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Thursday, June 15, 2017

I'm never going to have a mid-life crisis I've decided.......cause the old me is dead and gone..........

I'm never going to have a mid-life crisis I've decided.......cause the old me is dead and gone..........

  I've thought about it, having a mid-life crisis, here I am at that "mid-life" point, I could have a mid-life crisis people would let me. But I don't need one. The old me's dead and gone.
  Ya that me took a long time to die..............that me that was obsessing over how many likes photo's got. It don't matter.
 My soul is all that matters
 Luke 9:24-25 "For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it. For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?"

  It ain't even my soul technically...................
Colossians 1:14-17 "In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins: Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature: For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: And he is before all things, and by him all things consist."
 All glory, honour to jesus christ, my respect jesus!
 Few times my flesh has blimped on the radar, recently I cracked and bought over a 100 silver bracelets (I like em cause when I look at the color silver I think of superman.............but all my super powers is from jesus christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). 
  In this world you will have tribulation we all will....................John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."
 Some you all might "gots it" without jesus, but man I tell you what I'd rather have super woman jesus christ arm bands on my wrist's just pewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww pewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww pewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww any the bullets life throws at me, then trying to block that all alllllllllllllllllllllllllll by myself. 
  are you heavy burdened???????????????
heavy yoked???????????????
Matthew 11:29-30 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
I refer as the dead with christ version of myself "ghost sheri"
Ghost sheri wishes you all a great week!
(((((((((((((((I used to care so bad what people thought of me, so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad, it don't matter how popular or liked you is or isn't out there.............................it's how is your soul doing???????????????????? How's your peace doing??????????)))))))))))
Though I look great for my cough age so that'd might be why I'm skipping a midlife crisis to??????????????? I'm not saying how old I am ---------- I could be 20. No mid-life crisis brewing here : )........................................................but if you have a mid-life crisis uh they are normal!!!!!!!!!! You get all old, you stop like being in the know of all the kids phrases eventually.......there's one my daughter tells me means your in a relationship with someone "ship" and I'm certain "ship" can also mean you like stuffs. Can't you "ship" stuffs????????????? I'm pretty sure you can "ship" stuffs and that the teen kids don't even know the language they clean is making right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I'm 100% ship means you like something a whole lot ------------ if you like something only a little bit then you don't ship it you just like it in that event)
LOVE

Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Do you want your "darkness to be as the noon day" FEED THE HUNGRY IT WORKS GOD'S WORD IS TRUE! Isaiah 58:10......................

Do you want your "darkness to be as the noon day" FEED THE HUNGRY IT WORKS GOD'S WORD IS TRUE! Isaiah 58:10.
  Yesterday one my facebook friends got me thinking a slew. They said that most christian leaders, are fake in real life, and that they talk about "love" but that they are all bsing it (not word for word but close to, is what one my facebook friends said).
   I got to thinking ok, she just "pointed the finger" ---------- but what did that accomplish???????????
Isaiah 58:9 "Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity;"

  To warn the earth that the "apostolic christian church of america" has "commandments of men" that is needed, cause I didn't know what commandments of men were and other people might not as well. I'm pry done e-mailing all the apostolic christian church of america, cause at some point, if they ain't listening to you............what did the bible say...................it didn't say keep pestering them it said Matthew 10:14 "And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet."
  Shake the dust off of your feet, don't keep pestering them...............move forward to the people that WILL HEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  So I estimate entirelly that all pointing of the finger is useless. It doesn't do much, never saves a soul really. I had to stop and think about that yesterday, cause many people around me ARE ACTIVELY POINTING ALL KINDS OF FINGERS ALL OVER THE PLACE (a lot of people in my life are especially pointing many fingers at donald trump I AIN'T...............the guy has a hard job). 
  There have been days in my past where I have went and gossiped much and pointed the finger much............and not even thought about it.......................because that is what I saw everyone around me doing and it was "ok" for them (somewhere in my mind those were my thoughts). And I think many of us have fallen in this very trap, probably even said facebook friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  But what does the bible say, says stop sheri, stop --------- insert name here -------------, don't do that don't point your finger.........................
Isaiah 58:9-10 "Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity; And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:"
  I need to feed the hungry to, much more then I have, step the efforts up much more.............it's hard I know reading Isaiah 58:10 and really believing that.......................that if you just feed the hungry "then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day"
  But it is the word of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to work much harder to be much more diligient at feeding the hungry, and in general caring about them. Cause I for sure could use for a lot more of my light to "rise in obscurity" and my darkness be as noon day! THAT I NO MORE BE "POINTING OF THE FINGER" 
NO MORE GOSSIPING
OR BACKBITING
OR NONE THAT TOXIC BAD STUFFS I SEE GOING ON ALL AROUND ME PRETTY WELL DAILY!
(It's like a disease that has infested everyone around me, somedays it appears to be, but I don't have to catch that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can care for the hungry!!!!!!!!!!! Get doing that more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
"moving on up, to the east side, to a delux apartment in the sky" - amen..............
HAVE A GREAT WEEK EARTH!
LOVE

Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Why I view church discipline as a bad idea..........with bible backing me up................

