon possessed maybe a million people on earth (seems that way to me, seems like everyone done possessed by something out there) we should have "love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance" how much we have of these things can indeed vary from time to time, that is the goal nonetheless. 
  Either my husband is right, or the apostolic christian church of america is possessed with demons...........so it's one or the other. They are either possessed with demons bad, or my husband is right. 
  My husband also says sometimes I make things much more harder for myself then they need to be, he says it's like I'm playing a video game and I've decided I enjoy sticking myself in front of a bunch of killers.
  How my mind works for reals..........................until I am a member of the church I could be attacked, I could be attacked, and so I pry need to be on the defense and offense and every position on the entire field for according to my husband maybe 5 years................................................................
 We don't wage a war against flesh and blood, BUT there could be people standing in our way of reaching jesus! Matthew 23:13 "But woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye shut up the kingdom of heaven against men: for ye neither go in yourselves, neither suffer ye them that are entering to go in." I am likely putting myself all kinds in the line of fire right now, that's what my husband is going to tell me. But until I am a member of the apostolic chrsitian church of america, how I know if I'm being potentially blocked from entering the kingdom of heaven right now??????????????????? (such is how the cranks in my head spin, I am a thinker) 
  I'll find out in 5 years I guess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 Have a great week earth! 
LOVE






Saturday, July 19, 2014

In this world full of people randomnly meeting each other in bars - god really did join me and my husband together!!!!!!!!!!!.................

In this world full of people randomnly meeting each other in bars - god really did join me and my husband together!!!!!!!!!!!................Matthew 19:6 "Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder."
  A guy few blog posts before this in the comments section told me to "stop ranting on the internet" and just quiety leave the apostolic christian church of america. (I'd hope I'd blog even without the "ring issue", lot of my posts have nothing to do with the "ring issue" - for those that don't know it very much looks to be a person can not become a member of the apostolic christian church of america if they wear a wedding ring, THE HENNA RING IDEA DIDN'T WORK OUT EITHER)
  I met my husband through a dating site on yahoo, but I was EXTREMELY holy spirit filled reading his profile. GOD ACTUALLY DID JOIN ME AND MY HUSBAND TOGETHER! 
   Maybe I am ranting at the moment..................I didn't make this "ring" rule the apostolic christian church of america did, and maybe the guy that appeared to be very angry with me a few blog posts previous is right, that I need to quietly leave the apostolic christian church of america. Cause it may be impossible for me to become a member of this church.
  Cause I know where my "comfort level" is, I'm extremely uncomfortable not wearing my wedding ring (less I henna in a ring).
  the bible commands us to avoid all appearance of evil well if your married and not wearing a wedding ring to me that connotes.............
you might be a "swinger"
or a "fornicator"
or a "giglio"
or part of the "key club"
or maybe your church all the eons of sisters and few men maybe some "sister wives on the sly" scenario maybe is going on?????????????????
to me a entire church not wearing wedding rings doesn't connote something holy
1 Thessalonians 5:22 "Abstain from all appearance of evil."
  At this point in time in america, a full 80% of married people WEAR WEDDING RINGS. From wikipedia............"In the 21st century 80% of the ceremonies still consist of double-ring ceremonies within the United States." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wedding_ring
  Yes that 20% that is also married don't wear rings..............they are the minority right now BY FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  I'm not comfortable not wearing my wedding ring at all, they are trying to pressure me into something I'm not comfortable with. 
  I don't want to look like a - "fornicator, gigilet, swinger, or key club member" AT ALL!!!!!!!!!! 
I want to look good and married, cause I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happily! 
  But nomadder what happens, I trust god, I trust that god's perfect will will be worked in my life, that no "man-made" rules and regulations are going to be able to get in the way of that!!!!!!!!!!!
Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."
  I don't mean to be a "ranting spaz" on the internet though, this is a real issue that has effected me, I'm still not a member of the apostolic christian church of america, ain't allowed to take communion at church, so that is a real impact by a man made rule that has/is impacting me at the moment! 
  God's will will happen though in my life nomadder what, I have faith in god and his power........I trust god fully! Have a great week earth!
LOVE




Sunday, July 13, 2014

video vlog: Sometimes I battle gossiping still (unfortunately), but I've learned Matthew 5:7 "blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy".........................

sometimes I battle gossiping still (unfortunately), the merciful shall find mercy the bible says...................this is why it's good we forgive one another so that when/if we do make a mistake we hopefully will be also forgiven..............Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
Song 72 in the zions harp verse 4 stood out to me today............................."mercy, kindness and forbearance. Enter in and in us live, That our brother's debt and failing. We with gladness may forgive, We with gladness may forgive"
  I've been on both sides of the "mercy" um thing..............sometimes it's hard to forgive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But when you've done messed up, and you know you messed up, you clean know you cracked and done and went and gossiped..................the idea of people showing mercy to me is a relief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
My video vlog on whole nother topic though : ).................not always one a "theme for a post" OFTEN I AM THOUGH!!!!!!!!!

video
not only do I desire to encourage everyone not to build with wood, and hay and stubble.........but whatever you find to do for the lord...............................
Ecclesiastes 9:10 "Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest."
 And I hope me and my husband can be a inspiration for many out there....................now we don't do as much maybe as others in the church, I am well aware of the many miriads of "good deeds" going on out there...................sometimes me and my husband will find something for to do for the lord...................1st two towels we embroidered for the churches beach house..................................IT'S SOMETHING, something that isn't wood, hay and stubble.......................something FOR THE LORD....................I want to do much more for the lord, I don't want to end up with bunches of hay and stubble and wood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE


Thursday, July 10, 2014

I have figured out why Luke 13:24 ".........many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able."............................