(my latest painting is yet another bob ross piece called "Seaside Harmony" Season 30, Episode 10)
This is a e-mail I wrote this morning to elder and his wife (of the church that I went to for a long time) and my great aunt, all of the apostolic christian church of america. (slightly edited for this blog, but not much I ain't editing much at all)
At my current church they say they "love people in" ------------- that's the christian way right there
you could tell me but sheri we are a rigid commandment of men heeding church what about consequences for actions..............
God should be your daddy my daddy everybodies daddy ok..........he able to deal with any kids not behaving.
It is your jobs to swat your kids butts if they misbehave.............and that's as far as things go.
If you read your bible good................it says swat your kids butts if they misbehave (your actual biological kids).
and then leave the rest to god
leave the rest to god it's in the bible
I can read real well was a english minor in college
closest the bible says and this even doesn't say anything about kicking people out of a church or none of that so you ain't all biblical............
Hebrews 12:15-17 "Looking diligently lest any man fail of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and thereby many be defiled; Lest there be any fornicator, or profane person, as Esau, who for one morsel of meat sold his birthright. For ye know how that afterward, when he would have inherited the blessing, he was rejected: for he found no place of repentance, though he sought it carefully with tears."
 Look diligently at something to prevent anything bad happening with any of your church members, and that's it.
previous verses.............Hebrews 12:12-14 "Wherefore lift up the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees; And make straight paths for your feet, lest that which is lame be turned out of the way; but let it rather be healed. Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"
am I following peace with you all - yep
is you with me - debatable. Holiness, you'd have to e-mail me to be following holiness with me I'd recogn you alls missing that verse 14 there.
but that's besides the point,
the point is....................church discipline is not biblical
bible says
hey you all do this this this and this
and then there won't be no fornicator among you, or profane person
church discipline ------------ is a church trying to get in the way of god
God's saying hey kids I'm god I'm daddy I gots this!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"
...................who knows if the apostolic christian church will get rid of their "church discipline" they don't much listen to me it don't look like. 
 I'd listen to me, I back myself up with the bible mega well. Their church has "commandments of men" there's no way ordering people to not wear bangs, or beards, or wedding rings................no way that ain't commandments of men.................................that's men in your church commanding your church to stay away from various things which is what "commandments of men" is!
God's my daddy, and it's good to fear dad some.........not my church though (if they had church discipline which I don't believe my current church does, which is great churches shouldn't have "church discipline" - but rather trust god to do his job). God I believe should be the one feared. 
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Update: I finally don't look like marilyn monroe's doppleganger : ) happy hairdo update..................

(my latest painting, it's giant, and the photo doesn't even depict well the galaxy type sky behind big bird : ) I'm a huge big bird fan - I got to see him at a comic convention and his wife : ) that was cool : ) I'm like big bird big clumsy but meaning well!!!!!!!
 Recently I wanted to get long dreadlocks to no longer look like marilyn monroe's doppleganger, and I learned that there is a thing called "cultural appropriation" and that some african american's get very offended when white people wear in particular dreadlocks. So I decided not to get dreadlocks...........well good news.......................I no longer look twinsies with marilyn.........(less I want to, marilyn looks great, it isn't horrible looking like her, worse things much worse things could happen to a person).....................
 I wanted to steer away from looking like marilyn monroe cause she mocked jackie kennedy (which is not good)...........I wish women us ladies would support one another much more, don't be trying to take other womens mens. The bible says Matthew 19:6 "Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder."
   Photo's of marilyn doing a photo shoot dressed as jackie kennedy mocking her not only sleeping with her man............mocking her on top of it. http://glamourdaze.com/2015/12/when-marilyn-posed-as-jackie.html
  I love marilyn monroe, I just don't condone what she did at all.
 I wish I had better stuffs to blog, but what can you do? Fact is, somedays probably all of us aren't all like 1 timothy 10:9 or something. Maybe if we are the clay and god is the potter..........maybe god takes breaks sometimes???????? Goes gets a cup of coffee???????????????? 
  I recogn as long as we ain't done with Him, we go to church, pray, believe follow jesus..........god will work with us. 
Matthew 7:7-11 "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone? Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent? If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?"
  I'm going to my churches bible study every week!!!!!!!!!!!! And my bible study workbook has daily devotions in it.............I'm hard at work, praying, being in god's word. um...........so I should have a alright blog post pretty soon.......probably, I'd imagine. 
Hope you alls week is going good!
LOVE



Tuesday, April 18, 2017

I've decided job was allowed to be tested, because he was battling pride (I found the bible verse)...............

(bunch of really artsy tree rocks I painted --- my town has a group of artist/people that paint rocks and hide them around town.............good break from more serious paintings)
I've decided job was allowed to be tested, because he was battling pride (I found the bible verse) Job chapter 31 jobs just going off talking about how awesome he is Job 31:37 "I would declare unto him the number of my steps; as a prince would I go near unto him." Right there he's saying he's pretty well a prince.............I love job though (he was so convinced of his awesomeness..........I can relate I've been there!!!!!!!!!!!). He is how we all are, pride can happen easy to us, whether the "pride of life" or what job is suffering from here "spiritual pride".
  I used to not like this Elihu guy that rose up against job, but now I see this is good Job 35:1-2 "Elihu spake moreover, and said, Thinkest thou this to be right, that thou saidst, My righteousness is more than God's?"
love these verses........(I recogn verse 9 below is actually what happened to job.........that all the bad that happened to him was for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like a god loving Him reason, god I believe wasn't allowing satan to try Job for just "funsies")

Job 36

He withdraweth not his eyes from the righteous: but with kings are they on the throne; yea, he doth establish them for ever, and they are exalted.
And if they be bound in fetters, and be holden in cords of affliction;
Then he sheweth them their work, and their transgressions that they have exceeded.
10 He openeth also their ear to discipline, and commandeth that they return from iniquity.
11 If they obey and serve him, they shall spend their days in prosperity, and their years in pleasures.
12 But if they obey not, they shall perish by the sword, and they shall die without knowledge.
I once thought Job was perfect, I once thought well crude what's god allowing satan to try Job for???????? But god knows what we each need!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I am currently not experiencing any "spiritual pride" rather mindful at the moment that in me Romans 7:18 "For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwellethno good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not." But there have been moments in my past where I thought I was the whole mack of the earth, praying some BIG TIME pretty pretty prayers to god (my prayers are rather sad in my estimation lately.............lacking gusto : ( I mean smiley face : ) 
  Paul said, he'd rather glory in his infirmities...................fab thing about that is it is a place of humility 2 Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."
I AM INFIRMITIED!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is how infirmidied I am in my mind, I'm 100% about this..............
 I listen to iggy azalea, I listen to mike will made it, somewhere inside me at times..............the beetlejuice movie brothel is open for buisiness.
  I don't want to get in that "spiritual pride" zone, I can read what all happened to job and learn, snap don't do that!
  But I know I know I need to read my bible, I already have today, and will pry read it again today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  And I almost deleted some blog post that are eh..................I've decided I don't want my blog to be to fabulous..........naw that's to close to the "spiritual pride zone"
 pride is terrible all of it
spiritual pride
worldly pride
 Thing is like if you got successful in this world --------- but lost your soul..........what did you gain then??????????????????????????? Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" It's pry not fab to like all be like mediocre.......but like I recogn it might not actually like be fab, to like be fab!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............think about that.
xoxoxoxo So unfabulous! xoxoxoxo
Have a great week!
LOVE



  

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Christians are loving each other out there - it's happening I experience it every week!..............

(this is the 1st in my latest series, pencil and colored pencil on wood, of giant antique forks : ) 
Christians are loving each other out there - it's happening I experience it every week! I due to my old church "the apostolic christian church of america" I got obsessed with this verse, cause they talked about it a lot............John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." I think a lot of the body of christ is a touch obsessed with John 13:35. (it is important that people see that, see love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  But I think there might be a "idea" of much gooey lot's of gush that =='s John 13:35 in people's minds out there and the bar might not actually be that high.
In my 20+ years on this earth I've learned something about love......................mercy is often involed!!!!!!!!
  Maybe real love isn't that we don't have disagreements or difficulties somedays (maybe -------- sermons we don't like that much for instance).
  Love - is that we don't give up on each other!!!!!!!!!!! That we hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love hopeth all things the bible says....................................
1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." I still hope that the apostolic christian church of america will get rid of their "commandments of men" I really do (they ain't good for them, and most everyone knows those are commandments of men it's blaitant - wedding rings banned, bangs banned, mustache's and beards banned..............pretty blaitant commandments of men there.................I can't imagine a church actually holding onto something that bad for like good --------- I have hope for them I'm saying, that they get rid of those commandments of men...........not hold onto them to make some guys in the 1800's look good -------- those men in the 1800's were wrong about those there commandments of men THEY BAD) I ain't saying those men are in hell..................no..................
1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God."
  That is god's job to decide if those men that lead the apostolic christian church of america in the 1800's-1900's long ago, were all like maniacle and evil and diabolical etc. when they made "commandments of men" for their church --------------- it could be they had a good heart a clean heart in that.............................Made "commandments of men" for their church in ignorance, not knowing the word of god well enough!!!!!!!!!!!
Hosea 4:6 "My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children." ---------------------- destroyed not necessarily meaning lead to hell.............but could be just lead down a bad path.
 Proverbs 3:5-7 "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the Lord, and depart from evil." God's direction for our paths is bestest.
  Back to my idea though : ) Love is having forgiveness towards one another I'm sure of it.............love doesn't give up, it's not giving up on one another!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 13:7
"Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."
    Is love that I am perfect yet????????????
Or your perfect yet?????????????????? 
Do you love me or I love you only when your perfect, no cause that isn't how jesus loved us.......................................when we were yet sinners.......................(it's easter feeling pentecostal fire in my bones).................Romans 5:8 "But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." that's love, that's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  don't give up hope for one another
believe
believe in the power of the word of god 
THE POWER OF PRAYER!
Those that endure unto the end the same shall be saved......................SHALL!
Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
  If we didn't love one another, what would we be saying in that??????????? That the word of god is of no effect ---------------------- the horror that'd be!!!!!!!!! Surely there is reason to love one another with a pure heart fervently as the bible says 1 Peter 1:22 "Seeing ye have purified your souls in obeying the truth through the Spirit unto unfeigned love of the brethren, see that ye love one another with a pure heart fervently:"
Happy Easter!
LOVE