I have figured out why Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." I think with many those people they just didn't arm themselves adequately with the word of god

their willingness was there sure enough.............
Mark 14:38 "Watch ye and pray, lest ye enter into temptation. The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak."
zions harp song 21 (love this song) lines 2 and 3.........................
 

I'm not volunteering at the foodbank this week cause I'm hard at work sewing american girl doll outfits cause it's my childs birthday soon and she really likes her american girl dolls. I made my own sewing template for this dress, took a store bought american girl ball gown, and traced around the top part of it leaving almost a full half inch margin, little more then 1/4th of a inch "seam allowance", cut two of that the paper piece you see at the dolls feet, then the back piece cut that in half...............sew, sew, sew : ) it would look better in the back if I added two buttons.................but kids they take off their dolls clothes and put on another outfit so often. 
  Had a good time at church last night : ) Hope everyone's week is going good! 
LOVE

Saturday, July 5, 2014

to distance myself from "all appearance of evil" I have decided to henna in my wedding band (and to see if that'll get me membership in the church - my dad he always said "you never know til you try")....................


to distance myself from "all appearance of evil" (see previous blog post) I have decided to henna in my wedding band (and to see if that'll get me membership in the church - my dad he always said "you never know til you try")....................he often says I don't listen to him, I listen to him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just happen to pick and choose what advice I'm actually going to take from my dad!!!!!!!!
  Ya it's a girly design, I have to really put in a effort to be girly (battle sometimes "extreme androgony" - I'm straight I'm married, I'm staying that way.................to like stay that way though I do actually NEED to continually work to be a bit girly..............trust me ain't none you seen me play world of warcraft in the wee hours of the night I NEED TO WORK TO BE GIRLY)
  Found out men didn't even start wearing wedding bands in the united states of america, til the 1940's to quote wikipedia "and by the late 1940s, double-ring ceremonies made up 80% of all weddings, as opposed to 15% before the Great Depression"!!!!!!!!!! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wedding_ring
   The movie "the lorde of the rings"................I recently just couldn't stop thinking about that movie, and what it means POTENTIALLY. A massive movie about some "lorde of the rings" I just don't think just happened just "because"
 Saturn is often called the "lord of the rings"
1 Thessalonians 5:22 "Abstain from all appearance of evil." If indeed all wedding rings are hidden symbols of saturn worship..............pry solid plan to not wear them then and thereby abstain from that appearance of evil! I'M JUST SAYIN IF I am not sure entirelly one way or the other.................but the lord of the rings movie get's me thinkin (very big buget movie a big deal was made over this movie, a movie ABOUT A RING) 
look at this sega saturn game console world, it is a black cube like the kaaba, with the saturn imagery right on it...............the planet with a "s" but clearly like the rings of saturn - saturn in the name mentioned...............A LOT OF SATURN WORSHIP "BLACK CUBE" "KAABA" WORSHIP COULD BE GOING ON OUT THERE FOR REALS..................................
saturn car logo.........the nike swoosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I don't like the black cube!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   My favorite thing to crochet these days : ) sarongs, so many skirts in my closet that I've grown bored of.................but crochet a sarong or 5-10 : ) all the sudden those same skirts are like new again to me.........................
off to start crocheting another saronj : ) this one I'm putting shell edging on when I'm done in a contrasting color. -------------------- I think all the time a "thinker" like this, I wouldn't say I think to much. For there are symbols all around us, and they mean something...........1 John 5:19 "And we know that we are of God, and the whole world lieth in wickedness." god's word is true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE


Tuesday, July 1, 2014

I will worship the corner stone that is jesus christ and that is it............very against the "black cube"..............

I will worship the corner stone that is jesus christ and that is it............very against the "black cube".........to all jews out there honestly I am of the reubenstein family I believe the black cube is a bad thing.....look at this image you have Anthon Levay wearing a black cube.....................that tells me this cube IS BAD..............it's not good.....................

(I don't even remember where I got this art from, decided to blur that one guys face out people are sue happy some them out there)
I think the kaaba the black cube is a bad thing a bad idea, it is linked to idolatry, PLEASE JEWISH PEOPLE OUT THERE YOU DO NOT WANT TO ASSOCIATE YOURSELVES WITH THE "KABBA - WITH PAGAN GODS" WITH IDOLATRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................
http://vimeo.com/79604419
I don't like the black cube.
  And I've noticed something real disturbing online a lot of people trying to say that christians are "saturn worshippers" "satan worshippers"..................least two places this morning........here link to one them been all over the internet this morning so : )...................3:24 minutes into this video.......................

  I think that entire idea is a thing from the devil.............this whole idea that christianity is just filled with a bunch of eye of horus or saturn worshippers THAT ISN'T THE TRUTH THOUGH
From my research this morning, once the jews worshipped a god that was not god a made up god (THAT I BELIEVE THE CUBE REPRESENTS)
Amos 5:26 "But ye have borne the tabernacle of your Moloch and Chiun your images, the star of your god, which ye made to yourselves."
went to a site that said the star of david is that star - meant to represent "the cube"
David Shield
because if you look inside of it, the inner hexagon makes a cube. I considered this a item well worth noting. Not just because it happens to make up a cube but because amos 5:26 points to a image that the jews that were into idolotry made of the "star of your god"
   ONLY JESUS IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE!
John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and thelife: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."
Isaiah 28:16 [Full Chapter]
Therefore thus saith the Lord God, Behold, I lay in Zion for a foundation a stone, a tried stone, a precious corner stone, a sure foundation: he that believeth shall not make haste.
amen
a tried stone

a precious corner stone

A SURE FOUNDATION

JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!