Monday, April 10, 2017

The bible verse impacting me the most lately is the one concerning god not being "mocked".......He watches, knows if we are walking in the spirit or the flesh and He wont be mocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

(the latest in my fork colored pencil/pencil series on wood)
The bible verse impacting me the most lately is the one concerning god not being "mocked".......He watches, knows if we are walking in the spirit or the flesh and He wont be mocked!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not to say we can't buy stuffs we can buy stuffs, just don't make the flesh the priority, god's watching everyday! Galatians 6:7 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap."
 Somedays I want to preach bad (I know I am a girl and not supposed to preach so I don't) below are two e-mails (slightly edited for my blog) both I sent to the elder and wife of the apostolic christian church of america and my great aunt who is also apostolic christian church of americanian, in the event people wonder well what do I e-mail these people. (also e-mail them talking about various difficulties, prayer requests)..............
People they think it's so ok to walk in the flesh
they ain't walking in the spirit out there!
so many ain't
so many are sitting around watching their tv sets after they get off of work.
----------- their bibles might be cracked open for a few minutes -------------- WHICH IS A HECK OF A LOT BETTER THEN NOT EVEN DOING THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but cracked open for a few minutes in the evening............almost like a after thought
here god
here's my 10 minutes for the day your welcome
god is a jealous god!
Exodus 34:14 "For thou shalt worship no other god: for the Lord, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God:"
Deuteronomy 4:24 "For the Lord thy God is a consuming fire, even a jealous God."
  I barely can maintain somedays no rolling out in the most epic sermon anybody ever witnessed in their lives. 
because people need to wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Nobody wins at sin, sooner or later for anybody it would lead them to this point if left out of "check".......................Revelation 9:6 "And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them."
  If you live in a world were nobody loves anyone, cause everyone is all living for themselves loving themselves, not loving each other.........2 Timothy 3:2 "For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy," Of course you'd want to kill yourself in that world, you wouldn't want to live in that world nobody would, but that is were this world is heading!
WATCH FROM 26 MINUTES IN..........
On this here blog, I would like to also discuss my whole marilyn look a bit more...................I suffer at times from depression and the blonde hair really does cheer me up.
I know I need to not "believe" in that
in glam
it's make believe marilyn said she's right
to not worship or exalt in anyways something that is make believe
but like to exalt and worship what is really fantastic - god!!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." It's good to be of good cheer, even if you think..........oh snap.........oh snap.
  Keep reading god's word be in that..............the bible does promise sooner or later you will reap what you sew and that means if you be's most the day sewing into the spirit you and I we are going to reap that, reap good things! 
Galatians 6:7 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap."
I have much need to be of "good cheer" 
pry many of us do (I'm sayin many of us are going through "a time" Acts 14:22)
LOVE
PS............today I started putting vaseline on my face (just a touch) My skin is looking a bit better. There might be something to this vaseline stuffs. Especially these days with all the pollution in the air, it could maybe really protect ones skin from all kinds of damage. And ya I know I don't look like marilyn 100% in above photo..........somedays I freak myself out with 0 makeup on looking so much like her. Other days if I but draw a eyebrow hair in wrong it's all over : ) hahahahahahahahah
1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord."
------------- we all get exhausted I think 
I get exhausted
don't I look tired in the above photo???????????
if I don't ----------- the miracle of vaseline for reals : ) hahahahahahahahhahahah
who knew
who knew I'd ever put vaseline on my face ---------- not me